Choosing to Marry a Widow

61 Since when

After finishing dinner at the restaurant, Farrel and Mona decide to go home

When we got home

"What's in the fridge?" ask Mona

"there's fizzy drinks"

"there's no food?"

"why would you eat again"

"i'm not full to eat there" Mona said, scratching her non-itchy head

Farrel immediately laughed at Mona's "how can a woman eat so much" Farrel's inner self

"why do I order?"

"no need, you have bread, cereal or anything like that, right?"

"oh yeah like that I put it in the top cupboard" said Farrel then opened the top cabinet

"i want that wheat bread with strawberry jam if it's baked, it'll taste better" Mona said, pointing to the bread

"all right I'll make you sit down"

Mona sat waiting while Farrel baked bread

Farrel gave her the bread she had already baked, Mona greeted her cheerfully

Farrel was happy to see Mona eating voraciously

"i'm going to take a shower first" Farrel said

"yes" Mona is still eating

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"thinking about it Mona didn't see me as a grown man by speaking from her attitude she treated me like she treated Andi why, because I was younger than her, or because he met me when I was a kid or maybe he's not interested in having a younger partner, but even younger is important his mind matures right" Farrel's inner self complained

After finishing the shower Farrel reflected on the bathroom glass he noticed his muscular body and rubbed his face to make sure there were no defects there

"my body is good my face is handsome, now my money is also a lot, shouldn't there be no reason for women to reject me" Farrel's mind is inexhaustible with the attitude of Mona who does not think of him as an adult man

"or maybe Mona doesn't realize that I'm an adult with a nice body and a handsome face so she's not interested" Farrel rubbed her face

"then I'll make Mona realize that I'm not a child anymore" Farrel said.

When I go out the bathroom

"wait why am I doing all this, why am I doing something I've never done before,,!!?? but my wife Mona is natural if husband caper to his wife" Farrel's inner

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after finishing eating Mona watching TV her favorite show is a soap opera about the doom maybe because her stomach full Mona so sleepy, she also fell asleep on the sofa but over time even became a real sleep

Farrel comes to Mona who is asleep, Mona's body is still wearing a dress and her eyes are closed to make Mona look very beautiful

"why do I like this guy's sweet pose so much, why don't I want to see this face again, actually since when I like this guy" Farrel said, rubbing Mona's cheek

Farrel recalled the past, the time where he first met Mona, Mona's sweet face poses amazed him, since then Farrel felt happy when he met Mona

"at that moment I thought it was a feeling of awe because not only was I admiring but now I'm sure, I've never found the smile of someone who stunned me other than this person's smile, so since when did I like this guy, maybe since long ago it's just that I've realized it now" Farrel's inner smile as he continued to gently rub the cheeks of the woman he liked

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