CHASING THE PEARL OF HEAVEN
#66
Bismilbornrahmaanirrahiim
Allahumma Shalli 'ala Sayyidina Muhammad
Wa'alaa Alihii Sayyidina Muhammad
The seminar ended at 11.30 WIB, Azam was excited to walk through the da'wah building in the form of a large circle. In the end Azam managed to find Asha who was memesesi books, turned her back.
"Shaa"
His whisper stopped his steps. Realizing how close he was to Asha, how tipia the distance between him and the pearl had once been lost. Every now and then the woman smiled as she was greeted by other organizers, returned her greetings and spoke lightly with some of the female students.
"Asha!"
Azam called out to him, making the woman turn her head. Surprised, his face changed. Her sweet smile suddenly faded, Azam could see it clearly. Asha made an invisible partition so that Azam would not come near.
God, why is Asha behaving like that? Azam walked closer, but Asha stepped back. Strayed and attached the bag and sauntered away from the face of Azam without a word. There was no greeting, Azam who was confused and bitterly disappointed trying to chase after him.
"Ashe! Asha!"
Azam yelling.
The woman did not even pester her, Asha walked fast as if in pursuit of a killer who wanted to finish his life. Asha left him, again. Without a message make it on the flag wavering and gamang.
Alif appeared, patting his back preventing him from running after.
"Bang Hamzah and I just wanted to help. Sorry it's going to end up like this!"
...****************...
The earth looks at the sun through its shaded petals. Then berujar.
"Only you can keep me warm, the sun!"
The sun answered that adulation.
"And only you can give me the empty space to live and shine the universe"
"Then?"
The earth asked back.
The sun did not rush to answer, allowing himself a moment. For he knows that weeping bitterly will make the earth grieve more than there are clouds losing rain.
Therefore he kept smiling, spreading warmth throughout. So that no one knows that he is sacrificing his feelings for the lovers of the earth.
"Then, what?"
The sun asked back.
"Why don't you let me come closer?"
Sun thinks.
"Earth, let this be a secret only between the two of us. I love you more than you know. That's why I'm staying here, not moving at all. I know you love me too, which is why you always surround me and make sure I'm okay. Oh, and don't think I don't know that the cloud that's clumping is your man's man to clog your lovers' ears. So they don't hear our conversation. I know the earth, I know everything".
Poor sun.
"Then?"
Earth repeated the same question a second time.
The sun looked around, shrinking the sound. Fear of the moon shadow coming eavesdropping.
"You deserve to be loved, you give a lot of space for happiness to billions of adam kids until they love you and thank you every day. I also know for sure, warm me at any time will be a blaze that boils your skin. I can't hear your lovers back blaspheming you because of me, I can't. That's why let me sacrifice, I'll let them still love you without having to be jealous that the one you love besides them and our God__is me"
After saying that, the sun closed its eyes. Without aba - aba, without warning. And the earth was suddenly dark because it could no longer see its light. But the earth finally understood something.
"Sun"
Earth greets gently.
"Open your eyes, I'm used to seeing your light. If approaching makes you blasphemed, then I will not be willing. Even seeing you like this makes me so miserable. You don't have to worry, it turns out what I need is not to get close. Just watching you shine on me and make warmth in the snow is enough for me. After this, I'll have the gray clouds out of the way so that your light is not blocked and your warmth infiltrates my gap as usual"
Sun's pounding.
"Earth..."
Earth smile.
"I understand the sun, I'll be fine if you do too".
But it is not good, either Azam. Somehow, because Asha is too selfish to just know. to just find out how Azam, his heart and also his feelings.
Asha closed her daily journal, crying out loud. Her tears fell down the cover. No longer able to write, even though his head was filled with various expressions for his meeting with Azam.
Asha felt very tired, when the sadness dropped tears, God actually asked us to smile. For God has placed joy in sorrow.
But Asha could no longer look into the beetle's eyes. In the past he had chosen, and any choice would change his future. Now Azam seemed happy and well after his death. Of course it is not something that the man needs to worry about. No, Asha might have been far removed from her life. As he had heard not long ago.
...****************...
Azam did not want to think about how deep Asha's hatred towards him, Azam just wanted to know what was really going on in their complicated lives.
Kemelut which is in the remote - far away today must be dismantled immediately. Azam will not back down, Asha his companion whom he deserves to fight.
Distance Jakarta - Madiun did not make him give up on uncovering his gulana gunda. The post of TNI Iswahyudi Madiun is heavily guarded by several armed personnel at each corner. Azam knew his arrival would cause a commotion, one of them brandishing a long-barreled weapon right in front of Azam's face.
"What brings you night - night comes here?"
Azam showed his free-access license to the military.
"I have a need with Arkha Dirgantara"
"Alright, wait at the guard post!"
Azam shook his head, trying to remain respectful.
"I'm waiting here"
Azam was left with half a dozen soldiers still standing guard on each side of his car.
Not long ago, the car glass was knocked even though Azam had lowered. Arkha Dirgantara appeared with a white T-shirt and training pants staring full of aggravation.
"You don't have a watch, do you, Khairul Azam? 12.10 Nights, you're really crazy!"
The hardship is as good as udel, Azam does not budge.
"Come in, you make them glare and destroy me immediately"
Azam was prying out there Arkha's men lined up.
"So, what do you want to talk about in the middle of the night? You don't see my eyes, Azam? Blue after the island?"
"There's something I want to ask you"
"I told you I don't know___"
"I saw! He's back, don't you also know he's back!"
Azam.
"Why didn't you call me, Arkha? I let you hide it and pretend not to know. And not anymore!"
Arkha did not reply, impressed defiantly.
"I know you sent him overseas!"
"You do not provoke my emotions, Khairul Azam! Look, I never hid it. His departure was purely due to his desire. I was just fulfilling her request to say nothing to you!"
"It's the same as plotting. You let me keep looking for him like crazy"
There was a desperate tone tucked away in Azam's sentence.
"What's happened to him over the last 3 years?"
"What's happened to you over the last 3 years?"
Arkha asked back.
"Where were you when my sister wanted to file for divorce? Where were you when we found out you weren't Papa's killer? Where are you, Heh Khairul Azam?!"
Ask Arkha streak.
"I think you guys really broke up, in fact you're still looking for each other. Didn't you learn not to leave each other?"
"You were right, and now I'm gonna end it"
Arkha opened the car door and jumped out.
"And now prove it to me! End what you started with your efforts! Last chance, next time I won't let my sister go home just to understand the wrong thing"
Azam was silent, staring at the shadow of Arkha who was about to step away
"I'm sure your bond won't break, get him back if you want"
Azam was still silent pervading Arkha's sentence.
"Yes at least you can change the look on your face KHAIRUL AZAM! Is that all your life all you've got? You don't want to say thank you to me?"
Azam looked at Arkha right in his eyes.
"Thank you for bringing it back"
Arkha folded her hands on her chest.
"Anytime, I know you're valuable to her, and vice versa"
Thank you..like & coment.
