Cannot Be Touched
36. YOU CAN'T DO THIS.
"Aren't you, I'm a hunk of a bitch?" Jiho asked Sia once again, in a very upset tone, her face red from holding back anger.
Sia was just silent, she could not struggle at all., her body was limp, what should she do to get Jiho back to how he was?
"If you're done talking, I'll go first" Jiho said, opening the door to his house, his breathing still lingering in anger.
Sia was immediately startled and looked at Jiho, as if she did not want Jiho to leave her.
"No, no. You're not a Jiho, just know, it's hard for me, you're so hard it makes me crazy" Sia said, shouting a little.
"Good night" Jiho did not care what Sia was talking about.
Brainsk......Jiho instantly closed the door of his house, leaving Sia alone.
Sia was still standing glued, she did not expect that Jiho would be this angry at her.
***
Next day.
"Since childhood I wondered, why do princes and princesses in fairy tales always kiss and cuddle at the end of the story? What is it, to prove their love? Is loving with all your heart not enough?!" Inner Jiho.
Jiho was reading a book, and sitting on a park bench alone with a cloth not left behind, he was worried about what he was feeling right now, about the relationship he and Sia, about, where are their relationships going?
Suddenly the shadow of Sia who teases Jiho with a buttoned shirt deliberately Sia open flashed through his thought.
"Don't you want to know more about me?!" Ask Sia.
Tep.....His book was instantly closed by Jiho, his face flushed in light of the incident.
"Huh, she's totally unpredictable, what is she thinking? why would he bother to......."
Not to mention finishing the sentence, again the shadow of Sia that filled Jiho's mind.
"I want to date you soon"
"When you're dating, you want to join hands or touch her, is it natural, am I wrong?!"
Sia's previous words continued to ring in Jiho's brain.
Jiho raised his hand and saw it sharp.
"What is it....reasonable?!" Jiho Gumam.
"My dear since we're bored, how about we just kiss?!"
"Kyaaaaa Iang you flirt ah"
A pair of teenagers sitting on the bench next to Jiho's seat startled and woke Jiho from his daydream.
Jiho turned his head cynically towards the pair of teenagers.
"There's people looking at us, embarrassed ah" said the little girl who hit the spoiled guy who was embracing him.
"Nothing, let them know how much I love you" Tempted the boy.
"Iihhh, nakaallll darling ah" The spoiled spoiled chick screams so.
"Try here, I'll just kiss you here"
Jiho immediately turned his face away from the sight that was nurturing.
*fear he also kepen kali tuh.wkwkwkkw*
Jiho looked around, there were a lot of couples in the park holding hands, the road both embracing each other, and there were alternating eating ice cream.
Jiho immediately looked down back.
"Yes, I know the answer a long time ago, maybe I..........."
**
Sia was sitting in the living room, on her desk was a small white cat doll she was playing with.
Tuing....
If touched the doll will sway left or right...
"Why didn't it go according to my expectations? chicken got mad at me and said things that I didn't understand, everything was a mess, I thought everything would be fine after I dated her, I've never had this kind of problem, why is it so hard?!" Sia spoke to herself and continued to play the doll on the table.
"How's he feeling?! if I think about it again I have never cared about human feelings, all I think about is humans as the source of energy I need to survive. I wonder, how does the chicken feel?"
Sia's mind drifted into all the events and words that Jiho spoke.
"I thought you'd understand me, but I just wanted to make sure, I thought as long as we were dating we wouldn't touch each other first"
"I'm sure we'll still love each other even if we don't make physical contact"
"Sister-style love I think is enough for now, for now we do not need to rush"
That's part of what Jiho said to Sia in different circumstances.
Suddenly Sia was stunned.
"Yes that's him..."
Brakes...Sia kicked the table.
"Ghe needs is a matter of time, because he hasn't conquered his OCD, he needs time to prepare himself before he's touched, which is why he says it like that because he thinks I'm willing to wait for him"
Sia raised her hand and looked at him.
"Because I know the problem and have seen it all, so he thinks I'm the one who understands it the most, then I've......."
"But what have I done? I even teased her yesterday, she must have judged me as a girl who doesn't care about her at all, aaarrrhhhhh this is so messed up, I've made a big mistake" Shouted Sia.
Beep beep...
You received a new message.
Sia's phone rang, and immediately Sia picked it up and read the message.
Chicken: I have something to say, meet me.
Sia was even more uneasy after reading a message from Jiho.
"Ap...Will he kill me?!"
**
With all her strength, Sia met Jiho, she gathered all her courage to meet Jiho.
"What's up?!" Sia asked Jiho with her tense face.
"What's wrong with your face?!" Jiho continued to stare at Sia.
"What's wrong? what happened to my face? I think I'm too pretty" Sia tried to melt her very nervous mood.
"Just tell me, what's wrong? hurry up, I'm already too tense" continued Sia.
Jiho was confused by what Sia said and what Sia was thinking.
"Alright, Sia I've been thinking about her, and I think I..........."
"Tu...wait I don't want to hear, don't want to, don't say that" Sia's face was very tense, she looked up her hand to Jiho as if she didn't want to hear anything.
"Bi...let me talk first" Sia tried to calm herself down, and took a deep breath and regularly threw her away.
Sia tried to stare at Jiho.
"Jiho listen...I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you, I'm really selfish never care about your feelings, and I know it's all my fault, but I.....i.... I do not want to break up with you, I have not been able to break up with you, we just started and I do not want to end just like that" Shouted Sia.
"Udah is enough, please stop" Jiho spoke with a little raucous.
Sia was surprised.
"Cu..enough, wait we haven't even......."
Grep....Jiho held Sia's hand.
"Stop talking and let's have dinner" Jiho took Sia's hand, and led Sia from the front.
Sia was soaked once, her eyes bulging in shock.
"Ah he......he holds...what? wear gloves, njiirr I can't feel anything" Inner Sia rebelled in disbelief.
"I'm also sorry for my harsh words last night I didn't think about your feelings either, so we're even" Jiho said as he continued walking leading Sia without looking back at Sia.
"I don't think you're dirty or bad, I'm just not used to being touched by others, so for now it's just like this I can do" Jiho continued speaking.
Jiho stopped his steps.
"But.I will keep trying, so please, wait a little while longer.and be patient for me" Jiho said.
Sia dumbfounded.
"Wait, what is this feeling? it's not like when I touch it directly, I don't absorb any energy from it, but.either why it makes me comfortable" Inner Sia deg-deg serrrrrr.
They walked slowly along the road to find a place to eat while holding hands.
Meanwhile in the car on the highway.
"Didih, it's jammed anyway, we're going to be late, this is the last show of this album" Sihwan said while looking out the car window.
"But still it's good for us, we'll have time to relax for a while, I'll play with simba during the holidays, I have to call him because he's going to live around here" Baryu said excitedly while taking out the phone from his pocket.
Baryu who saw Sihwan who had been ignoring him, and instead focused on looking out the car window like seeing invisible creatures out there, Baryu immediately approached towards Sihwan sitting.
"What are you looking at? are there any pretty girls out there?!"
"Eh no" Sihwan was shocked.
Baryu got closer to the window.
"Whatis that? is she a blonde chick?!"
Sihwan confronted Baryu and closed his eyes with Sihwan's hand.
"There, forget it"
"Sihwan you are so cruel, take your hand off, I also want to see the nerkom njenol girl" Baryu continued to rebel, and Sihwan's hand was unable to cover his eyes anymore.
"That's right" Baryu got closer to the window and looked sharply out there.
"That's not......"
Baryu saw Sia and Jiho walking together and held hands.
Baryu who saw the drama, stunned not believe.
"You can't do this, you can't simba, you can't do this to me"
Instantly Baryu turned into moody and gloomy.
