Choosing to Marry a Widow
09 Wounds that are not lost
Mona ignored Farrel
the little family had dinner together, Nathan who was starting to get sick taking his anti-pain medication
"eating a lot of vegetables to heal quickly" said Farrel to feed nathan
"no goleng chicken?" ask Nathan
"kalo already healed later father bought a lot of fried chicken, Nathan want to heal quickly right"
Nathan nodded as he ate a plate with Farrel
from the bottom of Mona's small heart, she felt happy to see her son did not lack the affection of a father, even though previously a widow Mona did not want to marry again for fear that her new husband would hurt her child
the night is getting late Mona who has been cheering her son make a cup of coffee and sit on the outside chair of her home terrace
Farrel, who was asleep with Nathan, awoke to feel his throat dry, and he went to the kitchen to drink after he finished drinking, seeing Mona alone on the porch
"why don't you sleep" Farrel said
"because of a cup of coffee"
Farrell sat in the other seat
"you want coffee"
"yes black coffee is like having an mba"
"alright but if you can't sleep don't blame me" Mona said
Farrel just laughed
after making coffee Mona sat back in her chair, from her face it was clear something she was thinking about
"what are you thinking?" ask Farrel
"nothing" replied Mona
"there's actually something I want to ask you"
"ask"
"what a mba wouldn't be offended"
"you're not someone else there's no reason to be offended "
Farrel was silent for a moment
"of course, by eating and drinking enough, I'm still alive" Mona replied presumably
Farrel.
"may I be serious"
"i'm serious too" Mona nodded
"magsud,,, magsudku how all this time mba can be fine with heart wounds mba and how to treat it" said Farrel turned his face
Mona looks at Farrel who turns her face, it seems Mona so understand the reason for Farrel's sudden return must be related to the question
"there is no cure for Farrel's wounds" Mona said
Farrel was shocked to hear Mona's answer and looked at Mona
"but time can get you used to the wound, over time the wound will not disappear just you will get used to the pain that will make us good"
farrel's eyes looked glassy
"maybe it's true" Farrel was like holding back a cry
"but to control our pain which we now have to how mba?" asked Farrel who turned his face again
"parting with our loved ones is sick, but it hurts even more if we keep someone who can't be happy with us"
Mona, who sees Farrel's grief, doesn't know how to help him
"Farrel as a human being we must have a principle so that people around us are not hurt, if he is fine without you then you must be fine without him, without him, and if she holds out for you then whatever happens you have to hold on for her" Mona stood up rubbing Farrel's head and went inside the house
Farrel was stunned as if getting a loud slap hearing Mona's words
Farrel rubbed his face violently
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