
Bismilbornrahmaanirrahiim
Allahumma Shalli'alaa Sayyidina Muhammad
Wa'alaa Aliri Sayyidina Muhammad.
Hanifah's eyes glazed over with glass, wiping away the tears coming down from her own eyelids.
"Premature arts, Azam. Very weak, she died in an incubator after one week of being born".
The ice splashed Azam's head, piercing Azam's brain to freezing. His mind was suddenly paralyzed, only the buzzing sound of Hanifa informed his son's death. At one time Azam was made dead by 2 statements, the birth and death of his son.
"Lied"
Azam's voice weakened.
What - what the hell is all this? What's with his life? Why is everything complicated?Hanifah sobbed slowly.
"Mama hope you're willing to let go. Mama knows it's all heavy, Asha's just as hard-hit as you"
Azam suddenly straightened his body, Asha. Well, that woman. Who was so cruel to act. Who maliciously hides everything, among the sick is also angry. Azam stood up to leave the living room despite Hanifa repeatedly calling trying to contain and temper her anger. But Azam was indifferent, he was too angry.
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Azam waited for Asha in front of the lobby of his book printing office, checking several times his watch so that the clock quickly reached the number 5. Azam had tried to contact the woman through her private secretary, but Asha left a message if she did not receive a guest visit. Whoever it is, for whatever reason. So Azam decided to wait for him until the office hours arrived. Dead - dead patiently holding back, he could have forced his way in and made a huge commotion there. But Azam does not want to be his old self, despite being surrounded by the reality of the.
From ignorance, Asha walked while carrying sheets of parchment, stopping his steps while staring at Azam standing. The woman was clearly preparing a shift to escape again. But this time Azam will not let, their business is not finished. Azam pursued the steps of Asha.
"Why are you avoiding? Why are you making the situation difficult?"
Azam walked by Asha's side, his breathing breaking. Between anger and enthusiasm was that close to Asha. But again - again Asha did not budge.
"Ashe! At least you stopped and talked to me!"
This time Azam shouted, blocking Asha's arm from stepping. Automatic the leather parchment that Asha was holding fell apart.
"What more do you want?"
The woman finally made a sound.
"I want to talk somewhere quieter"
Asha tried to let go of Azam's hand, but Azam's grip was too strong.
"What else do you want to talk about? I guess__!"
"Damn it! You think you're not leaving anything out of me?!"
Azam exploded, his conversation with Hanifa made his mind go awry. And talking to Asha made his emotions even more uncontrollable.
Asha was silent, her hands no longer struggling, the woman looked at Azam with a beam of fear at once with obvious guilt.
"You hid his birth! How could you hide it so much that you buried it I don't know!"
Shouted Azam, channeling that frustration through his intimidation.
"You think your sins will I forgive you?!"
The girdle.
Asha was stunned, feeling a sharp stab at her heart. Decay, the defenses are collapsing already. Apparently the truth about his son reached Azam's ears as well. Facts as well as reality that most Asha feared to be revealed again.
The woman shed tears, falling one by one. But Azam once it will not be touched to see the redness in the honey bead Asha.
"You're an evil woman, Asha. So evil, that I could no longer recognize this woman who had stood before me!"
Low Azam scales.
Asha's heart melted, he had never seen Azam behave that cold. It was as if his breathing that afternoon was just showering Asha with anger.
Asha wiped away her tears, but dared to speak in return to look into Azam's glittering eyes - lightning.
"Then you have to take care of our divorce documents. Wouldn't you rather not have any ties to an evil woman like me?"
Azam was silent, tightening his molars before replying.
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Netherlands 3 years ago.
The nausea overturned him, even 2 days Asha was only able to lie on the sofa. With a face as pale as a corpse and cold sweat pouring out. What was affected was the task of keeping Hanifah so it was done half - half.
Fahmi is concerned about making Dutch hot bread soup. But again - again vomiting due to the strong smell of broth.
"You should check with your doctor if you send your mom. Looks like your stomach acid went up badly. Cook until you don't get any food in your stomach?"
"Ugh..below to Mimi's kitchen bowl! I can't stand it!"
Asha shook her hand.
"Well,well...It's up to you Cousin. I've been trying to help, don't forget to check"
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Asha rubbed the surface of her stomach gently, after knowing that there lived a lump of blood that would soon be blown by God. The doctor explained that the content is still very weak, because repeatedly Asha bleeding.
Subhanallah, it feels amazing to know that there is another life in his stomach. Until his chest feels bloated because of happiness.
Asha will protect her, keep her, keep her growing and share her life with her. Together they will pass the test after the test which is faced by the Almighty.
"Well, how are you feeling now? It's better, right? You're not gonna ask me to throw away what I'm carrying, are you?"
Fahmi tries to joke around, Asha can only smile at her cousin's subtle innuendo.
"I'd like to eat an orange, if I could get it for me?"
"Wah..wah...during your cravings, surely you will trouble me huh?"
Sam rubbed his forehead, ostensibly serious.
"I'll be uncle, uncle Mimi. What say?"
"Uncle Mimi or uncle Fahmi to me is the same, the most important thing he knows if he has the best uncle in the world"
Asha received the oranges that were already clean, and put them one by one into her mouth.
Fahmi noticed, there was an ironic smile on the corner of his lips.
"If you intend to introduce him to his Uncle, then you must introduce him to his Father first"
Sambar Fahmi, make Asha stop the chewing.
Fahmi's sentence seemed to give a nerve shock that paralyzed his senses.
"Before time moves away from you, tell her Asha. I believe the baby is a message from God that you may return to your priest. Your baby is a reconnect between her parents who still love each other".
It was difficult for Asha to take away the sin of Khairul Azam.The man killed Iqbal Dirgantara, the cruelest reality he received. How could Asha remember her face after all this?
But his heart rebelled, every day through it with doubt - doubt about the sins of Azam.
"Mimi I can't, I really can't. The wound he gave was too deep!"
"Asha listen, Azam is so proud of this news that you have no reason to hide from him. Papa must have said the same thing if he was alive"
The woman's eyes lit up.
"But Papa is dead, and he killed him!!!"
Asha roared furiously.
Fahmi just closed his eyes, yet never Asha screamed as painful as it was in front of him.
It seems Asha was seriously injured.
As promised I'm up 2x
to perfect the story, wait for the next episode😙