Cannot Be Touched

29. IS IT OVER?

Sia Daritadi was sitting alone at the table outside the cafe.

"Wait, did I make a mistake? that face was clearly showing the expression of a confused person" Sia said to herself while recalling Jiho's expression just before Sia came out of the Cafe.

"Maybe, missing her mother would be different in expression than meeting in person, and I think it's too sudden for her, but if I told her first, she wouldn't want to come with me, what if his OCD gets worse after he meets his mother, don't let deh pliiissss"Sia speaks for herself.

Kriet's....

Suddenly the door of the Cafe opened., Jiho came out of the Cafe.

Sia was startled and hurriedly called out to her.

"Eh Ji's.....Jiho, are you okay?"

Jiho was silent for a moment, he stared intently at Sia.

"I thought he must be angry" Inner Sia.

Still with his sharp gaze, Jiho asked Sia in a very cold and haughty tone.

"Why did you do that? what do you mean?"

Sia was trembling.

"Hmmm I thought you needed to be comforted by someone, and I thought if you met him, you'd feel better, why?? did he say something terrible?" Sia asked a little nervously.

"Yes, he said something shocking isn't it horrible?"

"Something surprising?" Sia asked confusedly.

Jiho recalled what she had talked to her mother just before she left the cafe.

Flashbacks..

"It looks like Sia's a good girl, when I asked her if she's your boyfriend, she just said she likes you Jiho" Jiho's mother blushed.

"She's just a girl of my neighbor" Jiho refuted and slightly misbehaved.

"It's nice to have someone who cares about you, I'm with her next to you"

End flashback.

"Why is Jiho's gaze so sharp on me, what kind of thing did Jiho's mother talk about, are they talking about me??" Inner Sia.

Sia tried to ask Jiho nervously and agitatedly.

"Something surprising? a....what did he say? though he doesn't look like that kind of person"

"Thank you" Jiho said suddenly.

"Eh what?!" Sia shocked.

Jiho.

"Actually I could have met him if I wanted to, I even knew where he lived, but.......I thought I didn't dare, I was afraid of being rejected by him, I didn't want to talk to him, I was too afraid to hear that I didn't mean anything to him, that's why I hadn't contacted him"

"Jeoh........" Sia looked at Jiho gently.

"I know, my mom and I are similar, we both ran away from each other because we were afraid of getting hurt, after meeting her I realized that what I wanted was not my mom, but that feeling of wanting to be loved was all I wanted" Jiho then looked straight at the street blankly and still spoke to Sia.

"I was upset at first because you interfered, but now maybe it's better, it feels good to meet him, so thank you for meddling in my life" Jiho turned his head towards Sia and ate it deep and meaningfully.

Deg deg..

Instantly Sia's heart was beating quickly at Jiho's gaze.

"Tu..wait.his gaze wasu" Inner Sia while gawking unclear.

"Hey, why bengong, hayu come home, come along?" The word Jiho resuscitated the Sia reverie.

"Ah yaa yaa, I'm coming" Sia was shocked and followed Jiho from behind.

Sia still held onto her chest.

"And my breath now feels tight, why is this? all this time I've never felt this before, ah it's not important, the important thing is now that he's met his mother and everything is going well, that means......" Sia spoke to herself in her heart.

Sia quickly set her foot after Jiho, she suddenly clasped Jiho's hand from behind.

Jiho was shocked to look back

"Hey what are you doing, why are you holding my hand all of a sudden? there must be staphylococcus bacteria" Shouted Jiho while removing the anti-bacterial liquid from his bag and directly spraying the liquid into his hands.

"But why, have you met your mother, should your mysophobia be cured?" Sia said while looking at the hand that was holding Jiho.

"What are you talking about? the disease is not easily cured just know" said Jiho.

Jeddeerrrr......

Sia was very surprised to hear Jiho's words as if there was lightning in the hole that struck him.

"This is like an old habit, it is not easy to heal just like that, it takes a long time to heal" explained Jiho.

"What.....? no. No way, I thought it would heal after he met his mother, and the book was only a page away, so what did I do? I'm so careless" Inner Sia rebelled she didn't know what to do, she thought everything would be in line with her expectations, but what? reality did not match his expectations.

They then went home together, did not feel the night was so late, and soon they had arrived in front of Sia's house. They stopped for a moment.

"Thank you for everything, including today.." Jiho.

Sia just quietly listened to Jiho speak, she still could not believe what she was going through today, completely far from her guess.

"I don't really mind living like this, because maybe it's my habit, but I want to change a little bit, so about my book....."Said Jiho still continuing to stare at Sia.

"I can't give it to you" Sia directly interrupted Jiho speaking.

"What..?" Jiho surprise.

Sia clenched her hands.

"I told you I can't return the book to you"

"What do you mean, but it's a deal...."

"Fuck the deal, ma. I mean I can't return the book like this, I don't want to" Sia yelled a little.

"But.why all of a sudden?" Jiho was puzzled by it, he kept staring at Sia in surprise.

"Aaaarrhhhh I don't know, stop asking" Shouted Sia, holding her own head with both hands.

"What is important is that I do not want to return the book now.point, we will discuss it later" Sia went straight into his house..

"Want?? wait for Sia.."

Bruck...

Sia shut her door hard, she deliberately avoided Jiho fearing Jiho asking her a lot.

Behind the door Sia spoke to herself.

"If I give it back to you, then you will have no reason to see me again, then everything will come to an end, and this is really over??????.aaaaarrrrhhhhhh I am really screwed up, now what am I supposed to do?"

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