Brother Not Sick

episode 42

the nursery room maria..

saras"mama never thought you'd hide something this big maria, 6 years you have to fight with your own desires"

maria"would your mother be angry that she failed to keep Mary's own honor? surely mama was angry. It was my fault I couldn't take care of myself until Rama could make me his guinea pig. "

saras"mama's not mad at you. It all happened because of an accident.not at your own will, but if only you'd been honest with mama you wouldn't be alone in dealing with your illness. you're gonna try to find the best sexologist who can cure you"

maria"I just don't want to add to the burden of mama.mama is tired of working to meet our needs."

saras"you're not a burden on maria.you're mama felicya's daughter as well.mama is still alive today because of you two. if anything happens to you mama will not forgive yourself mama for failing to take care of you. mama only have you two in mama's life.you are the purpose and hope of mama. so please if anything happens never hesitate to say it to your mom"

maria nodded and saras embraced maria and kissed maria's forehead.before long felicya entered to bring food for saraswati and porridge for maria.

after finishing eating gitta came with rehan and raka.

raka"how are you maria? om got word from aunt gitta that you're in the hospital"

maria"not a serious problem anyway tomorrow morning I can go home anyway"

rehaan"how about as long as you are in SR you just stay at home without having to rent a hotel?"

gitta"at least if you need anything just tell us"

saras"I'm hanging mariana and felicya, how's felicya maria?"

felicya"I'm hanging maria ma"

maria looked at everyone 1 by one ended up staring at the gitta who looked at her and gave a signal by nodding her head. Maria looked up and did not answer yes or no. Saras who looked at maria just silently opened her voice.

saras"it looks like we chose to go back to the hotel anyway.in 4 days we will return to JK because they still have to finish college in the last year"

raka"maria?"

maria turned her head to look at Raka and felicya as felicya touched her hand.

maria"good om, the three of us will go home when I get out of the hospital"

raka"sure.do you need to pick up tomorrow?"

maria will answer but Gitta has interrupted first.

gitta"don't need raka. Let me pick them up."

raka"good aunt."

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maria, saras and felicya were discharged from the hospital at 9am and according to plan gitta came to pick them up and bring them home to Wijaya's house. after arriving as usual raka and rehaan welcomed the arrival of saras and his two daughters, but the difference this time.there is an intention that sitting in the wheelchair welcomed the arrival of saras and his two daughters.

niar smiled happily as he stared at felicya and mariana.

niar"nathan nasyah"(his lyrics that everyone can hear)

felicya stared confusedly at niar and the others except mariana and saraswati

gitta"niar, they're not nathan and nashah, but mariana and felicya his daughter saraswati"

niar"but... "

rehaan"niar's mother, aunt gitta right they are not mama nathan and mother nasyah. mother niar also saw her own mother and mother nasyah buried. "

gitta"you better take a break niar. You just regained consciousness after a few years in a coma. Let me drive your room"

gitta will be preparing to push the niar wheelchair but the sound of mariana stops the gitta's steps.

maria"if I'm allowed to take my niar grandmother to her room"

raka"but you just got out of Maria's hospital"

maria"I'm not that weak, um, just because I just got out of the hospital and I can't take my niar grandmother to her room."

felicya"maria right om, maria is not as weak as that she can even still win the karate champion match 1 even though at that time maria was sick "

maria nodded then pushed the niar wheelchair inside and followed the others.

while in the elevator niar staring maria through the reflection of the elevator wall in front of her. Maria also stared niar through the elevator wall. after arriving at the 2nd floor and bringing niar into his room and help niar sit on the bed.

maria" looks like someone named nathan and nasyah who grandma means is a special one in grandma's life?"

niar"nathan is my same-sex lover and nasyah whom I have considered my own sister.The four of us are very close and affectionate with each other, until finally because a man blinded my eyes until I was desperate to do something to Nathan who would never be able to get his forgiveness (drop his tears) said he was the smallest among the three of us but he could being more mature and smart-minded than us. Nasyah always stood as a protector for the three of us, but because of my mistake to the dear nathan kaka raised the cruel side of a nasyah. she hated me and refused to forgive me before Nathan apologized to me, but I never got to apologize to them until they were gone. they both left me with a great sense of guilt and will never be forgiven"

niar was crying so maria looked at Niar seriously. Then her hands stretched out to wipe away the tears that had flooded her cheeks. niar's hand outstretched holding maria's hand and then noticed maria's wrist which contained a scar disguised by a tattoo.

the reflections of the cry of niar stopped and looked at maria seriously as well as the maria who was looking at him seriously.

maria"I've forgiven you before you apologized.So stop feeling guilty for not being your fault entirely.Now forget what happened in the past.don't remember it again. nathan chose to end his life to close the dark story and not to be remembered"

maria then let go of the niar's hand which was holding her hand and stood up to leave the niar's room.

niar"nathan's.. "

maria"maria. mariana. Now the one who lives in front of you is no longer nathan and nashah but mariana and felicya"

maria then went out and closed the door.Mary took a deep breath and exhaled slowly then left the niar room and headed to kebawa to join the others.

saras"why were we here when I just saw you and Rehaan? where's Rachel and alvano?"

raka" Alvano is on a business trip while Rachel she goes with her husband and occasionally visits us"

rehaan"you better rest first one of the maids will take you to the guest room. "

saras"thank you"

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nightfall..

on the edge of the pool Maria called with someone while holding back emotions.

maria"you asked me to find one ordinary man not to be becus, especially if I told you to look for a demon you would not find it. anyway I don't want to know when I return to the city of JK besoo the day after the man was in front of me no matter how"

maria closes the phone while holding back her emotions until someone's voice surprises her.

gitta"it seems like there are those who can't sleep because of anxiety.what's the reason for the new home environment or because of something else?"

maria"it's no aunt's business and aunt has no right to interfere in my affairs anymore"

gitta"maria do you still hold a grudge in the past?"

maria"no. I've never held a grudge, but considering you can do anything I have to remain vigilant.however you're the one who started it all. "

maria will go inside but is held captive by Gitta

maria"loose your hand.Every time you touch me, I always end up in the hospital, so don't let the current one be the same"

gitta took her hand off Maria and let her into the house.

maria went into the room and sat in bed next to her sleeping felice.

maria sat down daydreaming until her felicy voice awakened her from her daydream.

felicya"maria haven't you slept?"

maria"you already know I won't be able to sleep in a new place.you're sleeping again."

felicya" hugs"(with a spoiled tone)

maria smiled a little and then put her feet on the bed and hugged the felicya who was now sleeping again while hugging him. Maria peeked the top of her felicya head and also closed her eyes hoping she could sleep.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

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