CEO Rese And Secretary Matre Her
Episode 29's
"you are beautiful as always "the man smiled then gently stroked the top of Nadin's head.
"thanks "smiling nadin tried to look fine in front of the man.
Nadin turned his head when he heard Danar had just praised himself. The woman then smiled in response to the praise of Danar who had been out for how many times tonight. Suddenly Danar called nadin, asking news until the mode to invite nadin to go to vero's engagement party together. At first Nadin was reluctant to respond to danar because nadin knew, behind the former who asked the news there was a mode of wanting to reverse.
The condition of Nadin who had just suffered a great heartbreak, after hearing the talk of bimo and gavin, made the woman agree to accept danar's invitation. It's possible that with danar Nadin can forget his broken heart a little.
Nadin sat sweetly in the passenger seat after the seat belt was fitted perfectly. An hour ago a man in a Lexus car came to pick him up for a party. The man looked dashing with expensive tuxedo stellan that Nadin believed was designed by one of the famous designers in Indonesia.
"do you know where it is ?"
Nadin nodded."vero sent me his address "
The man returned to driving with his left hand, occasionally clutching nadin's fingers. A ring inscribed with a perfectly circular diamond on Nadin's ring finger. The man rubbed it then kissed the limited edition cicin that he deliberately chose for nadin.
Cicin was as if asserting that nadin was his right now. Occasionally Nadin responded to the man's behavior with a smile. Then the view of Nadin back shifted, staring at the streets filled with flickering lights.
"thanks "nadin smiled as the man named Danar opened the car door then reached out to help nadin.
"sama-sama is beautiful "danar is smiling again, whether for how many times in this day the man is always smiling.
After a long journey due to the location of the engagement vero held outside the city, they finally arrived at a garden that was transformed into an engagement venue. The beautiful lights in the complete flowers make anyone who is present there look in awe at the decorations that must be extraordinary.
Photo of Vero and Atmaja-Tokuan vero , opening the moment nadin and danar set foot at the entrance. The weather is quite cold making Nadin must feel the wind blowing on his open back. She regretted choosing a dress with such a model.
Danar and nadin walked together with the hand of nadin that was coiled in the hand of danar. The man certainly feels proud to be able to bring the most beautiful girl in his school let alone the possibility of meeting their old friends is very big in this vero neighborhood.
Danar feels like winning something that he himself doesn't know what it is. Which clearly holds the hand of nadin towards the wedding venue vero, making a smile not also separated from his handsome face. The happy and proud feeling that danar felt when all the eyes of his competitor men used to look at Danar with envious looks because it managed to bring the school prima donna.
But in contrast to Danar who was full of smiles because he managed to invite nadin, the woman tried to resist the sadness of the possibility of meeting with their High School friends made nadin think again to Gavin.
The man was still the main character in Nadin's mind, even though Danar was beside him. Especially tonight for the first time nadin using gavin shoes. The shoes that she thought belonged to the aurora turned out to be miraculously hers.
Nadin remembered the writing inside the shoe box.
beautiful shoes will bring you to beautiful places
It is true that the shoes really brought her to a beautiful place with such a romantic atmosphere. But those pretty shoes couldn't bring Nadin to meet his prince. Fairy tales and reality are very different.
Nadin had heard of a myth that he once called absurd, that is, if someone gives a gift of shoes then that person will leave and now must not admit the myth turned out to be true.
"so already officially nih bro "bimo the mouth lemes immediately splashed towards the couple who were the center of attention.
"of course "proudly danar flaunts the platinum cicin coiled around his ring finger.
Several pairs of eyes that had been paying attention to nadin and danar directly fileak kusuk talk about their relationship. Nadin can only smile, responding to some of his old friends congratulating him on his relationship with Danar.
Secretly Nadin's eyes were looking for a man who was already wandering in his mind. Somehow because he met many high school friends, making Nadin secretly hope Gavin will come to this party.
As Nadin circulated his gaze around the surroundings the moment that his eye bead met the man's eye bead that he was looking for. Gavin stood in the corner of the room with a glass of champagne in his grasp.
The man was not alone, a beautiful woman seemed to be whispering something in Gavin's ear. Making gestures as if they both have a serious closeness, even without the woman realizing the man she was holding was staring at another woman.
Nadin was furious for him, he had to admit that jealousy managed to make Nadin want to cry again. Nadin's feeling of wanting to curse the man who shamelessly made out with other women after successfully breaking his heart . But the reality of the shadow of the man is still not lost from the thought of Nadin is indeed true, nadin still loves the man very much.
Gavin stared at Nadin while occasionally drinking champagne. The soft sound of friska whispering in her ear only she responded with a light laugh. Nothing special, just like the meaning of friska for her. Gavin knew he would definitely meet nadin at this party. Therefore he deliberately invites friska as a cover so that nadin increasingly hate him.
Looking at Nadin's waist in a friendly embrace by danar, it really feels like Gavin wants to run and reward the man with a death blow of his. But that only happens in his mind. Gavin has always been a cowardly gavin. The man who can only quietly cry sees the woman he loves most in claims to belong to someone else.
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Nadin felt he was getting tired. The party atmosphere was so crowded in high heels, making his low blood disease recur. His head feels dizzy and suddenly his body feels weak.
Nadin asked Danar for permission to go home first. Initially Danar insisted on delivering the nadin, but the woman refused on the grounds their friends still wanted to be with danar. Nadin tried to persuade Danar to let him go home by taxi only. Finally, Danar agreed on the condition that when he arrived at the house of Nadin must immediately preach it.
Nadin nodded, after saying goodbye to Danar and some of their old friends nadin came out of the party building. The woman looked troubled because of the hells and the clothes she was wearing. Nadin stood by the side of the road to stop the taxi. But the crowded streets make it difficult for Nadin to find a taxi.
Suddenly Nadin felt something warm encircling his body. Nadin turned his head and found Gavin standing next to him.
The figure that she missed as well as the figure that she did not want to meet the most was now standing beside her. The man's suit even wrapped the upper body of the nadin perfectly. It felt as warm as it used to be when the man was still in his life.
"wear aja it was made by famous designers kok "gavin said without even turning to nadin.
Nadin wanted to laugh. After a long time they did not talk to each other, did not expect those words that were thrown from the lips that used to always kiss nadin gently.
"you guys look like "gavin said with a bit of cynicism.
"you also look compatible "reply nadin.
"i'm glad you can be with a man better than me "
"if your goal is here just to fight, you better go. Your lady's kasian if left to wait too long "Nadin slightly emphasized his words.
Gavin turned his head. "are you jealous ?"
Nadin folded his hands in front of his chest. The cold air began to make her bristling feathers slightly bristled.
"what am I jealous of ?"nadin asked back.
"yes because you still love me is it the same ?"gavin replied innocently.
Nadin laughs."oh, you're not the one who loves me but don't want me ? The hypocritical "syndir nadin.
Hypocritical
That one word had always haunted him since deciding to give up nadin for another man. But hearing nadin say that word, gavin could not dwell anymore.
"doesn't you ? So the feeling I used to not clap one hand "nadin's words are too blunt and able to make Gavin's face begin to blush to resist embarrassment.
"answer me gavin !!"nadin's voice began to rise.
Gavin Christopher
Since Nadin came everyone's gaze fixed on her, nadin looked very beautiful in a light blue dress with a smooth back that was perfectly exposed. I smiled broadly at the woman who had captured my heart. But my happiness didn't last long as I watched Danar's hand bravely embrace nadin.
The man seemed to confirm that the nadin was now his. Make our High School friends congratulate the pair. When Nadin's eyes accidentally bumped into me, I knew how much she still loved me.
Nadin's gaze still shows how much I mean to him, but not just the look of love that still shows. That woman hates me so much now. Tonight I deliberately invite friska, the woman who was introduced as her sister-in-law.
Throughout the party my gaze was only fixed on the nadin, noticing how uncomfortable his woman was when the danar was intending to kiss her. Several times I have seen nadin avoid by pretending to take a drink or just talking to our old friends.
I smile back to when Nadin once said that I had stolen his first kiss. I used to not believe, considering the association of nadin so free makes me doubt the words of nadin who said he never kissed any man even though the row of former nadin not counted.
When I saw Nadin walking out I thought this was my last chance to talk to Nadin. Therefore I decided to leave friska on the grounds that I suddenly got a call from the office. Luckily the girl believed me and let me go from there.
I saw Nadin standing on the side of the road waving his hand intending to call a taxi. Nadin's open dress made the woman repeatedly hug herself. I want to hug Nadin right now, but only my expensive suit that managed to wrap Nadin's body.
"just wear it made by a famous designer really "
I'm stupid, of the many words why should the sentence with a cocky tone that I throw. Surely I will soon be offended.
But my guess was wrong, Nadin said nothing just staring at me with an angry look.
"you look in harmony "my most bullshit speech because in my heart I say otherwise.
"you also look compatible "reply nadin whether he is sincere or not.
"i'm glad you could be with a guy better than me "back I echoed a lie that managed to make my heart fall apart.
"if your goal is here just to fight, you better go. Your lady's kasian if left to wait too long "Nadin slightly emphasized his words.
"are you jealous ?"I want to feel like I'm cheering for joy because my plan succeeded in making Nadin jealous.
Nadin folded his hands in front of his chest. Soon there will be anger
"what am I jealous of ?"nadin asked back.
"yes because you still love me is it the same ?"
Nadin laughs."oh, you're not the one who loves me but don't want me ? The hypocritical "syndir nadin.
Skat Mat, as if nadin were showering me with a dagger with just a string of his sentences. I'm speechless.
"doesn't you ? So the feeling I used to not clap one hand "nadin's words are too blunt and able to make Gavin's face begin to blush to resist embarrassment.
"answer me gavin !!"nadin's voice began to rise.
I don't know what thoughts have possessed me to the point of how dare I kiss nadin at that time. He tried to rebel while breaking away from my kiss which I got deeper and deeper along with the rejection of nadin.
PLAQUES
A loud slap had just been laid when he managed to escape from our kiss. I was silent looking into Nadin's teary eyes.
"fuck !"
A taxi had just taken Nadin away from me, my body falling to the ground. Nadin must be crying right now, and again I'm the cause.
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Gavin Christopher
With great pleasure
Danar Argantara and Nadin Almira Queen
Invite you to join them
the celebration of their marriage
Saturday, the fifth of October two thousand nineteen
at two o’clock in the afternoon
Brake !!
I threw a letter that I just delivered to me this morning. With a calm face, Nadin said that he and Danar will be married in 2 weeks.
Nadin please resign, after handing over the object that I believe half of the contents of my office already knew. I watched the ivory-white invitation carefully. Read it over and over again hoping that the name of the groom is not Danar Argantara but gavin christopher.
It's a stupidity I've been doing for almost 30 years living in this world. Letting go of the woman I love most, just because of my fear of commitment.
“nad means what is this ?”I caught up with Nadin who was already sitting at his desk.
“bos can't read ? that's an invitation ?”replied nadin with a flat face.
“I know this is an invitation ! you really intend to leave me nad ? for Danar ! “ I scrambled hair feeling frustrated with this situation.
“as your wish vin, isn't this what you want ? I'm happy with the man who loves me “
Nadin's answer really struck me at the deepest corner of my heart. The bulshit words I always echoed in order to cover my cowardice. But when I heard Nadin say that, I regret ever intended to give up nadin for another man.
“but I..”.
“late vin.. You're right, maybe I do deserve to be with a guy who obviously loves me more “
“but you don't love him .. “ my tone of voice slowly shrinks along with nadin's sharp gaze right on my bead.
“better to love vin than to love, my energy is exhausted if I have to face your relationship drama “
I can only look down, my eyes feel hot, it feels like there is liquid coming out of the corner of my eye right now.
“sorry nad “that word is all I can say.
“no one needs to be sorry vin, I'm sorry “
Nadin got up from his seat, my eyes could only look at Nadin from behind as the girl walked past me just like that. I lost nadin.
After returning to my room, the ivory-white invitation I looked at again. It was like a nightmare to find the person I love the most with another man because of my own stupidity.
But this time my opponent andar Argantara, a man who had an official relationship with nadin, a man who loved nadin very much, and a man who had a great opportunity to make nadin happy.
I'm not comparable to him
I went from my desk to the refrigerator in the corner. Maybe with a can of beer can relieve my feelings that are afraid to die thanks to a nadin wedding invitation. But the effect does not always end well.
My memory again repeats the great quarrel that occurred between me and Nadin the other day. Nadin ignored all my messages, many times I called him but the woman did not want to lift. I even went to his house because nadin always avoided me at the office. Almost every day we are cats so as not to meet each other.
Finally that morning when Nadin had just arrived at the office, I immediately forcefully pulled Nadin's arm, led him to the emergency stairs where the only one I thought was the safest in this office.
Flash Back's
"after "nadin flicked his hand, I saw Nadin's wrist flushed red, the woman opened her eyes while rubbing her own arm.
"sorry "my thesis, my hand intends to touch the reddish marks that are printed clearly on the nadin's wrist, but the woman brushes it off.
"boss hunt, I don't have time. To the point, "nadin speaks without even looking me in the eye, as the woman used to do.
"nad.. Why don't you just change my WhatsApp ? You reject all phone calls from me, and you always shy away from me whenever we meet at the office. Why ?"
As soon as Nadin's gaze turned on me, the eyes that once exuded a happy aura, were now looking at me hatefully. How badly did I get Nadin hurt ?
"i think our relationship is only limited to the boss and his secretary. So I have no obligation to reply to anything outside the scope of my work "answer nadin by emphasizing every sentence he utters, as if asserting that our relationship is limited.
"are you angry ?"
"cc.. For what ? Does a secretary like me have the right to be mad at her boss ?"nadin replied in a sarcastic tone, the woman turned her eyes back.
I straightened my hair, then took a rough breath. Honestly, this is not what I want. Nadin hates me and our relationship just falls apart. At least even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends. It was the only thing I thought of after deciding to let go of Nadin, if that woman did find a better man than me.
Although normal friendships don't apply to me and nadin, maybe friends with benerfit are better suited to describe our relationship.
Either because I feel frustrated or my ego encourages me to do it. Without being in command, I knelt down in front of Nadin, I hope this way can make nadin again foster good relations with me, as a friend.
Nadin's reaction seemed surprised to see me suddenly kneeling in front of him. Let's say I'm a selfish man, I hurt Nadin, don't want to make him my lover, but I wish I could still build a good relationship with nadin. I'm a decent guy in the maki.
"vin wakes up "nadin seems hesitant to touch my shoulder.
"i'm sorry nad, I know I'm a jerk, I always make you cry "gue lowered my head, to be honest I don't dare to look at the nadin at this time.
"gavin wake up "
I shook my head.
"wake up gavin "ulang nadin still with a cold tone.
"wake up or I'll completely get out of your life"
As soon as I gasped, imagining not being able to see Nadin again really made my heart ache.
Although my position now stands in front of Nadin, but still I am too afraid to look into the eyes of nadin. I was sure that when I looked into those eyes again, the guilt grew on me.
"we sit down "gue following the nadin sitting on the emergency stairs, we sit side by side.
"explain "
"what ?"
"everything, without having anyone covered again "say nadin.
I let out a long sigh, before I revealed a secret I never told nadin directly. It's not that I don't believe in nadin, I just don't want to see the woman I love feel the pain I'm going through.
"just be honest with me, what do you think I am ?"the first question came from Nadin's lips.
"more than anything "
"don't be a bitch, I'm serious "
"i'm not lazy, this is serious "nadin seems silent, whether he believes it or not but my words are true.
"do you know how I feel, vin ?"
I nodded, of course I knew exactly that Nadin loved me very much.
"you know vin, what do I prefer over expensive bags, branded clothes and all those accessories ...??."
I shook my head, because I did not know what nadin really liked other than all the items he mentioned. Can't I be the answer ?
"vin certainty "answered nadin with almost no emotion in it.
I looked up, too."I mean ?"
"certainty, I just need the certainty of vin for our relationship "nadin back sound.
"our relationship is gray. We're not lovers, but what we've been living is also not a vin friendship "
I looked back at the floor that seemed to be fading. Nadin's words were right on target. I die lice made it.
"we are no longer ABG vin who went into a relationship without status. I'm even confused what should I explain when someone else asks me and what do you have a relationship with ? "
I'm back in silence, I'll listen to whatever Nadin's gonna say. Maybe that way can make nadin feel relieved.
"sorry nad, I know I'm selfish the "answer just got away from my lips.
"sorry you didn't solve the gavin problem "
"you'd better be with a man who's better off than me, maybe Danar or whoever it is . I don't deserve you . You deserve to be happy with others"
Nadin looked at me, looking at me with a smile. Not the smile I used to find every morning when I picked her up at home. His smile was different.
"what do you know about my happiness ? Do you know who you deserve and don't deserve ?!"nadin's tone of voice began to rise.
I gasped when I heard the voice of nadin who started sobbing. See, I'm a bad guy who can only make the woman I love cry.
"you coward vin "
"iya nad, I am indeed a coward "gue justifies the words of nadin.
"lepasin I vin "sap nadin.
"not "
"don't be selfish vin, no man or woman can be ordinary when one of them has a feeling of love. Don't torture me again vin if you don't love me "
I love you nadin almira queen, I want to feel like I'm screaming admitting a fact that unfortunately I always can not say.
Nadin got up about to leave me, I hurriedly clasped the hand. At least this one last time.
Our eyes were both closed, as our lips met. Nadin did not refuse as I wrapped my hands around his waist. Even now, nadin's hands are wrapped around my neck. For a moment we almost forgot everything, just because of a kiss.
Nadin let go of his hand, this time he's really going to leave me.
"don't get me wrong, that was just goodbye kiss "
Muddle
The sound of the door closing brought me back to my senses. Nadin is no longer in front of me. Without realizing it, a single tear fell from my eye. For the first time I cried because of a woman.
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"gavin "
"gavin "
"gavin !!!!!!"
Gavin awoke from his sleep with sweat pouring out. His head even had stamped the table until it caused a little lump in his upper temple.
Aurora looked at gavin with a look of wonder, gavin never posed like that. Arora felt anxious as well as worried about the condition of her best friend.
"vin. are you okay ?"
"aurora ? how can it be here ?"gavin blinked his eyes while removing the traces of sweat on his forehead with a handkerchief.
At least Gavin breathed a sigh of relief because all that was just his dream. Nadin still belongs to no one, his dream was enough to make Gavin realize that nadin is much more important than the unreasonable fear that the man had been experiencing.
"gue wanted to see Nadin but he wasn't in his place "
"maybe again in the toilet ra.. just wait a minute, or you want me to samperin nadin to there ? I'm ready "
"albeit lo vin's brain, so nadin hunted in lamar.. "
Gavin simply replied to the aurora's statement with a smile.
"do not smile, you are not afraid of nadin taken people ?"aurora eyes squeaking waiting for gavin reaction.
"hemm doesn't answer "gavin while looking away.
Aurora knows her best friend is lying, come on gavin it must be realized before it's too late.
"the woman has a limit of vin patience, do not let lo nyesel when the patience of nadin is exhausted "
Aurora's words succeed in touching gavin's ego. All this time Gavin only stalling time because he still wants to be with nadin, but too afraid to make nadin his. Will Nadin feel tired ?
"gue doesn't know your way of thinking is too complicated or you are too cowardly to admit your feelings as badin.but vin.lo must know nadin really loves you "
"..."
"it's just nadin vin the only woman in this world who can accept the nature of lo "
"..."
"it's only nadin who understands your feelings without you having to say "
"..."
"and only nadin, who is willing to accompany you in times when you are difficult and you are happy "
Gavin seemed to have just gotten guidance after hearing the series of sentences that Aurora blurted out. All the words of aurora are true, only nadin one - one woman in this world who is able to accompany her in times of hard and happy gavin. Does Gavin have to let go of that woman ?
NO. NO
With the face of sumringah gavin intending to meet nadin this second as well, he should immediately make the official nadin his. If necessary he would dance in front of the woman, pleading and kneeling. Whatever Gavin would do to make nadin his.
Gavin got up from his seat to meet Nadin. Because too excited accidentally Gavin dropped the file that was on his desk.
"vin where are you going ?"asked aurora who was astonished that suddenly Gavin moved from before him.
Inevitably gavin crouched down to tidy up the papers scattered on the floor. His eyes suddenly glared when he found an invitation. The invitation was exactly like the one in his dream earlier.
"lo bener ra I have to meet nadin "answer gavin while tidying the papers scattered due to his careless actions.
Gavin's face turned pale as he stared at the ivory-white invitation sheet.
so that wasn't a dream !
"oh shit !!"gavin immediately ran away leaving the papers still scattered on the floor.
He has to go find the truth
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