Conqueror of the Casanova

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Diandra's feeling was increasingly unreasonable as his father continued to push his wheelchair towards the intensive care unit room or commonly called ICU, plus there he could see Randi sitting with his head bowed in.

"Well, why are you here?" diandra asked in a trembling voice still denying something that kept whispering in her heart.

"You'll know later, son, too" replied Eros' father as he continued to push the Diandra wheelchair.

When their distance was close enough, Diandra saw Randi standing as if he was waiting for Diandra's arrival.

"Dian, are you conscious? Thankfully," Randi said as he stood in front of Diandra, his back slightly bent to match the height of Diandra who was sitting in a wheelchair.

"Ran, where's Gio? Why are we here?" diandra asked as she circulated her gaze, she did not seem to hear Randi's question, which she thought only about Gio's current condition.

"Gio, dia–" Randi seemed hesitant to say what happened to Gio.

"Ran, where's Gio? Why didn't anyone want to tell me what happened to him?" diandra asked again, urging Randi to answer her question.

"Dian, you calm down." Mother seemed to try to calm her firstborn, she gently rubbed the shoulders of Diandra.

"How can I calm down, Mother, if you do not love me a definite answer about my husband's condition! I'd like to see Gio, Mother."  Diandra's tears had already fallen down her cheeks, she could no longer hold tightness in the chest, until the sound that came out was heard soft and loud.

"Dian, relax first, this is the ICU room, you can be expelled if you make a fuss." Eros' father held Diandra's shoulder trying to talk to his eldest son who had sobbed.

Diandra was silent she tried to catch her breath so as not to be too tight in the chest, her eyes immediately looked at Randi's face again with a plea.

"Ran, I beg you to take me to meet Gio," said Diandra softly, his energy felt exhausted with all the conflicting questions and prejudices in his heart.

At the same time Gita and Mama Hana looked out of one of the rooms there, making Diandra distract him.

"Mama, Gita," murmured Diandra, his feelings getting worse when he saw the careless faces of the two women.

"Dian, you're sober, baby," asked Mama Hana, as she walked over to the manantu.

"Mama, why is Mama out of there? Where's Gio, Mah?" diandra asked, she really did not care about people's questions about herself, which she cared about this time was only Gio's condition.

"Gio's inside, son. Come on, let Mama accompany you inside" said Mama Hana taking over her daughter-in-law's wheelchair.

"Let me push, Mah." Randi swiftly prevented Mama Hana from taking the Diandra wheelchair.

"Are you okay, come inside with me?" randi asked Diandra, before she pushed the wheelchair of her best friend and brother's wife.

"Yes, I'm fine" nods Diandra.

"Alright, then I'll just bring Dian inside," said Randi, then push the wheelchair Diandra towards the room.

Go inside, look some patients who are in a state of quite severe and unconscious, see that Diandra's heart as if racing faster, until the tip of his hand feels cold, cold, I feel like this is not something he can face.

His eyes widened as soon as he reached the front of a patient ward where Gio was with breathing apparatus and unconsciousness, his trembling hands covered his mouth dampening the sobbing that almost broke.

"Gio," said Diandra, staring at her husband's unconscious body.

"What's wrong? Why is he being like this?" diandra asked softly, for a moment she turned her head to look at Randi who was beside her, asking for an explanation.

"Gio had a severe head injury, and there was bleeding in his brain, it was all because of a long-standing head trauma, but it was too late to treat" Randi said, trying to explain slowly.

Diandra scrunched her forehead, still looking at her husband's pale face, and the bandages seemed to cover most of her head. Looks like the surgery that the husband lived was quite large.

"Trauma's head? What was it, when he fell while catching Jonas?" guess Diandra, she remembered that time Gio came home with an injured head. However, Gio refused to be examined further.

"But, why hasn't he ever shown any symptoms?" contact Diandra again.

Randi looked down while rubbing his nape, feeling confused to answer Diandra's question.

"Ran?" Diandra spoke again.

"Yes right, Gio's head trauma was experienced when he caught Jonas. We are late to deal with that, because Gio never wanted to do the examination, until actually the last few weeks he always complained of headaches when too tired to work–" Randi was silent when Diandra interjected.

"Yes, I remember. She always complained of feeling dizzy when her work was a lot," nods Diandra remembering all that.

"Actually when we went to S country, we did an examination there, and he had started taking medicine, also knew his condition. However, because of the accident, his head again had a very tight impact, to make bleeding," explained Randi again.

The shadow of Gio's time holding his body back from being too shaken, thus making himself lose consciousness again flashed in Diandra's memory, making him feel even more guilty about Gio's current state.

"So this is all my fault? Gio is like this because he wants to help me?" Diandra increasingly sobbed he clasped Gio's hand with a huff.

"Nobody's guilty here, Dian. This was all Gio's decision. If anyone deserves to be blamed then it's me, because as an assistant I've failed to look after him." Randi is down in feeling guilty about all this.

"Now what should we do, Ran? When will he wake up?" tanya Diandra stroked Gio's cheeks gently.

"She just finished being operated on, Dian. We must continue to hope that in the near future Gio can be aware and can pass the critical period," replied Randi.

"Ran, can you leave me alone? I want to talk to my husband alone" asked Diandra, she turned her eyes to Randi.

Randi was silent, he seemed hesitant to leave Diandra alone.

"Five minutes, just give me five minutes to be with him" Diandra said.

Randi exhaled a rough breath, he finally nodded.

"I'm waiting for you outside" he said before stepping outside, which Diandra immediately accepted.

After seeing Randi wildly out of the room, Diandra turned her eyes back to Gio, she kissed Gio's hand repeatedly with a soft-sounding sobbing.

"Gio, why do you always have to sacrifice yourself for me?" diandra said softly while looking at her husband's face with a sad look.

"Do you not know that I would feel so guilty if anything happened to you? So, now you have to try to get up, for me and our son, hem," diandra tried to talk to her husband even though every word that came out of his mouth would increase the pain in his chest.

"You always want me to call you baby, don't you? You always want me to say love to you, don't you?" diandra asked with a loud and weak voice.

"I promise you, if we realize, I'll say everything, I'll call you baby, and I'll tell you that I love you so much, Gio. But, to get that, you have to get up first." Diandra sobbed, she lowered her head until her forehead touched Gio's hand.

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