
Nadin Almira Queen's
I am not included in the ranks of people who are pro with the term relationship "we just walk first". Because for me, a status is important in a relationship. With the status I have a right, not the right to forbid my partner this and that, but with the status, I became sure that the man I love also back to love me.
Some of my friends have experienced being in a relationship that can be said "floating relationship " . Want to say girlfriend has not been shot, but said friends also can not. Come on you will call what two people who always call affection, mutual attention, everywhere the two like conjoined twins.
Surely ordinary people will refer to them as lovers. Although in fact the perpetrator who was accused of the lover, not necessarily dating.
Not infrequently I say that they are slaves to love, because they want to be in an unclear relationship.
But now I have to swallow the principles of life that I have made it. The term ‘ lick spit by yourself’ really happened to me.
At this time it can be said that I and Gavin are involved in the relationship "we just walk first ". Almost every day I leave and go home with the man.
Rumors that we were dating, rippling all over the office, became an endless hot topic of the week discussed. I as a suspect the rumor was used up in the materials of the months of friends in the office.
They even called me on purpose just to interview me about my relationship and Gavin. Gavin and I are not artists. Why are they just terrorizing me, but here are two people involved. Apparently, with the fear of their salaries being cut, they were reluctant to ask Gavin.
And my answer remains the same, me and Gavin are not in a romantic relationship as they speak. Take a good note, Gavin never once asked me to be his partner. Saying love is not. Then how can I acknowledge him as my partner ? They will think I am ashamed.
And the man who is the topic of my conversation, is currently cool enjoying fried rice and sipping his black coffee. After coming home from the beach, every morning Gavin was sitting sweet at the dinner table in my house.
Oh don't forget your reaction the first time the guy picked me up to go to the office. As I have known for a long time, my mother immediately embraced the gavin into our house. Even without shame mami always mention gavin with prospective mantu.
Gavin's reaction is no less miraculous with my mom, every time my mom calls gavin a future daughter-in-law, the man's answer remains the same.
Just shut up, mami
I as a biological child sometimes shake my head to see my mother's behavior. He is rarely at home, but once at home, why his timming is always fitting when gavin visit, as if god predestined them to meet.
Even without shame Gavin called mami as mother-in-law, for the call my mother was unusually happy. Unrelenting her mami I smile broadly every gavin calls her by the call of Mami.
The gavin reaction that always says like that really makes me baper maximum. Although I must also always be attentive every time the thoughts of the heart start to penetrate me. I always remember Gavin saying, he would never like me because I matre.
"mami you pinter cook "gavin talk with mouth still chewing fried rice.
"well you're lucky to enjoy mami's cooking, rarely loh mami at home "
Ah I have to tell you one of the great advances that happened to my relationship and gavin. He and I are getting used to your calling.
Call me you already, on the shuttle every day already, hand in hand .. Sometimes anyway , sun spoiled sun ... The secret is .
But when will Gavin shoot me !! When did I officially become her boyfriend !! If this continues I feel like a betel's wife. There is but in hiding.
"later I want to meet my friend yes, so I go home first "tow me while staring at the fried rice that lives half.
"Which "temen ? I know you ?"
Gavin looked at me with a probing look. From the way he spoke and the look on his face I can guess, he was suspicious.
"you don't know. He's not our office or our school. Just.. The senior I once knew at college "
"girl or boy ?"gavin said in a cold tone, he even prefers to stare at fried rice than look at my face.
"scurvy "
I managed to make a distorted view of gavin from his fried rice. And now it's me he's looking at with a look of horror. I feel like I want to be executed.
"whose name ? Where to work ? Which area is his house ?"cerocos gavin without a semicolon, this gavin wants to be a census of the population or an obsession to be a journalist anyway, the question is very detailed.
"do I need to answer ?"
"does he. I'm your boss it's only natural that I want to know all my employees' business "
"ohs.. So you're like this to the other girls' employees, too ?"Unknowingly my voice raised because of emotion.
Gavin's down, dead fleas
"this is part of the latest job desk in the company ? The boss should know all the affairs of his employees including personal matters"
I put my fried rice aside to the side of the table, already losing my appetite for arguing with gavin.
"why silence ? If that's fair I also have to know all your affairs "go back challenging, it's good that he ubrak my privacy while he keeps meetings all his affairs, unfair !
"you know all my schedule, not want, you secretary I "answer gavin do not want to lose, pinter really let him switch the conversation.
"i only know your business in the office, after that I do not know what you are doing, just who "my voice tone began to rise by itself, how do I feel to be a possessive girlfriend ?
"i've never been a macem. Abis anter you go home I go straight to the apartment "
"hm okay I believe, anyways it's up to you to wander where, just like anyone. I have no right to deny you "
Gotcha, finally thrown also satire that I aim so that gavin cepet conscious. Vin buruan has been hard-coded I asked to be shot.
".........."
Gavin just shut up, the fried rice that I had just brimmed, now has moved in front of him. Without a doubt gavin spent my remaining fried rice, either because of hunger or the taste of fried rice was really good.
"yuk departing, the toll must be jammed really "gavin rose from his seat while putting a suit on the shoulder.
Since the clock has shown at 7, I undo my intention to code in gavin again. If we continue, we can both be late to the office. This time I was patient.
Sure enough, just half an hour across the toll gate, the condition of the road was already densely creeping. I and Gavin have stayed away from talking since the last talk about HAK.
Only the sound of the radio broadcaster being bribed, breaking the silence created in the car gavin. Although the joke of the radio announcer sounded crisp, but at least it was better than me and Gavin who did not talk to each other.
The car starts moving slowly at a speed of 20 - 30 km/h. It can be ascertained that we will both be late to the office if the streets are still so crowded. I glanced at Gavin, whose face looked ordinary even though he knew we were going to be late for work. Instantly I just inget, yes it is he is the boss, the company has his father !
While I threatened to cut my salary because of late absence. I told HRD the reason I was late because I was stuck in traffic with their boss. Later it became more and more my material in the accusation KKN.
Radio is still loyal to the comments about asean games that this year held in Indonesia. I listened well, until the radio sound turned into the intro of a song. I smiled, but I got a chance to code in Gavin.
You've been runnin' round, runnin' round, runnin' round throwin' that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
You've been going round, going round, going round every party in LA
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one
I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect
But you're not coming home with me tonight
You just want attention
You don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention
I know from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh?
I intentionally sing every part of the ref which I think his lyrics slightly satirize gavin with a little nutrition. I want to see how he reacts when I'm satirical with Charlie Puth's song.
"your voice is good as well nad turns out "gavin smiled while shuffling my hair.
How can he not feel insinuated anyway ? Failed my efforts. Gavin is not able to me code in continue. I have to use a way especially.
We arrived at the office at 10am. Everyone who happened to cross paths with us of course no one dared to comment. I don't know if it's behind. I have to start thick ears with the talk of people who insinuate me with the nickname of the boss's favorite.
Not infrequently when I was in the women's toilet, I heard there were some women who blatantly gosipin me. I who was in the toilet room at that time listened while occasionally massaging my chest withstands emotions.
They said I used pellets to conquer Gavin. Even one of them accused me of sleeping with Gavin. God, I never knew that the nitizen's comment was more cruel than stepmother.
I now know why many artists commit suicide just because of nitizen comments like those girls.
When I opened the toilet door, they were shocked to see me. They glared as if they had just seen Valak. I am beautiful far from being scary.
And then you can guess what they do, immediately run as fast as they can. Though I haven't said anything or hit them, uh they've run away first.
Gavin had just walked into his room, and I was of course sitting in a henchman's room at the table while opening the laptop. Be prepared to do a report on the results of the meeting the other day.
"may I meet gavin christopher's father "a voice makes me want to not look up, but why his voice is so familiar.
"the castaga bimo !!"I was surprised to see the man in front of me. The mouth lemes bimo !
"nadin !! "bimo also said hello I was no less surprised.
Either misfortune or luck for me to meet bimo again, after so long we have never met since he graduated school. Bimo has changed a lot since the last time we met, the geeky who used to be ngondek now so amazing macho with perlente style.
Although the outer appearance has been very changed, but it turns out that one of the skills in the bimo has never been lost, namely....
"so you're actually married to Gavin ? Wah kesampean dong ideals lo have a rich and handsome man "cerocos bimo , sure his mouth is still lemes.
"no ! I just work together gavin "talk me firmly while crossing my arms in front of the chest.
"so her personal secretary means "bimo raised her eyebrows while trying to make me admit that I did have a relationship with Gavin.
"you ask me if you don't believe "
"haha I'm the same as him who was mutilated first, he is very anti starch lo "
"....."
"then yes nad, ever I was the same gavin want to go to the cafeteria right, uh there lo same gang lo so want to go to the cafeteria as well. At that time the cafeteria was full, there was an empty table. And you know what gavin is ? She's back daughter not going to the cafeteria. He said fasting mending instead of having to eat one table at the same time lo "
Fuck the bucket mouth ! I cursed this lemes man in my heart. Today why so many things break my mood. I grumbled in my heart while continuing to listen to the chimosan bimo that is not weighty but intended for me to be bullied.
"ah there's another nad "with no idea of him bimo instead sitting in front of my table.
"lo still want the time of the retirement event. Gavin time playing basketball, and lo dateng-dateng bring him drinking water if not wrong brand poc.. Ah anyway that's "
I still listened carefully to the story of the lemes. I was curious for a long time about the story of Bimo. Although there are feelings of wanting to nampol face with a thin mustache.
"at that time the gavin became the months of children, he said using pellets what gavin to a nadin who is usually always pursued by men now instead of chasing men. Gavin was silent, but... "
"but what the fuck !"
"ah but it's heartache again if I tell you "
I tried my hardest not to actually tear his face bimo. Why also he told me, if you know it will make me hurt. It was deliberately provoking me to be curious.
"no pun. On the contrary, I am used to say "say me with confidence, but in my heart said otherwise.
"it's good that you don't have the same taste of gavin nad "
"hunting continues the story lo earlier "talk me with a tone of voice that tries in soft-soft even though it feels like to pull a vein.
"liss... Where was I ? Ah until gavin so the months yes. So gini nad, drinking water that you love to gavin it in front of us all he threw away, I still want gavin said, Gavin said, he doesn't want to eat or drink anything you love, afraid of the pellets he said "
"the point is that gavin is allergic to nad just as lo, I also do not know the reason why. What's because of you girl matre ya ?"ask bimo with a plain face nan bloon.
The predicate of matre girls made me proud, because that way men can not carelessly approach me. Having to pass the sensor first can be Nadin's girlfriend. But hearing the bimo story earlier, somehow I feel ashamed to be a matre woman.
Whereas then and now the nature of my matre there is a reason. Reasons that not even my parents knew. How do they know that I rarely interact with them.
"so.. Gavin hates me so bim ?"
"hate to go to the nad. You are patient now if he cooperates "
I didn't reply to bimo's words, maybe the guy had a point. And if I relate events in the past to my current relationship, then I can draw a conclusion why until now Gavin did not also shoot me.
Gavin doesn't really love me like I love him. And somehow for how many times I felt this again, heartbroken.
Not long before the door of the gavin room opened, the man raised half his body from inside the room.
"bim, go in !"gavin half-screamed.
Bimo got up and walked into Gavin's room. With a lip gesture, Bimo thanked me and said pray for me yes. I immediately replied to him with a ruckus as the man disappeared behind the door of the gavin room.
To be honest in my heart, I hope that everything that was told bimo was just a lie. But if you remember the bimo who got the nickname Lambe Garuda High School, it looks like I have to swallow disappointment. Bimo can't be mistaken for info.
I decided to pick up my phone, looking for a name that I had just made an excuse to see if I was jealous or not if I offended another man. But he didn't, so he asked a question that didn't make sense.
"Mas Tama , today I can "
"yes ! Finally I dapet also model for my latest clothes "that man sounds excited over there.
"later I'll take you to your office "
"okay, uh inget pay I'm not late !"
"astaga, yes nadin almira queen who is very fond of rupiah "
I chuckled again, questioning myself. Why do I love so much ?
I put my phone back in my pocket after my conversation ended. It's been 10 minutes that Bimo didn't even come out of Gavin's room. Suddenly keppo instinct I rise, I wonder what they are talking about inside. Gavin and Bimo are not best friends.
I was standing in front of the door of Gavin's room. It just so happened that the door wasn't closed perfectly, so I could easily steal their conversation.
Gavin and Bimo were standing in front of a glass that showed a view of Jakarta. In their hands were two glasses of red soft drinks.
I close my ears to the door, hopefully I am not caught cheating on this, I can be ashamed I was caught stalking the boss himself.
"so you same nadin have what relationship ?" I heard a bimo sound.
I'm widening my ears, maybe Gavin admitted that we have a relationship. Forget the past
"same nadin ? Yeah as you saw he was my employee. My secretary was more precisely "
Tesss.. Like something melted in my eyes. Not tears, right ?
"li lie. Obviously you know nadin love dead same lo. Until now, maybe "bimo sounds are back.
The mood was silent again. I am still loyal in the eavesdropping position, starting to feel strong if I have to hear words of rejection from Gavin.
"do you know vin nadin still love you ?"
Either bimo is pretentious or he has the ability to guess people's feelings. And damn it, he was right.
"yes I know "gavin replied.
"continue, lo love is also not the same nadin ? Not good vin chick saucy macem nadin in grapein long time. Ntar he was taken by the lo people who were crying bombay "
Gavin chuckled, while patting bimo's shoulder I saw and heard with my own eyes gavin said.
"if he can get a better man, I can't deny it "
I felt my tears that were just drops turning into a cry. I retreated slowly from the front door of the room, half running towards the bathroom located in the corner of the room. I pray that no one will come across me or see me in this condition.
Enough gavin words alone that make my heart hurt amazing. If added with negative comments from other people, I make sure I will not have any more face to be in this company.
Seriate