Clouds Pursue Love

20 - Kevin's Seriousness

It may be the distance that separates us, but not our hearts. You made me fall in love so many times. You are the reason I smile.

You are my spirit through difficult days, you are the lamp that illuminates the darkness of my heart. Everything I do is about you and only for you. You are my breath, you are my life.

*****

Last night Kevin fought with his heart, taking the most important decision of his life. After establishing his intention, this is where Kevin is currently in the house of his best friend who is none other than Anggara residence.

Usually Kevin looks relaxed facing the three men in front of him at this time, but tonight he was so nervous. His heart raced so fast that cold sweat soaked his temples, his lips stiffened to speak.

"You get to when we're silent just glancing at each other." Dika finally opened his voice after almost half an hour, not a single person among them made a sound.

Kevin breathed in a lot of air and threw out slowly, "I'm asking you to gather tonight. Because I. I want to convey my intention to ask Resta to you to be my wife." Said Kevin steadily without any hesitation from every word spoken.

The three men were shocked by what Kevin said. They looked at each other and fell silent again, dissolving with their own thoughts.

"Ekhem..why are you so tense, Vin? relax, don't be too formal. Like anyone, we're from small together." Said Dika back to melt the atmosphere, he could see how nervous Kevin was when he spoke earlier.

"Lo face the client can be very calm, why are we the same as your family even tense!" Afnan ledek warms the atmosphere. Afnan really knows what Kevin feels like now, because he was in Kevin's position a few years ago.

"Ck, it's easier to deal with clients than you. The problem is, this is my future. I don't know what it's like for my heart to get out of its place." Kevin said, they laughed. The atmosphere that had been extremely tense slowly turned quieter as usual.

"Yes, that's how hard it is, Vin. If gini, it will be more relaxed like our Board of Directors meeting." Seru Dika interrupted his laughter.

"So.... Are you seriously proposing, Fe? does he know your intentions?" ask Afnan.

Kevin nodded slowly, "Not yet."

"Why do you ask Fe first?" added Dika.

"Gue wants to ask your permission first, and then I said to Resta."

"Yes if we do, it's up to Fe. Whatever the decision is as long as it's good, we'll agree." Said Dika.

"Gue call, Fe. You ask him directly, how?" dika.

"Think about it, ka. I prepared the application first, you heard for yourself. Your sister's not done yet."

Ray had just been silent listening to every word they said, his body was there but his mind wandered far away. Ray thought about how Cloud felt knowing Kevin had proposed to his sister, although still limited to the conversation between them was not known by his sister.

Because Ray was very sure, that his brother Fe would accept Kevin's proposal. Her younger brother also keeps a taste for Kevin. His memory returned to spin when he accidentally heard a conversation between Clouds and his sister at Villa some time ago.

I never asked who it felt like it had to grow up, but when Kevin's brother came along it was like half of my soul that had been lost was back. I've been feeling love for five years, but I don't know what it could be called love.

When I was with Kevin I felt something different that I never felt. Every time he is with her, I don't know why this heart is always beating. Until I finally realized I LOVED HIM.

Time's been showing at eleven o'clock in the evening, since Kevin came home from two hours ago. Ray was still sitting pensively beside the fish pond, whether he should be happy or sad. Confused by his heart, what to say to the Clouds.

As an older brother, Afnan understood very well how his sister's mood was. Although their age is only two years different, but he knows on the one hand Ray is not in good condition.

Ray's nature is not much different from Feshika, not being able to see others grieving. Prefer he who bears all the pain and wounds. They look like twins but different ages, only Ray is able to cover it all in front of others but not him, Dika and Fe.

"You just follow this fateful path, Ray." Afnan said patting Ray on the shoulder, then sitting next to him looking at the fish pond.

"Let's bang, I'm the same cloud. His heart must have been so hurt, I couldn't help it. Even meeting him I couldn't afford p bang." Ray with a trembling voice.

Afnan could see the look of sadness from the look in Ray's eyes. But he can't do anything, all the decisions are with Feshika.

Afnan drew and took a breath, throwing away his gaze at the dark night sky accompanied only by a luminous starlight.

Look back on the path of his life, must let go and give love to loved ones forever. Not just one but two lives had to leave at the same time.

Already the path of his destiny was like that, he had to accept it with a spacious chest. As life goes on, look ahead. Every now and then look back, don't keep staring at something that's never coming back.

Giving up and letting go is very hard, even difficult. Sometimes we are able to give up but not necessarily willing to be sincere.

🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁🍁