Conqueror of the Casanova

Conqueror of the Casanova
Reveal wounds



...Happy Reading's...


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"Hey, why are you talking, hem? It is quick and inappropriate for you to be my wife, only I can decide. And, in my opinion, you really deserve to be in the position you are in" Gio said.


Diandra returned the gaze in Gio, there was a warm feeling mixed with pain, when Gio was still being gentle with her, when she still stood on her past memories.


"You see me enough, because the one who will live life with you is me. Ignore everyone, for I will never care what they say about you. In my heart there is only you, who is now and in the future .. whereas the past, will still be the past until anytime."


Gio continues to convince his wife that he really sincerely loves Diandra. He is not the same as men from Dianda's short-minded past, making the woman in front of him a tool for revenge.


Diandra's eyes heat up, hearing Gio's words. He was trying to find a lie inside Gio's black eyes.


However, the more he searched, the more convinced Gio was being honest and sincere with him. Highlight those sharp eyes covered in tenderness, making Diandra feel a warmth she had never felt before.


Gio cupped Diandra's face, his two thumbs moving smoothly, wiping away the tears that were slowly dripping down his cheeks.


"Darling, why are you crying, hem? Are there any words I have that hurt your heart?" Gio looked very panicked to see Diandra shed her tears.


During his marriage to Diandra, he never saw his wife shed tears in front of anyone other than Romi.


However, this time Diandra was seen turning into a fragile female figure. It was all evident from the tears that he could not bear.


Diandra shook her head, she then sat down, unable to look at her husband's face anymore.


"Sorry," he said.


"Nothing to forgive, baby. You don't have to say that." Gio immediately denied, he did not blame Diandra at all, on the state of the household they were living in at this time.


"Being your husband is a decision I've made. Since then, I've been determined to accept you, no matter what. So, don't ever blame yourself for what happened." Gio explained again.


"Every relationship needs a process to get closer to each other, what else causes affection. We are two different people who do not know each other, and are united by a sacred bond of marriage."


"Maybe, this is the process of both of us. A unique story that is united first, before getting to know, so we do not have to be afraid to start everything we want to do, it also makes it easier for us to get closer and get to know each other without any barriers."


"I'm happy to be reunited with you, whether it's on the first day we met, today and the next days. If all of this is going to happen again, then I will still choose to meet you and be your husband, just like now."


The tears flowing down Diandra's cheeks grew more and more, as Gio revealed his heart's contents. He never imagined there would be someone so sincere in love with him like Gio.


"Originally you know, baby. I was even in love when I first saw you, and we were finally reunited. Since then I have been determined to make you my wife and the owner of my heart."


"I don't deserve to get all that from you, Gio. I'm just a dirty girl with all the slanted gossip that's gonna make you even more hurt." Diandra.


"I don't care about any of that, baby. All I want right now is you."


"But, I'll just make your good name ugly in the public eye." Diandra still denies Gio's love statement.


"That's no problem. Others can only look at us and talk nonsense, they will get tired and forget all that as time goes on."


"Just let them be content with their dirty mouths and thoughts.We don't need to explain just to silence any discordant voices around. We just need to close our eyes and ears, then let them talk."


"You know what, honey? Those who can only talk about us behind our backs can never be in front of us. They are just destined to stay behind us until they unknowingly fall behind."


"Never be afraid just because of what people say, baby. They are not people we deserve to think about. After all, we also do not ask them to eat, why also use thought."


Diandra bit her lower lip withstanding the increasingly difficult cries she endured, upon hearing Gio's words about people's speech. He realized that he was too afraid to face any insults from outsiders.


"But, it's very difficult to do," Diandra said, as she slid her face into Gio's neck.


Slowly Diandra stretched out her hand and returned Gio's embrace, she spilled all the pain that had always been buried in the heart.


"I know, honey. All of this is not easy. But, I'm sure, you, can definitely get through it .. because you're a woman who's been chosen, to live all this." Gio tried to strengthen his wife's heart.


Diandra sobbed even more, for some reason tonight she felt her heart being piqued by every tenderness Gio had done for her.


"I'm afraid, of those who always look at me contemptuously .. I'm afraid of hurtful speech that will add to the wound" said Diandra in between sobs.


Gio patted Diandra's back slowly, trying to incline his wife, even though he himself felt pain as Diandra began to reveal his heart.


"I'm afraid they'll come back to make me slump .. I'm afraid it's all over again .. I'm afraid ofโ€“"


Diandra slightly gripped Gio's shirt, as the shadow of the painful times he had to go through himself in the past, flashed back in his head.


"Sshhh, there's nothing you need to fear, dear. Remember, I will always be here. Just trust me, then I'll always try to keep you." Gio tried to make Diandra convinced, of his existence.


"Cry, take out everything you've been hiding from others, express all the disappointments that have been hidden for a long time," said Gio, making Diandra's cry break.


Lost was already the defense in his heart that he had been building so strongly. Everything is destroyed with just the warmth and affection he gets, from Gio and his family.


The guilt he had for Gio, it turned out to make a gap in Diandra's heart for Gio to enter slowly.


Gio smiled faintly, he now chose silence and let Diandra begin to reveal every taste in his heart.


"Why did all this happen to me and my family? What's my fault, until they trust that son of a bitch more than I do?"


"Why can't they ever hear my explanation? Why ... Why would they destroy my family?"


"I'm tired .. I'm tired," said Diandra.


"If I had known where Ana was, and made sure she was happy, it would have felt like I had just disappeared. She left because of my fault, because I couldn't take care of her."


"Yes, I'm a big brother who can't take care of his sisters. Ana leaves, she prefers others over us ... Ares was in an accident at my own restaurant, and it was also because of me."


"I don't deserve to be a sister." Diandra continued to fumble revealing his heart.


Gio shook his head slowly, his eyes had turned red, enduring the pain in his heart, when he found out that Diandra had blamed herself for all the events in his past.


"I don't even deserve to live. You, tau?" diandra said, making Gio shake his head.


"My grandmother died because of me, she was devastated by the failure of my marriage, and my family was destroyed, also because of my stupidity. I'm too bad for, you .. I don't deserve."


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Sometimes we prefer to cover the wound and bury it in the heart, even though we cannot forgive and forget it. Hope that way is the best way to live life well in the future. Unknowingly, we have even turned into someone different due to unresolved injuries.


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