CEO Rese And Secretary Matre Her

Episode 30's

Nadin Almira Queen's

I knocked repeatedly at Gavin's door, but there was no response or reaction from the man. I finally decided to push the door. Open it slowly while sneaking towards the gavin desk to submit a report on the results of the meeting and my leave application letter.

Jakarta-Kuala Lumpur round-trip ticket is ready to fly me to the country famous for its petronas tower. The biggest reason I decided to go there was to calm my feelings. I need time to accept the fact that Gavin and I can't be lovers.

In addition, the offer of a fashion show from mas tama became a way for me to get free ticket facilities Jakarta-kuala mud home and away. Without a second thought, I made an offer from that man.

A few days ago when I promised to meet with mas tama, he actually picked me up right in the lobby of the office. I had intended to make Gavin jealous by deliberately showing the first mas to gavin.

But when the office hours will end, Gavin sends a message that he will walk along with bimo and other High School friends. Failing is my plan to make Gavin jealous, though I'm not sure if Gavin will be jealous.

Gavin rejection I have often heard, but I don't know why my little heart says otherwise. My brain is not well synchronized apparently, what falling in love always makes people so stupid. I still think that Gavin loves me, do I haalu ?

I was flabbergasted when I found Gavin who was sleeping soundly with support on his left hand. Seeing that Gavin was sleeping like that, my ego back stamped. The man in front of me right now is the reason why I cried last night. But his shit, like a fool, I still love this guy so much.

I quietly pulled out my phone, capturing images I might never see again.

I put my smartphone back in my pocket after I took a picture of Gavin secretly.

I slowly put a red map containing the results of the meeting last week, some letters and of course my leave application letter for 4 days on the table.

My attention was turned back to the face of Gavin who looked tired even when the man was sleeping. I know the heavy burden that must be borne as a company leader is not easy. Sometimes during the weekend Gavin is still busy struggling with a laptop, sending e-mail or investors who suddenly just call him.

I never even took time off to help Gavin carry out the tough task. Not infrequently I accompany the man overtime, even when we make an appointment on the weekend also gavin must share his concentration. I don't know what would have happened to that man if there wasn't me.

I stuck to my own words. Lately my relationship with Gavin has shown tremendous improvement. Never imagined in my brain that I would be this close to Gavin.

We always go and go home from work together. Breakfast and dinner together. Hands in the parking lot. And sometimes when we're quiet, we kiss.

Everything just happened, so far me and him both enjoy the intensity of our togetherness. Until one day, I was slapped by the fact that I was nobody to Gavin. Gavin never asked me to be his girlfriend.

Which means our togetherness all this time means nothing to the man. I feel angry, gavin like utilizing my feelings, as if I am a doll that he is looking for if he needs pleasure.

But I also know how much I mean to Gavin. I could feel that even though Gavin repeatedly denied it.

Not long ago we had a big fight, suddenly Gavin pulled me to the emergency stairs. The man questioned why I was desperately trying to avoid him. Honestly avoiding gavin is not an easy thing, direct phone calls from him whose number is tens it feels like I was almost made crazy.

Moreover, avoiding gavin in the office, I have to find a way so that I do not meet directly with gavin. As he passed by my desk, it was the laptop that was the target of my alibi to make me look busy and ignore his calls.

If we happen to cross paths in the elevator, then I prefer not to ride the same elevator as Gavin, although I have to wait long enough for that.

But I knew exactly until this second, this man who was fast asleep in front of me, still had the only room in my heart. I do date a lot of men, take advantage of them and not infrequently take advantage materially from utilizing my beautiful face.

But I dare to guarantee, just gavin his one-on-one man that until this moment I love. He was my first love, no one could change that fact. Even though I'm dating someone else.

Slowly I touched the gavin hair strands that were in his temple. Staring at that face is as happy as I am because maybe tomorrow I will no longer be able to see that figure. I don't know how many tears I've spent crying over this guy. But a thousand times more gavin has ever made me happy in his own way.

And that's what makes up to this moment I still survive next to Gavin. I always pray to God to be with him. But the fact that my prayer was not answered, it turns out there are things that even if we try as hard as we can, still we can not force. It is a person's feeling.

Maybe it's time I give up, all these years I love Gavin, hoping one day I and he can have a happy ending like his fairy tale thing that I always read before going to bed. But I'm not a princess and gavin is not a prince, in the end my story and gavin will just be a memory. A beautiful memory I will always remember in my memories of first love.

I ventured into gavin's forehead before I left the room. A brief kiss that can make the teardrops back to reminisce in my eyes.

"good bye my first love "

I smiled at Gavin before I closed the door of his room, at first glance I looked at the face again before the door was completely closed.

Gavin Christopher

"nadin go where's aunt ?"

"tante also does not know yes nak gavin, was carrying a big suitcase like that "

My mamfus

I restored my hair, sweat as big as corn was pouring out, due to a car tire rupture incident that caused me to have to be an impromptu mechanic to change the tire of my car. The world punishes me, making it harder for me to meet nadin.

One of the employees in the HRD section said that Nadin took 4 days off. And that woman just disappeared when I came out of the room to look for her. Many times I tried to call, but always the voice of the operator a million people who answered.

I went to Nadin's house, who knows I can find him there. But nil. Nadin wasn't even at his house, mami nadin even said that the woman had just left with a large suitcase.

All the bad thoughts began to fill my brain, but of all the bad things that were in my mind the one thing I was most afraid of. Nadin eloped with danar.

Now my only hope is Danar. A man who must know where Nadin is. I called Bimo, asked him about Danar's phone number. Fortunately, this time bimo did not ask me many reasons why I questioned danar phone number, Tumben right.

Finally here I am now. In front of the building of one of the state oil companies. According to the information I know from bimo, this company where Danar works as a manager.

I walked towards the receptionist, in my heart praying that I might meet Danar.

"i'll call you soon "

Answer the secretary in a friendly tone while lifting the phone handle.

"sorry sir Danar is on leave "

"ccuti mbak ?"I was in shock, panicking to the point of not realizing that I was speaking in a stammering tone.

Nadin applied for leave as well as danar. All these new things today I know, like linking to one unlucky fact I don't want to admit. Nadin and Danar must be together.

I walked over with a hog, intending to get back in the car after thanking the receptionist. Threw the phone into the back seat of the car after I managed to sit perfectly in the driver's seat.

Before going to Danar's office, I repeatedly called the man's number. But just like Nadin, only the voice of the operator of a million people answered the man's phone call.

I'm late

Nadin Almira Queen's

I managed to land perfectly at Kuala Lumpur International Airport - Malaysia. This was my first time traveling alone. It feels a little strange when you are in a country of people, there is no one you know especially for just a friend to chat.

But the feeling of traveling alone is not bad either. Google maps and instagram. I managed to get information about an interesting place in Malaysia.

I deliberately bought a new number just for surfing in cyberspace. The phone number I used in Indonesia I did not activate for a while. I did it on purpose because I needed calm. Away from everyone, especially away from him.

Only my first one knows my new number in Malaysia. Of course I do not forget one of the reasons I went to Malaysia is to be a model mas tama at her fashion show.

After contacting the event which will be live for two more days, I put my phone into a small bag and stopped a taxi that just passed.

The taxi took me from the airport to where I was staying at the Traders Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. After paying according to the price of argo I stepped into the hotel which immediately made me fall in love at first sight of the hotel interior.

While groping the large suitcase, my footsteps stopped in front of the receptionist table. I showed the hotel booking application that I had booked in Indonesia before.

"nadin ?"I was silent to hear a voice calling to me, I felt like I was no stranger to that voice.

"we're really a soul mate "

I can only resign when the man who is now standing next to me is smiling as if he just saw bae suzy.

Failed my travel plan alone

"hai danar "gue smiles kindly which is more towards forced.

I watched danar closely. The man who was my girlfriend, I have to admit is handsome. Moreover, he now serves as one of the managers in the state oil company. If in thought this danar meets my standard paraible anyway.

"what's going on here ?"shoot me directly, strange from so many Indonesian people why I have to meet danar in the country of people.

"oh .. I have a seminar here "

I nodded in trust in Danar's words. Anyway, as far as I know danar used to be a smart student, so no wonder if his career is smooth like a highway. If he gets sent to Malaysia just for the seminar, that's natural.

"gue is still an hour away until the seminar. What if we had lunch "

Actually, I can guess sooner or later this guy will be in mode again. I know people can't be suspicious. Suuzon's parents say it's not good. But when you face the same ex who is clearly still a hobby of contacting you, you will not think strangely.

With various considerations I finally accepted Danar's offer. It was just lunch, who knew I would buy it. It saves me my expenses. I have my Matre disease.

Finally we both ate at Naughty Nuri's, one of the famous restaurants in Kuala Lumpur. We both sat facing each other, of course, with eyes and eyes staring at me as if I looked like a side dish.

Our orders finally arrived after almost 10 minutes of waiting, interspersed with absurd conversations smelling of the ever-dancing mode. The base of Indonesian tongue, we went all the way to Malaysia but we instead ordered betutu chicken and oxtail soup.

"until when in KL nad ?"danar's question made me choke a little, the man swiftly thrusting mineral water at me.

The trick question is, if I'm honest I still have 6 more days here. I am sure that Danar will book at the same hotel where I stayed. Okay here I'm trying to make sense.

"until tomorrow "gue smiles, hopefully danar believes.

"well for a while, even though I am still 6 days here "answer danar with rest.

Run me

Okay do not panic nadin, hope lo one-on-one now is hopefully aja danar not stay in the same hotel with lo.

"where are you staying here ?"

"at Traders Hotel "

Checkmate !

"oh yeah ? "

"why nad ? How's your face pale that's it ?"

I smiled in response to Danar's worried attitude. If you want to talk worried, here I am the most worried person !! How do I get away from this guy if we stay in the same hotel. I can't cancel my book at that hotel. In fact, I have spent a very small budget to stay in this luxury hotel.

"where is nad going ?"

"hm I'm going to monash university "

Danar scrunched his forehead."what's the matter ?"

"just want to meet the old "gue quibble, I think if I say I want to go to college and meet old friends, Danar will definitely not want to me. Mission succeeded.

"your department what ? I happen to be an alumni there "

Damn ! Shit ! Kupfret !

This is why I always cannot escape from Danar. What do I have to do ? Time has tired to the land of people to calm down, even in disturbing the former like this.

"how about "gue anter ? "

"lo seminar ?"

"my seminar can still be tomorrow, today I'm truant "

Tuh see, the example of men who are very intent mode. All the ways I do so that I am captivated by him. Duh duh can kang porridge.

"yuk I anter "danar has risen from his seat. I don't want to stand up either. Failed my plan.

We both arrived at monash university, a magnificent campus that used to make me want to study here. Honestly, staring at the students who are here makes me jealous half to death, it feels like I want to go back to youth.

"tenuations of what faculty ?"danar said as we both decided to sit on one of the park benches.

Now I'm hesitating, confused to answer the question danar how. Obviously, I just reasoned that he no longer wanted me. If this is how I have to tell the story again.

"my friends are taking a holiday today "

"oh. "danar seems to believe my words, proved he no longer asked questions about my friend.

"great happy nad back here "danar gaze swept the scenery around, the lekaki smiled as if imagining something beautiful.

I don't know what Danar was imagining so smile.

"in the past, to study here I had to slam the nad bone "danar seemed to start telling stories, this time I will try to be a good listener.

"by the time I graduated High School, my bokap business was suddenly hit by a big problem. Bokap was deceived by almost a billion at the time. Because of that problem I almost became a bully nad hehe "

Danar laughed, obviously what he was telling me wasn't funny at all. Fucking weird.

"but at that time I was already listed in monash university and I received a "danar smile somehow for how many times.

Danar is always like that, the type of man who always smiles in any situation. Even I still clearly remember when we broke up, the man could still smile, even asking us to stay friends.

I was the main cause of the breakdown of our relationship so feel guilty. I'd rather be dealing with an ex who hates his half-dead because of my actions, than dealing with an ex like Danar. Too kind.

"finally I'm desperate to go to college here nad, I work part-time here and there even worked at fast food restaurants to night clubs to finance my life in Malaysia "

I smiled, I felt proud because I had known someone like Danar. I'm sure any woman would feel lucky to have a man like Danar.

"after 2 years, my family's economic condition improved. I'm grateful, with the problem I became more appreciative of the money "

Not only the car, I also became a splash of his extravagant nature danar. Every time I walk with danar, definitely note for sure when I go home at least I will carry a paper bag containing bags or shoes from overseas brands.

"my ring of giving is still lo simple nad ?"

I smiled again, where maybe I threw away a ring that only had 10 in the world. Mau bazir mamen's.

"well, I never used it either. Darling "

"huh ? You call me dear nad ? Ciyee "ledek danar while chuckling.

I patted danar's shoulder more like a tabokan actually, the guy who was giggling was immediately silent. It's good, it hurts me.

"i mean the same his ring danar !!! "

"hahaha ya know kok nad, I'm just another effort who knows you still want me "

"joking can make people misunderstand you know not "

"so if I'm not kidding, would you turn me back on ?"

I'm speechless. I accept Danar, he's nice, handsome and rich. Fulfill all the criteria I set to be my girlfriend. But despite everything that Danar has in him, that man may still love me.

I was confused as to what to answer. If I accept Kasian danar dong so my escape doang. But if I refuse, then,... It's the same as wasting sustenance, right ? Who knows if my soul mate turns out to be Danar.

"gue consider "finally I gave that answer.

"really ?"danar looked at me with sparkling eyes.

I nodded."actually I was here still 6 days "gue smiled, I finally admitted my lie.

"gue knows, even when you say you're home tomorrow I also know you're lying "

"lo shady ?"I'm surprised, lest this danar is a kind of stalker or he can actually read people's minds. I'm getting goosebumps.

"haha Receptinis hotel was once a place of work with me, so I got the info from him "

"ohhh "gue breathed a sigh of relief, at least my weird guess turned out to be wrong.

"so ?"

"so what ?"

"what else are we not doing ?"reiterate danar trying to assert.

I got up from my seat, patting my shoulders and I said.

"we are a travel friend first "

Danar smiled broadly, after standing up to line my fingers. The two of us walked around the university with my friendly arms and my shoulders. With this I can make sure my self-soothing show fails miserably.

\~\~\~\~\~\~\~\~🐱🐱\~\~\~\~\~\~\~\~

"won't appear vin let's just look at the bench "

Gavin flinched when a hand suddenly patted him on the shoulder. I don't know how long he's been standing staring at the empty seat of nadin. To the extent that he did not realize that his mother was already standing next to him while staring at the seat of nadin.

"eat him as a guy don't be a coward "

Udah know his son again languished, mami gavin instead added the wound with his berserk all-out. This time Gavin felt his return to the homeland was not a good thing.

"mami !! Appears suddenly like sadako tau no !"gavin pursed his lips, the story of the man sulking because his mother suddenly came to surprise him.

Though in fact gavin was embarrassed, caught again staring nadin chair since the man set foot in the office today.

"the basic bad boy. Pantes aja nadin do not want to , mending nyari other men than the same man drama kayak you vin "

Tuh mami gavin this really adds more wounds in the heart of gavin right. Boro-boro in bela or in puk puk puk same mami, gavin even constantly on ledek with a variety of bad words that unfortunately is true.

"mommy's already in "

Gavin follows his step mom into Gavin's private room. After the door closed, the foot sat down next to his mother.

"tuh change your clothes, really caught messed up because of heartbreak. Random hair, beard not shaved, mami suspected you should not not shower vin "mami gavin squinting eyes examine the appearance of gavin.

"just good ! If I take a shower, I will !"bela Gavin feels no acceptance for her mammoth allegations.

"huh... Look at the consequences of not hearing mami's talk. The kualat . It was said that the shoot hunt nadin, even fun PHP in the children of people "

Gavin lowered his head no longer daring to answer mami's words. Gavin admitted he was wrong for not listening to his mother's advice first. Regrets always come later, unlike the registration that comes at the beginning.

"continue now what are your plans ?"

"not knowing "

"it's definitely badin' same guy that's gonna be married ?"

Gavin nodded."gavin saw for himself the invitation. There's the initials of the D&N name "

"same lucky mami. The reason you didn't shoot nadin is because you were traumatized by papah sama mami ?"

See, there's no long-lasting secret between mother and son. Even without saying it, mami Gavin can immediately guess the root of the problem that her biological children experience.

"gavin .. You have to hear all these stories from beginning to end. Well mami do not know after this trauma you will disappear or not. If still not say also yauda ntar mami temenin to psychiatrist "

Gavin began to put his ears in fine. His heart even prepares itself to accept things that will either be good or bad for Gavin.

"so.. It all started from the same mama papah who was betrothed by your grandparents "

Gavin was stunned, even so long lived in the family only this time gavin heard one fact that made him amazingly surprised.

"why did you fall in love with mommy during the initial meeting when we were both in a match "

"mami who was single again and was always led by mami friends because they did not go to marriage finally forced to accept the matchmaking "

"so mami when married with papi do not use love ?"

"it was originally so, but over time you treated mommy really well. All the needs of the mother are immediately granted just by flicking a finger. It was originally "

Gavin was still listening carefully. All this time he did only know his papi crazy job title and playing crazy with other women. To the extent that her mother always cries and seeks pleasure by courting in droves.

"so mommy and papi have loved each other ?"

"you think why you could appear in the world if not the same papi mami who made "

"astaga, on the sensor dikit dong mih. Your son is still a virgin "

"iya old virgin "ledek mami in together with laughter.

"continue if you love each other why are you divorced ? Why is papah cheating and why is mommy...."

"play the same in droves you mean ?"

Gavin nodded weakly, a fact that once disappointed him with his mammoth at the time.

"because we know we can't commit "

"huh ? You mean mami ?"

"iya vin, papi and mami apparently can not commit as a married couple. We are both individuals who love freedom. And for that we both apologize vin "

"mami know papi cheated ?"

"know "

"but do you know that mom cheated on you ?"

"know too"

"so you're both cheating ?"

"yes, but you don't suddenly sing a badriah siti song that is equally silent "

Gavin really wanted to pinch his mom on that one. The woman who now gets a new title as a widow . Widow blooms if her mom says. It could be more serious like this even bring a badriah siti song.

"but our relationship is now much better than it used to be when we were married "

"huh ? "

"not too long ago papi and mami met again in barcelona after the trial of the divorce verdict"

"gavin thought it was mami ..."

"crying on the bed while looking at photos of papi keep raining in the shower like ABG who is breaking up ?"guess mami who was immediately nodding by gavin.

"less so watch the soap opera alay. So your king drama is "

"....."

"mami and papi there already speak heart to heart. And we've decided to be best friends ever since "

"do you not feel sad ? Is Papi sad too ? You guys were in love"

"it's a lie that we're both not sad vin. But if this is the only way that we can both be happy why not . You are old enough to accept our decision. But I didn't expect all this to traumatize you with commitment. Mami apologizes vin "

Gavin was still silent, trying to accept all the facts that had just been told from the point of view of the perpetrator.

"commitment is not a bad thing vin "

"but mami equals papi .."

"not being able to commit as a couple does not mean not being able to commit as a life partner right "

"mami I mean ?"tanya Gavin still can't digest her mama's explanation.

"begini vin, papah and mamah remain your parents no matter what happens "mami gavin smiles while holding the hand of his only child.

"but you tell me he said you were angry because papi disturbed your relationship with nadin "

"uh"

"fire is not serious vin , at that time papi just want to test you doang. And of course the test prospective mami's ghost. Papi you don't want dong child just wayangnya get women who are not real"

"seriously mih ?"

"you think mom is joking ? "

Gavin shook his head, his mother always spoke as she was, sometimes because it was too much as it was to forget the censorship.

"but now nadin can not be a prospective daughter-in-law mami "gavin back down.

"so you give up on that ?"

"....."

"where is your PEBINOR spirit soul ! Aja aurora used to want you to tick , nadin doang period you can not push "

"other nadins mih, aurora used to be not in love with gavin. But if it's nadin ..."

"it is precisely because nadin love the same you should not give up like this dong"mami gavin feel anxious with this mere son of his puppet.

"vin's.. Dengerin. This can only be said by someone who has tried. You never tried to shoot Nadin. How do you know the result will be "

Instantly Gavin squandered in the hug of his mother. Gavin's spirit is back. In the past, he could by pede declare himself will seize the aurora when clearly aurora already has the status of a wife. Moreover, the gavin nadin has not witnessed with his own eyes that the girl is already a wife of the person.

This time Gavin will really fight. He'll wait until Nadin gets home from hiding. Then he would say out loud how gavin loved nadin. Even if it is true that nadin has become the property of others, at least Gavin will not regret. He's tried it before.

　

　

Seriate