Choosing to Marry a Widow
23 cold
Natasha could not control her feelings
"explain to me why you betrayed me" Natasha couldn't hold back her tears
"among us it's over so to be explained will not change anything" said Farrel without seeing the face of Natasya who continued to see it
Natasya was silent to Farrel's words of disbelief that the once warm man was now cold
"no you have to explain I don't accept being treated like this without getting any explanation" Natasya said later
Farrel was silent
"hey," forced Natasha
"go home" said Farrel without flinching
Natasya looked closely at Farrel's face as if she didn't care about it
"for free there is a wall between us that cannot be penetrated what is said and done everything will be meaningless let it all end like this" Farrel said
"go home and let's live each other's lives" Farrel said again as he opened the door for Natasha
"so you don't want to explain anything to me" Natasha asked emotionally again
"don't want to explain, don't want to explain,"Our emotion he pulled Farrel's shirt and sometimes hit him hard because he was overwhelmed with jealousy and anger because of betrayal
"what kind of explanation do you want" said Farrel let go of Natasya's hand
"the right or wrong actions I'm doing right now in your eyes will only be as wrong as how much my love for you would all be wrong if Tampa's support of my papah was right" Farrel becomes emotional imagining Natasya, who is away when Farrel needs a little hope
Natasha fell silent and realized she was guilty of rejecting Farrel because Farrel could not give her what she wanted
"sorry, I'm sorry "said Natasya softly
"forgive me farrel" Natasya said again and left Farrel
meanwhile Natasya exits Farrel's office with eyes as someone watches her in the car
📞hallo turns out to be right you said he was in Farrel's office
joe called his friend
📞thanks yes
he said it again and hung up
"Let's just you think my bluff is playing hah, how dare you approach your ex, we'll see if your ex will have any sympathy after knowing what we've done" Joe said, clenching his hands
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Farrel's already controlling his feelings he's starting to look calm, he's,,
"it's true that I should have explained to Natasya because the marriage happened while Natasya and I were still in a relationship, I should have said that my marriage to Mona was just a marriage of formality to help her out after that we would part ways and go back to our lives, respectively,,but with Natasya's nature like that plus our relationship is over it feels tired if arguing for something in vain" Farrel took a deep breath he massaged his head however he had to focus as there was still work to be done
after trying to focus on his work does not feel the time to show at 4 pm
arriving there is a notification of incoming messages on hp Farrel
📩 I'm Joe Natasha's boyfriend we have something to talk about
📨do not know and do not want to know, again busy please do not disturb
then Joe sends a picture of himself and Natasha kissing with a body covered only with a blanket
📩 sure do not want to meet come to XXXXXXX no XXX street
emotions overflowed and Farrel saw the photo
