
felicya joined the others. Maria noticed felicya. make felicya confused with maria's gaze towards her.
felicya"why do you see me like that?is there something wrong with me?"
maria"don't you really not remember anything felicya?
felicya"what am I forgetting maria?I don't feel like I'm forgetting something"
maria just kept silent and glanced at the gitta and niar who gave a signal by shaking her head, then maria looked back at felicya..
maria"actually you've been through some injury and some memories of us are gone from your memory. I don't really want to bring this up but I just want to make sure that the memory is back"
felicya"I don't forget our memories maria.I always remember even the sad fun events that happened in all my life now.the accident problem, why don't I remember if I ever had an accident. at what age did I have an accident?"
mary did not answer and preferred to enter the house.
felicya"maria?.. mariana"(will overtake maria in but in gitta resistant)
gitta"felicya, let maria herself go first, and you try to remember something at your age that you think is a forgotten memory"
felicya"but aunt, I really don't lose my memory of remembering everything.What kind of memories does maria mean?"
gitta"let aunty talk to maria.You're just here, accompany niar's grandmother. "
felicya simply nodded while gitta followed maria into her room.
niar"felicya, you know seeing you and maria treating my longing in 2 people. You know who?(felicya shook her head)they were the late nasyah and nathan. You're similar to nasyah and maria very similar to nathan (opening his phone and showing the photos of the four of them while still together)gitta, me, I, nathan and Nasyah are 4 strangers who meet on social media.Our friendship is like a brother and sister.gitta is the oldest among us. nathan and I only differ by how many months and last nasyah.but make no mistake among the four of us who are the most mature and can put ourselves in some situations if needed. but unfortunately they loved Nathan more and did everything they had to with Nathan.even they lived and died together (tears shed)whether by chance or not, they were not twins but they were similar, not infrequently many think they are twin brothers because their faces look like just the tomboy version of Nathan.really I miss them very much, I really miss them, if only time could be turned I would like to correct my mistakes on both of them. "
felicya"all have become massalu. grandmothers do not need to regret it anymore.maybe they have forgiven grandmother, and there is not already me and maria who will treat the miss of grandmother"
niar just nodded and wiped away his tears..
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maria room
maria sat on the bed rubbing her distended stomach.Maria remembered her words and nasyah before they chose to be reborn.
maria"if time could be turned, I would have rejected your birth by forgetting our memories of martyrdom.why should we be reborn with you bringing on Nathan's weak side. how can I restore your memory I want you
remember your strong self that is not affected by the circumstances around you"
gitta"why did you start the conversation if you didn't want to answer?"
maria"it's just that I answered her if her felicya won't remember"
gitta"Isn't this what you want?you know that nasyah and nathan have 1 life.You choose to die and nasyah must come die with you. and when you choose to be reborn with the memory of the past then why don't you prevent the nasyah from being reborn by forgetting the past."
maria was silent while rubbing her stomach while closing her eyes.gitta noticed the restless movement of Maria's body..
gitta"maria, are you okay²?"
maria"aunt.. "
gitta approached maria and slightly revealed the dress worn by maria the blood flowed in maria's thigh.
gitta went straight out of the room while Maria was lying in bed unconscious.
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doctor"this is the 2nd time madam maria had bleeding, do not let her bleed again.please help so that mistress maria is not too tired and much thought let alone stress. "
felicya"good doc. thanks doctor"
doctor"Sama-sama, I'm sorry."
the doctor went and Felicya cried.gitta hugged Nasyah hoping felicya's cry subsided.
felicya"this must have been all because of me, maria was too tired and stressed to think of me. I really was a burden to maria"
felicya takes off gitta's embrace and runs out of the hospital.gitta chases felicya while niar and prima are with maria.
gitta searches for felicya around the park near the hospital.until gitta finds a weeping felicya in the garden chair with an artificial lake.
gitta"do you have to run like this. what if now maria realized and then looking for you but you're not there will even make maria anxious and always think of you.remember doctor felicya warning, remember the doctor felicya, this time is the last bleeding. lest maria bleed again or you should be ready² lose maria."
felicya quickly shook her head not wanting maria why². finally felicya and gitta returned to the hospital and headed for the maria's ward. when they arrived it turned out that maria was still unconscious.
felicya sat in the chair beside the bed of Mary holding maria's hand.
felicya"forgive me, if it has made you stress because of me. I promise I will take good care of myself. aunt gitta I put maria for a while I want to buy something kantin"
gitta"go, we'll take care of mariana"
felicya then moved out of the nursery maria.before long realized and looking for felicya.
maria"where's felicya?"
gitta"he went to the kantin, how are you doing?"
maria"is it important for you to know my condition?"
gitta"important or not, was it wrong of me to ask about your condition?"
maria"wrong, very wrong.one who was behind the case of nathan poisoning repeatedly.one who strangled nathan to the point of almost dying.let nathan in bhayangkara captivity, is it worth asking my situation? you are the reason I chose to die.You want me about my status and nasyah who is only a stranger without thinking you are also a stranger among us even you are also different tribes with us. nashah and I met first and knew each other better.I gulped poison because of you. Nathan already had no other way but to die but it turns out nasyah also died. nathan was reborn as mariana with all his memories, whereas nasyah was reborn as felicya but not with her memory."
gitta"please I admit my mistake.I was the cause of the events that happened in the past, but am I now unable to get your forgiveness?"
maria"why should I?aren't you guilty of nathan, but the person you're trying to apologize for is dead. It's just mariana"
gitta just threw his breath out harshly and did not speak anymore because he was confused what to talk to mariana reincarnated nathan who is now arguably as stubborn as Nasyah used to be. without them realizing felicya heard their conversation.
felicya was silent at the door of her mind again remembered when niar showed a photo of 2 people who were very similar to her and also maria.
felicya"so we both have a relationship with them? but why does Maria hate auntie gitta so much?I have to figure out who we really are"
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