Clouds Pursue Love

23 - Incredible Love

Without feeling the time rolled so fast, the sincere love that the Cloud had more and more bloomed day by day. The unrequited love, the love so beautifully stored up in his deepest heart without being touched in the least by the owner of that heart-reigned name.

Choosing to stick around even though you actually know that the one you love will never be yours. However, no one knows what this fate is like, those who plan but the Owner of life determines.

Love sometimes makes people unable to think, love does not need a reason because in reality love is present without logic. Love is formless, but love can be felt by the heart. But unfortunately, the girl he loved could not feel the sincerity of love from the man, a man who had an incredible love.

"She's the first girl I love, she's the first girl to fill my heart and she's also the first girl to reject me! What's this thing called being wounded but not bleeding?" the Clouds with a wistful.

Clouds closed his eyes, the shadow of the girl flashed through his mind. Her sweet smile, round eyes with pliable eyelashes, her sometimes adorable behavior in the eyes of the Clouds.

The clouds let out a long sigh, he rubbed his face then chopped his chin up with his two hands.

"I'm not weak not fighting for you, you. To love does not mean to have, does it? if in life we can't be together. I hope in life, you will accept me. Let this love I take away, I will keep it till the end of my breath."

Like the sun never tired of shining on the earth, the stars never tired of accompanying the night, the moon never left the sky, so also I will never forget the memories with you.

If you miss me, look for me at the bottom of your heart. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just overwhelmed and left out of the one you love more.

*****

Today Awan will leave Indonesia, in addition to his parents continue to urge that he immediately take over the company. Awan also has his own reasons, Awan has told about his relationship with Shika to his parents and this is one of the reasons they asked Awan to return to Dubai.

Ray escorted the clouds to the airport, along the way they were busy with their respective minds. The clouds stared out the window, he was enjoying every passing path. Don't know when he'll be back here or if there's still a chance to come back.

"Are you sure of this decision?" ray asked, they're at the airport.

"Udah." The clouds replied with a sweet smile engraved on his face. But who knows his heart crying brings wounds and love simultaneously.

"Don't show that ugly smile, I'm not a woman who will be klepek-klepek lo." .

"Let's miss me." The cloud seduces Ray, maybe this will be the last time he bothers Ray. He will miss his two best friends, how else he will have to go.

"Didih, my shit. Let's say single, I'm still straight. Still like the scent of Eve hasn't turned the same Adam." Ray clucked in annoyance.

"Udah, get in there. Ntar missed the plane again." continued Ray again.

They get out of the car, Ray helps to get Cloud's suitcase out of the trunk.

"Gue get here, you go in yourself!" expel Ray. Clouds nod.

"Thank you for being my best friend." Sincere Cloud.

"May you find happiness in a new place." Ray's sincere prayers for his best friend.

Letting go, if you are my true love, then tomorrow you will surely present in a marvelous way.

If my decision is wrong, forgive me. Be happy.

*****

Ray was shocked when he had just sat his butt on a chair in his practice room after returning from taking Awan to the airport, when the door of his room opened violently.

"Ar, what the fuck?" ray exclaimed to see Arya entering the room with a panicked face.

"Ray, you gotta watch this!" Arya handed over a map with the logo of the hospital where they worked.

"Doctor Angga!" ray said, reading the name written in front of the map cover. Who is not familiar with that name, a senior Physician of Oncology Specialists.

Ray knew what disease was in the map, what caught Ray's attention was the name listed there. His heart raced so fast, Ray turned to Arya who was standing across his desk.

"Awan has done a series of checks and the results can be seen by yourself."

"Acute Myeloid Leukemia." Read Ray in a soft voice, Arya replied with a nod.

Ray read all the diagnoses and examinations that have been done by his best friend. His throat was stuck reading every detail word for word on the white paper. His eyes were heating up, he shook his head in disbelief with everything he read.

"No way, Ar! there's no way Awan has made it this far, I just got home from the airport. Dubai Cloud Flight is not Germany, there must be a mistake here. I'm going to see Dr. Angga." Ray said he hoped everything he saw was wrong.

"Awan was going to Dubai, but before that he was going to Germany to do a stem cell transplant." Arya.

"Doctor Angga has predicted all the possibilities that occur. But Awan stays with his stance, and you have to promise. No one should know about this matter."

"This is a request for the Cloud, Ray. I hope you can appreciate his decision, Awan asked Doctor Angga to keep everything a secret. But I mean for Doctor Angga to tell me until he breaks his vow as Doctor keeps the patient's secret. And you know it's a very fatal act." Arya inhaled the air her chest felt hollow with the reality that existed.

"Gue didn't accidentally see the map on Doctor Angga's desk, I was there to inter alia reports of patients who collab the same him." It's clear to Arya how she found out about the transplant. Although late, at least they know and pray everything goes well.

Ray closed his eyes, twitching his temple. His head was currently throbbing violently, had he known earlier. Ray doesn't know what to say, he can't think and digest well the decisions taken by the Clouds, too risky.

Ray sighed slowly, "How many percent?" ask Ray later.

"It's very thin, if the clouds can't survive. Then--" Arya answered while petrifying weakly.

Why are you doing this, Wan. Why you have to sacrifice this much. Ray in the heart.

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