
Gavin Christopher
Today you go home alone yes nad, I was invited to gather with bimo
After typing the message for nadin I put the phone back in my pants pocket.
I walked following bimo's wide steps towards the place where the man parked his car of course.
After a long time bimo suddenly contacted me again, of course with the intention to invite our company to collaborate for a project for an art exhibition.
Bimo works at one of the Interior design companies whose name is quite famous in Indonesia.
It was only fitting that the man's appearance had completely changed. Bimo is no longer the lambe guy, he transformed into a young executive figure with a slimfit shirt and a misty hairdo.
I barely recognized the appearance of bimo when the man I pergoki was sitting in front of the table nadin.
I almost thought that bimo was one of the new figures of nadin, but fortunately the sound of the male's bell did not change. So I could immediately recognize that the man who was talking to the nadin was a bimo.
I don't know what you've talked to nadin, but remember the track record bimo as a gossip monger. I am one hundred percent sure that whatever Bimo says, is not a good thing. I guess I'm not feeling good, huh ?
"who has come bim ?"Ask me after I finish wearing my seat belt.
"not much anyway, yes the bales chat I just spit"
"hah I understand anyway, ngajak kids to get together tuh hard ngalahin cumpulin 7 ball dragon ball "
"indeed, you know not every time I invite them to gather, the answer is let's go, but the ends are so discourse doang "bimo vent right after he stopped the car because of the red light.
"lo himself still often vin meet our High School friends ?"bimo turned towards me.
" never, I happened to have not been back to Indonesia for long "
"oh. how does it feel to go back to Indonesia directly to meet nadin, happy dong lo" said bimo with a facial expression asked in tabok.
"you see already the green light, gossip aja lo work "I pointed to the traffic light which happened to have turned green.
I sighed for a moment, at least I can avoid the topic about nadin. Don't let me say the wrong thing and end up in bimo who spread rumors that are not-no.
Remember vin lo again the same way the main admin of the auction account.
It did not take long to arrive at a cafe which is quite crowded. Bimo parked his car right in front of the cafe, after there was another car that had just left the cafe courtyard.
We both entered the cafe which is quite classy with vintage-style decorations.
Some paintings are displayed along the wall, the lighting is made fainter in addition to the strains of jazz music makes the impression of vintage so felt when I first set foot in this place.
The aroma of coffee immediately smelled when I first opened the door of this cafe. I remember Nadin, he would be happy if I invited him to this place. Remind me to take Nadin one day.
"here bro "someone waved when we were drowning looking for our comrades who he said had arrived first.
I and Bimo walked over to some men sitting at an oval-shaped table. Once I was within a short distance, I recognized the men. Dito and Danar.
They were my friends during High School, in contrast to bimo whose changes were very significant .Not a lot of changes I've seen from my friends.
Their faces I can still recognize, although their appearance is more neat in comparison to the days of High School.
So here are the four of us. Dito's cafe, became where we held this impromptu reunion. In addition to the taste of coffee that is delicious, of course for free reasons.
"how do you say lo vin. pompous ya never get together "dito shake my hand first.
I returned the position of the hand dito"gue well, haha not arrogant lah, I just returned to Indonesia "
"lo where does vin now work ?"it was Danar's turn to ask me.
"gue continues my bokap business, yes you know the fate of an only child can not choose "
Bimo shook his head"basis lo not grateful vin, I'd if you have a bokap setajir bokap you've just made a list of countries that I want to explore "
"ngayal mulu lo bim, bokap nya gavin mana want to have a child like lo " timpal dito accompanied by laughter by me and danar.
Our conversation just flowed, from the nostalgia of High School to talking about work. Bimo babble that sometimes crisp makes the atmosphere more pleasant.
Although in the end bully bimo became my reason, danar and dito laughed out loud.
"by the way this successful CEO already has a girlfriend yet ?"dito raised his eyebrows, his face was very ugly asking in tampol.
I can only smile, confused about what to answer because of the fact , until now I still have the status of single. Although in status I am single but the heart is already taken.
"well, I just wanted "bimo clapped his hands to make our attention now on him, why my gut feeling is not good.
"do you know who the secretary of our esteemed CEO's father is ?"bimo with a tumawah style crossed hands in front of the chest.
"who ? model yes ? or who's ?"Tanya Dito who began to spread keppo disease his bimo.
"what curious ? " Tanya bimo pointed at us one by one.
I can only swallow saliva, resigned to whatever bimo will tell dito and danar later.
"the flowers of our school, NADIN ALMIRA QUEEN "the word bimo makes dito and danar widen my eyes staring at me.
"really vin ?"Danar asked with an unusual facial expression.
I nodded."yes, why ?" I tried to stay cool as if nothing had happened.
"lo same nadin ? tom and jerry whose work is fighting can continue to get along ? it's amazing ! want doomsday like the "typical brothers dito with hyperbolla language.
"nothing strange, I'm just as professional as the boss and his secretary "gue trying to put the face as flat as possible, do not let them realize that my legs are already trembling fear in further introgation.
"you used to vin every day meet nadin ? no feelings what ?" Ask danar.
"normal, what do you want to taste ? chocolate ? strawberries ? lebay deh you "gue sipping ice Americano to relieve nervousness.
"bego lo vin, nadin beautiful so lo winarin so aja"umpat bimo.
"geblek, you really-just wasted the creation of the most beautiful god know not ! "connect danar.
"wasting the sustenance of "timpal dito
I could only sigh, feeling like a suspect in a case I didn't know what the case was.
Responding to the barrage of sentences that my three friends made me feel as the most ungrateful human being.
"so you really aren't the same as nadin ?"dito said back.
Whether my feelings have changed a lot, the man is more chatty than I used to know.
I shook my head."we're just friends, and the romance in the office isn't good for professionalism "
"your barren professionalism !"bimo threw the used tissue he used to wipe the table, damn it.
"lo nyia-nyia in chick as pretty as nadin ? I'm suspicious lest you're gay huh vin ?"it's Danar's turn to talk, just keep everybody mojokin me.
I took a sip of the ice americano, the liquid immediately plunged freely in my esophagus. Create a bitter and fresh taste at the same time.
Just like the story of my love and nadin who pait put really.Honestly not I do not want to make nadin my girlfriend.
I want to ! Let alone being a girlfriend, I even dreamed of having a daughter who looks like a nadin, yes I really want to be my wife.
But I didn't dare say it to Nadin. Not because I don't love nadin, I love nadin. I can't even explain why I love him.
It all flows so, I even funny myself considering how antipathy I was on that woman. And it seems like God is punishing me with his karma.
Now that woman is the woman who can make a life a gavin christopher jumpalitan.Gue knows I'm a coward.
Nadin, my friends and everyone who knows our relationship must think I'm a PHP guy.
To be honest, the failure of my parents' marriage has been a bit of a strong reason why I'm afraid of commitment. I am afraid I will not be able to please Nadin.
Especially considering what I did that always made her cry. And with all these factors it made me traumatized.
When me and di bimo were talking in my room last afternoon, I accidentally saw Nadin standing in the doorway.
I'm sure he's heard all my conversations and bimo. Including my words about letting go of Nadin if he finds a man who is much better than me.
I seriously said that. I've always felt I didn't deserve a woman like Nadin, I was always afraid I couldn't make her happy.
But if I'm honest, my little heart is also not willing to see nadin with other men. Imagining Nadin treating other men, like nadin treating me now, it feels like my heart hurts, even if it's just my imagination.
Especially if it is really in front of my eyes, I see the man hugging Nadin or even kissing him, for the sake of god I think I can not.
"if you don't want to be the same nadin, mending for me vin "ujar danar makes me look at the man closely.
Whether because of joking or serious, the words danar just now really hit my heart.
Labile me, just a few hours ago I told bimo if I was willing to let nadin the same guy who is better than me, now it's really someone's turn to say like that, why am I not sincere gini anyway, like there nyesek nyesek nyeseknya.
"bend aja nar, you are cute, tajir do not need to be asked, lo Manager at the state oil company "typal bimo is increasingly pumping.
I'm so surprised bimo is supporting me or Danar anyway.
"it is, let alone say you have known nadin "dito participate chimed.
I immediately looked at Danar again, the man was just grinning while playing his smart phone.
Actually danar and nadin have ever had a history of what until nadin can know his mother danar ?
"no shock to vin, and his ex-nadin "
JEDER !!!
I now believe the term lightning in broad daylight was indeed true. This fact even defeats the scandal of the artist who has not long been caught having more than one wife even though he is an ustadz.
I immediately stayed in my seat, still staring at Danar who seemed relaxed with a dito statement just now.
"well, at first I was surprised at the time bimo story lo same nadin deket now, but I know you hate it very much as him. I think you're a hypocritical guy who says he doesn't like it when in his heart like it. Is that not so, bro ?"
Whether my feelings doang or danar way of embracing my shoulder like implying that the man is insinuating me subtly.
Hypocritical
danar was right, I am a hypocrite
"goe ? crazy times.when I have a crush on nadin anyway . he is matre "
Continue to play gavin so the bad guy, it seems you are getting used to, accustomed to lying creates alibis that you will eventually regret yourself. I murmured in my heart.
"so when do you want to deketin nadin again nar ?"bimo seems most excited about pumping danar.
Though a few hours ago the man seemed to support my relationship and nadin. Men are not consistent.
"start tonight . I just dapet invitation fiancee one of his friends nadin. as far as I know they used to be familiar, and certainly nadin will come on the show. "andar looks excited, look excited, so that's what made him busy with his phone.
"so. I'll invite him to come there, well thanks vin thanks to you so inget nadin again "danar patted my shoulder pelam with a big smile.
I smiled back even though I had to.
"good luck bro "I patted danar's shoulder, whereas in my heart the pain was not playing.
You know, this is the second time I've been stabbed by someone else. Mami must have laughed when she found out her son had been stabbed again.
But vin, you yourself are looking for things.Obviously nadin likes it the same lo, why also you wear say ngerelain nadin for other men ? try vin, bego don't keep it.
Caught keeping chickens, bertelor can get money. Even now my mind goes along to wrong me .
"need I give you a good florist phone number not bro "dito who was silent while listening to our conversation, now start to support danar.
hello between the two creatures named bimo and dito there is no one who supports me !!
Danar shook his head." Nadin doesn't like flowers, he'd rather I give you the latest model's guess watch or jimmy choo shoes "
I am sure with a bribe of a guest watch or jimmy choo nadin shoes will definitely be destroyed. The smell of my defeat is like it's starting to smell.
I even started to feel defeated, even though I had not competed.
"see. nadin would like to acknowledge my invitation to come to the vero engagement party "with his proud danar show the contents of his conversation with nadin listed on his cellphone screen.
I can only smile widely, pretending to be happy when my heart is a mess. Tuh see vin due to the cowardly nature of you, nadin will really be taken by others.
Sok sok an sok used to say willing if nadin with another man, so the reality is.
"want to go with vin ?"
"huh ?"
" to his fiancee vero, there must be many beautiful girls.who knows you can meet your soul mate "I look at danar, it feels like I really want to nampol this one man, this one, he can't read what if I try to die and die jealous.
"gue. there is an event. dinner with prospective investors "the only reason I can use so that my self-esteem does not fall down very busy working.
"ah lo ya, how would you like a marriage spit if you think the work continues. My son has already entered SD vin, his son Bimo even snapped two more. Lo when will we become Pace (PAPA CHILL ) "now I know the reason why dito brought her for mercy, mostly playing the same mak complex I think.
I could only smile in response to the dito just now. Marriage has always been something I avoid. Not because I don't want to, I'm just scared.
Whether this dito is a umpteenth person who asks like that.Men aged almost 3 heads like me, usually already have a companion alive, at least a girlfriend is.
But I, in grace with a look that looks like a Korean and a thick wallet though, still feel at home.
Even some people have started to doubt my sexual orientation, hello I'm still normal times !
"what do you want me to mate with my brother-in-law vin, beuh sakep vin similar artist who all married the same bule. rais "
"raisa "sobbed bimo, she knows best indeed gossip about Indonesian artists.
The offer is interesting, if only in my heart there is no woman who has occupied. And of course you know who that woman is.
"yes vin, right we can double date.lo same sister-in-law dito, I'm the same nadin "danar smile shows a row of white teeth.
My breath has begun to flower kempis resist emotions, was blatantly want to reverse the same nadin, now I double date, either danar I have to give jotos time ya just realized.
"how's vin ? you want his number not "dito who does not seem to know the situation is getting worse my mood.
Dito, Danar and Bimo stared at me intensely, waiting for my answer regarding the matchmaking with the dito's sister-in-law. I feel like I want to be tested by thesis testing lecturers.
"Okay fine I'm coming ! " i'm sure for sure this abis I'm going to bang my head on the wall, regretting the stupid decision that just slid out of my mouth that sometimes there is no filter.
Danar, Dito and Bimo throw each other a smile, the three of them seemed excited by my decision to be combined with the brother-in-law dito.
I don't want to put where my face in front of Nadin.Padahat this morning I just had breakfast with his mother's cooking, two days ago even me... kissing nadin when we just got home eating goat satay.
I still remember how the lips felt. Oh my god I'm not wrong, right ?!
"later I give his number my sister-in-law, his name is friska. I guarantee you will not mengesel "Again I can only smile in response to the words dito who seemed very excited match me with his sister-in-law.
You must be thinking, really gavin that ! instead of shooting nadin even want to be with other girls.You also must have said I was strange, I swear, and nampol me if possible.
Yes, I deserve all of that. For the sake of being with a better man, I am willing to do anything, including accepting a dito offer to accept an arranged marriage with his sister-in-law that I do not know what kind of form it.
"guys.guys saw my nadin nelfon "danar showing his cell phone screen that shows the name of Nadin as his caller id.
I tried to hold my hand to not grab the phone and throw it into the fish pond.
"hello baby" said Danar with a pretentious tone in soft-soft, kok I so nauseous ya dengernya.
I secretly looked at Danar who seemed to be answering a phone from nadin, hold vin inget ..lo himself who wants to see in nadin for other guys.
"i'm meeting with the kids again"
"......"
"there's bimo, dito with your boss the gavin"
"....."
"now ? okay I'll pick ya up "
"....."
"in 1/2 hour, bye "
I don't know what nadin and danar are talking about on the phone, but if it's from Danar's words, it looks like they'll meet somewhere.
Hold gavin, don't get emotional.
"it looks like Nadin wants to invite me to date "say danar after putting his cell phone back on the table.
"but why do I feel the voice of a strange nadin yes. Kayak abis nangis that "danar back said, whether he intentionally or not suddenly he just glanced at me.
"he's a cold again "gue who feels suspicious andar can only answer like that, but I know exactly who the jerk who has made Nadin cry.
This time not only danar but dito and bimo also take a glance at me, it seems they suspect me as the only suspect who has the potential to make nadin cry.
Yeah I know they must have suspected me, given how I used to treat nadin.
"this time it's not because of vin ?"bimo said while staring at me.
If I told you all that was because of me what would be their reaction ?
"already, maybe nadin again colds times "danar suddenly said so, but I'm sure he also suspected me.
Dito and Bimo who seemed to still be suspicious tried to believe what Danar said.
although I know from the way they look at me, they still don't fully believe that I have nothing to do with nadin.
"young man, I unplug ya. my baby kasian long-awaited "andar got up from his chair while carrying his car keys and cell phone.
I, Dito and Bimo also moved from our seats. I also feel like I want to go back to the apartment immediately, my decision today to accept the invitation to reunion seems to be a big mistake.
"gue also turned back "my words accompanied by a smooth pat on the shoulders of my three high school friends.
"good luck nar, hopefully this time you managed to be nadin as the mistress of Argantara "
"for sure, thank's bim "
"gue awaits the good news "dito also gives support while patting danar's shoulder.
Okay now I'm the only one who hasn't encouraged Danar.
I think I'm the only man on the face of this earth who stupidly told my rivals to..
"happy nadin nar "gue smile, whether it's a sincere smile or a grin that indicates gavin christopher is the most stupid man in the world.
"definitely vin. "pronounced danar with confidence.
I and Danar hugged each other, not the hug you imagined between lovers. Holding me and Danar is more about friendship.
Maybe I really have to give up nadin for a man as good as danar.Danar will definitely make nadin happy, not like I who always make nadin difficult.
Danar will always buy whatever you want, not like I always say nadin matre.
And Danar will always make nadin laugh, not like I always make nadin cry
It seems like this is the end of everything, my story and nadin.
Seriate