Choosing to Marry a Widow

10 Is okay

Farrel rubbed his face violently

Mona who has been in her room sleeping curled up indeed can not be denied even though all this time is fine but sometimes the wound hurts, Mona so remembered with her ex-husband named Fathan

a husband she loved so much, but the happy marriage did not last long, in the third year of marriage, her husband cheated on her with his ex, the former who was his first love, and the, Mona learns of the affair from her husband's cell phone who forgot to remove the contents of her chattan from it Mona knew her husband often stay at home ex-boyfriend, heartbroken Mona at that time, when Mona asked for a divorce, Mona asked for a divorce, Fathan cried he quibbled just curious with his ex because his ex was once a suitor himself, even though he used to want to marry his ex , Fathan has no intention of marrying Fathan to get close to him just for revenge, Fathan asks Mona to forgive him she promises never to do it again, but Mona is very hurt whatever the reason for the affair is still an affair, especially the reason her husband is very annoying for Mona, which is, Mona wants a divorce but Fathan insists that Mona does not want to run away from home while Fathan is working, after returning home to her mother Mona filed for divorce by giving a screenshot of chattan as evidence of her husband's affair, although at that time her husband pleaded with the judge not to grant Mona's lawsuit, the judge chose to grant Mona's lawsuit

today those bitter memories seem to be spinning back, actually Mona wants to forgive her ex-husband because Mona loves him so much, but somehow knowing and imagining her ex-husband sleeping many times with other women makes it difficult for Mona to open her heart again

all Mona can do right now is cry without anyone knowing

while Farrel recalls his story with Natasya, a romance that began 7 years ago when they were still in white ash-and-white uniforms

their love is opposed by both of their parents, as they are required to pursue a career first rather than a courtship, but they keep going out until the end because they both do not want to separate their parents punish by not giving pocket money but their love remains strong ,Farrel sells watches while Natasya sells her earrings so they have a fee without asking the parents, in the end both their parents gave up and approved their relationship on the condition that they must be ranked 1st in school and they must graduate with good grades both Terms were accepted by Farrel and Natasha, respectively, Natasha became encouraging Farrel made Farrel more active in learning and making achievements, as well as Natasha he incised many achievements in the field of extracurricular thanks to the support of Farrel, the ups and downs of their romance but they chose to stay together, they chose to remain together,

their love had almost broken up when Farrel had to go to college abroad but their love blossomed again when Farrel returned home from college from abroad

but in the end their love does not end in the guarantee because Natasya's parents can not accept Farrel's proposal if Farrel can not give marriage like his brother and Natasha can only obey the wishes of his parents

it is sad that Farrel remembers all the events with Natasya

"maybe it's best if I can't give her what she wants it means I can't make her happy maybe it's true I have to let her go so she can seek happiness from others I can't it can be selfish if I can't I can't help it" Farrel said with tears flowing

"i must be sincere for Natasha's happiness" said Farrel again trying hard, after calming down Farrel into the house

as he was about to enter the room Nathan Farrel who passed through Mona's room heard Farrel's sobbing sound and saw from the door of the room half-open Mona whose body was shaken by crying

Farrel realizes that his question has Mona reminded of her past wounds

"why are you evil she says she will always be with me but you are with other women I hate you but.why do I have to meet you" Mona whispered sobbing.

suddenly behind Mona someone's hand hugged her, Mona was shocked immediately she turned around

"Farrel"pekik Mona

"stttss.it's okay Mba's asleep already night"

"i.this.."

"don't cry alone so pathetic because Mba is now not alone anymore"

Mona just lowered her head into Farrel's chest her eyes still wanted to cry

"sleep at night, don't mind much" said Farrel, stroking the woman's hair to calm her down

the two people finally fell asleep in their dreams

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