
a few days later..
shah and nathan finally had to return to the city of JK because the shah business in the factory was completed. As usual, she gave up the responsibility of the factory to the gitta while she was not in place. and just like a few months ago now she is even reluctant to part from the gitta..
...nathan"well our plane will fly in 2 hours and our trip to the airport 45 minutes if it does not jam. so plis let's go"...
...shah"if we withdraw tomorrow our return? "...
nathan took a deep breath and exhaled violently nathan leaned back in the car while massaging his temple which was suddenly dizzy either because he saw the spoiled side of the shah back or because there were still morning sickness effects that he experienced because of her pregnancy that is not known to others including shah. if thinking about her pregnancy honestly nathan was afraid to be honest with the shah about her pregnancy. afraid that if she was angry with him finally hated himself, Nathan was too afraid to say it especially after hearing the words of gitta a few days ago..
flashback...
night in nathan's room..
...nathan"what would you like to talk to me about?"...
...gitta"this is about what you said to me a few weeks ago, about the change of shah.you're really a martyr no longer the shah we know, he changed drastically.The change is not dependent on the same person. but. "(silence for a moment)...
...nathan"but what sis?"...
...gitta" but depending on the situation and the mistake that person made. I myself saw the early martyr was fine² only with that person. but when the man made a mistake, he did not even give the man a chance to defend himself.I was by his side in an instant he was the martyr I loved. but in an instant he can be someone else.I hope we never make a mistake because I am sure of the new nature shown to be a mistake must be punished regardless of feathers, because I am sure of the new nature shown, whoever is guilty is punished"...
nathan looked at gitta with an inexplicable fear - nathan even reflexively held onto his stomach.
flashback off
nathan stared at the scenery in the street. after hard marshy gitta convinced the shah to plang to the city of JK finally they so left for the airport. and happy still be on the road. Shah who was focusing on his tablet, he was focused on his tablet, looking at Nathan sitting next to him who was just silent while stroking his stomach.Shah kept his tablet and shifted a little towards nathan then coiled his hand with nathan and resuscitated his head on nathan's shoulders. nathan who was shocked by the act of martyrdom became panicked even more so was unconsciously himself daydreaming while stroking his stomach.Nathan hoped shah did not realize it..
...Shah"why is my sister daydreaming these past few days?is there anything you think?"...
...nathan"ak. i. I'm not papa maybe because I'm not feeling well"...
...syah"really? brother didn't hide anything from me?"...
...nathan"(screaming) doesn't exist"...
...shah"well then.but one thing you must remember.I hate lies, for me lies there is the greatest that I will never forgive."...
nathan was silent to hear the word shah. Although shah did not look at him, enough to make nathan return to his fear..
...nathan"shah. actually I... "...
...driver"sorry lady, interrupt your conversation. we've arrived at the airport."...
...shah"we've arrived better we continue later after we get home."...
...nathan"yeah.. "...
shah had already got out of the car after Nathan came out and went straight into the airport.Nathan turned left right looking for something..
...shah"what are you looking for?"...
nathan"mas rangga said there's a bodyguard with us. But I feel. no one's been following us as long as we're in this town.. ?"
...shah"(smile little)they have a brother, only they keep us secretly.I want that on mas rangga, I want it, they'll keep us at a distance so wherever we are and what we're doing is being monitored by them."...
nathan"everything?((shah nodded)do they also know when I go to the obstetrician?"((his groaning)
shah"kak nathan said something?"
nathan reflex shook his head.The two of them went straight into the plane and some time the plane took off.
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after traveling approximately 1 hour and a half, they had landed at the airport and went straight to the ministry. After arriving they both went straight to the room and cleaned and rested.
dinner time shah and nathan go down and go to the dining room and there are already rangga and niar waiting.
...rangga"when did you guys arrive?"...
...syah"about two o'clock in the afternoon if not wrong.."...
...rangga"what about your work?"...
...syah"all has improved and can be taken care of kak gitta again"...
...rangga"and how are you doing anyway?one of the bodyguards I told you to guard said before you returned to SR city after visiting your sister and grandmother you were in the hospital, did something happen?"...
nathan chokes while chewing the fruit after hearing rangga's question.Rangga reflex gives nathan a drink.
...rangga"how?is it better?next time slow² if you eat, ok?"...
nathan simply nodded while neutralizing his breath back.
...nathan" I'd like to go back to the room."...
...niar"but you only eat fruit.(hold Nathan's wrist)at least eat a little."...
...nathan" I'm not hungry. I'm tired of going to bed. If I'm hungry tonight, I can go to the kitchen by myself"...
...niar" but... "...
...syah"kak niar(cut the niar speech) let brother nathan rest. at least he has eaten fruit so his stomach is not empty anymore"...
nathan immediately went up to his room leaving everyone at the table to eat.Shah looked at Nathan's back with a cold look and contained something that only he knew.
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nathan's room..
nathan went into the room and closed the door and locked it. Nathan leaned against the door and finally the tears he had been holding for so long dripped as well. nathan's body slowly slid to the floor while holding his stomach and stroking slowly.
...nathan"sorry mama yes son. mama still dare not say everything to your papa and also mama shah."...
nathan kept crying because he didn't know what to do.
...nathan"how do I tell the shah, I have to say what.why did that night have to happen to me, why? I didn't want to hurt her feelings of martyrdom.she was willing to forgive me about that night.but would she also forgive me again this time."...
nathan continued to cry even occasionally grabbing his own hair.
...nathan"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.I'm not your brother but you love me so much that you have to ask mas rangga to also marry me and niar. I don't know if you still think I'm the brother you love or if that'll change once you know that I'm pregnant with your husband's child because none of this was ever on our agreement early on. I'm sorry.. "...
nathan was bed-naked and a pillow rolled into a silent witness to tears and an apology that Nathan uttered for martyrdom.
...rangga"actually what happened, why the behavior of shah and aini strange after returning from SR."...
niar can only be silent because he himself does not know what really happened to the shah and nathan. Rangga also went and returned to his own private room that is fused with his work space. only a silent niar massaged his forehead because dizzy did not know to do.
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shah room..
she was silent in front of the window and looked towards the pool which is the equivalent of swimming pool in general.
shah"forgive me brother. I never thought that what I did would have an impact like this on you. forgive me"
in silence she shed her tears and regretted what she had decided and what she had done to Nathan.
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next morning..
all gathered at the dinner table for breakfast before doing their respective activities, but one person who awaited his arrival but did not come for breakfast.
...shah"if you go to Nathan's room and ask him if he wants breakfast downstairs or to take him to his room."...
...sekar"baik madam shah"...
now one of the same maids who saw the condition of Nathan when he came out of the bathroom immediately carried out the command given. a few minutes later sekar returned.
...sorry madam, I have knocked on the door of madam Nathan's room repeatedly but there is no answer. when I tried to open the door but the door was locked from the inside. I'm afraid of how many things happened last week..."...
shah" I understand, you just continue your work"
...sekar" I'm sorry madam, sir"...
rangga, shah and niar just nodded. shah went straight to the top of Nathan's room. After until the shah sniffed the door and opened the door by force, he said, even the door bangs that were done by the shah until heard on the dining table made rangga and niar follow up.
...syah"it's enough to play diam² with me brother. Now you have to talk, must. open the door open now before I destroy the door. open the door now brother open"...
shah shouted in front of Nathan's room and continued to press the door strongly when she was about to kick the door and immediately held the shah..
...rangga"shah stop, control your emotions do not need to be in this way.control yourself."...
shah was just silent with breath up and down and emotions that were ready to explode at any time.Rangga then told niar to take the spare key in the working room rangga. after the door was opened the shah directly barged in without being prevented I can see Nathan who fell asleep in an unpleasant position.. shah approached Nathan somehow his ready-to-explode anger suddenly disappeared and changed anxiously when he saw Nathan's pale face.
...syah"kak. kak nathan wake up this morning. breakfast time, brother nathan also has not eaten from last night. sak wake up.. sis"...
shah patted Nathan's cheek and shook Nathan's body slowly, as shah shook nathan's body a little firmly a small bottle out of nathan's grasp.. syah took the bottle and smelled the smell inside the bottle, she was surprised after knowing what the contents of the bottle were
...shah"gk maybe. brother wake up. brother don't leave me like this brother please get up.....
she cried while shaking Nathan's body.
...rangga"we must immediately take him to the hospital, niar quickly contact our driver to prepare the car"...
niar langung grabbed the home phone and told the driver to get ready with the car. when Rangga wanted to lift the body of Nathan's hand that was below the knee nathan felt a strange viscous liquid when he saw the blood that was almost dried. and it just so happened that the bed linen used by Nathan today was blood red so that it disguised the blood coming out. Shah, rangga and niar were getting more panicked when they saw the blood.. they immediately brought Nathan home and hoped that Nathan could still be saved.
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infirmary.
nathan has been handled by the doctor and niar waiting anxiously and continue to pray. shah do not ask him even pacing because feel anxiety, fear and regret that melted into one. the tears from earlier were not felt.
...syah"kak nathan should be fine² only, brother should not leave me. brother should not leave otherwise, I will live with regret for the rest of my life."...
rangga listened to the words of the shah about regrets.Rangga then approached the shah and grabbed his shoulder.
...rangga"what regret do you mean? do you know what aini's been through all this time? tell me shah. Don't just shut up. Let's say....
...shah"silence"...
shah shouted at the rangga and brushed off the hand of the rangga.
...shah" secretly, you don't need to know what's going on. There's only one you should know.if you've never been in our lives. none of this would have happened"...
in the last word the martyr punched the wall, until the wall cracked and made a little sound that attracted the attention of some people not far from the location.niar even to the surprise when the shah punched the wall until it cracked. while the silent rangga was fixated on staring at the shah, while the shah was still in the same position a while later he lowered his hand after that blood began to flow on his finger². shah ignored the wound in his hand will even hit the wall again to vent his emotions but was held back by hearing the door open.Shah turned to the source of the voice and the doctor who handled nathan out of the shah immediately approached the doctor
...syah"how is my brother doc?my sister is fine² only right.? quickly say "...
shah pulled the doctor's suit because he never got the answer.the doctor even saw the former wall punched by the shah and looked at the hands of the martyr who darsh. the doctor swallowed with difficulty because he felt astonished even though the hand was covered in blood the hand was still strong Mecengkram his medical suit.
...doctor"nyonya aini and her fetus survived. a miracle they still survive with such conditions. if others may have his body already stretched stiff."...
the grip of the martyr's hand loosened and then fell apart and now she remembers something that she forgot because of the fear of losing Nathan, she smiled a little after hearing the doctor's words and remembering what she had done on nathan far how many months ago.the effort he did for nathan is not sia².
in contrast to shah rangga and niar surprised at one word yes it was a fetus.
...rangga" what does the doctor say, fetus? so aini ?...
...doctor" right sir, madam aini is pregnant 1 month. the age of the womb is still very vulnerable. I hope after this sir and others can keep lady aini even better. far make him too heavy to think even to stress, it is not good for the content.."...
...rangga" well doctor, thank you. have we been able to see other doctors?"...
...doctor"wait until madam aini is transferred to the hospital first.for now you can only see it from the window of the room first."...
...rangga"alright.thank you doctor"...
...doctor"sama² I entered first to see the development"...
...rangga"please"...
the doctor then entered. Rangga turned to the shah that was not in place but on the glass window of the room was staring into the room where the doctor checked the development of nathan's condition even turned out the obstetrician was also inside . shah could also see Nathan who was still asleep with an oxygen hose on his nose and a face that was still pale. Rangga approached the shah and stood behind the shah.
...rangga"among the three of us, only you are not surprised to hear that you are pregnant.do you actually know it first?"...
...shah"I've been waiting for Nathan's honesty about his pregnancy since he came home from visiting his family.I want nathan's sister to tell me her pregnancy directly.but Nathan's brother was as if afraid to tell me about his pregnancy. I often lure him to be honest but he always dodges, no matter what. "...
rangga"(wrapping the shah's hand)your hand should be treated before infection."
rangga brought the shah to other doctors to treat the shah's hands, while Niar stared at the departure of rangga and shah and then looked into the room more precisely staring at nathan with a gaze that contained something.
...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...
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