Brother Not Sick

episode 37's

nathan's condition is getting better and has been allowed to go home, certainly not return to the residence of Wijaya nathan chose to return to housing. the house purchased from savings while working became TKW and during getting to know the shah on social media.until decided not to go back out of the country and choose to work in the country and with the shah.

as Nathan entered the house after years of never being occupied, Nathan stared around the living room and his gaze stopped at some small and large photos hanging from the walls. photos of him with nasyah first and followed photos of himself with niar and gitta and the last big frame showing photos of the four of them and very happy.

nathan shed his tears while smiling lightly recalling the happy memories they had made back then, and changed into a mourning cry.

rais who was carrying a baby.The baby who had been born nathan in less than 2 weeks.rais put the baby on the train then approached nathan who was still sobbing.

rais"mom, why are you crying?"

nathan" you see this picture of the four of us. This picture was taken 30 years ago our happy lives living and together only four. same-sex love that we live is enough to make us happy in the world. togetherness is eternal, but dear happiness and happy memories are destroyed now.the four of us are like strangers only because of 1 man"

rais hugs nathan and Nathan sheds his tears in his arms.

nathan"(releasing his embrace) You know rais.when everything starts to hate and blaspheme me. Only Nasyah still loves me very much and stays with you. nasyah is the only foreigner I have considered my own sister.Our affection is like a real brother and sister.nasyah has become a place to go home, and become a place for my complaints. if you hate me now, where should I go? where should I spill my grief?"

nathan cried so much that someone hugged him from behind, adding to his crying increasingly became².

shah" I've never hated you, so don't think that I hate you. I can't be angry and hate her own brother. "

nathan returned Nasyah's embrace with tears.

nathan"pardon me"

shah"(mengeleng) This is not the fault of my brother.I was wrong, it all started from if I did not force this all would not happen. if only I really tried to love mas rangga and take off the legs of the dispute and misunderstanding this would not happen"

they both shed their grief and the rais who was an eyewitness and heard between nathan and nashah also shed tears. Nasyah then took off Nathan's embrace and brought nathan to sit in a sofa. then Nasyah took the file out of his bag.

shah"I once told brother nathan. if the dispute about the marriage of brother and mas rangga repeated again I myself will take care of your divorce papers.then this is the divorce letter, then,after my brother signed, brother Nathan and mas rangga officially divorced without having to do a trial in court, but before you sign this divorce letter I want my sister to think again. now the woman loved by mas rangga is brother nathan not me. If brother nathan chooses to defend your marriage I will not mind. I do not mind your marriage. from the beginning I never loved mas rangga and never tried to learn to love him, and I actually also already know that mas rangga love kak nathan has long since. honestly I feel happy because finally my brother out of his comfort zone with the same sex.one thing I want from the past.I am happy finally my brother became a woman, wife and a real mother. so I beg you not to spoil my happiness because of your divorce. I go first there must be something I do in the factory. Remember the words I think again the decision of my brother to divorce from mas rangga"

after Nasyah left Nathan more silent and locked himself in the room. divorce papers that only he looked at. honestly Nathan now in a dilemma and did not know what to make a decision. that will not disappoint everyone, including him.

outside the room nathan rais to the front door because someone knocked on the door, and when the door opened rais saw a woman standing in front of him rais had seen the woman in front of him dikmin.he was the man gitta.

gitta"who are you? isn't this Nathan's house, why are you here?"

rais"I'm coming with Miss nathan"

gitta"where is he now"

rais"di.(doubt to say)"

nathan and Gitta looked at each other until Rais came in haste and stood next to Nathan trying to protect Nathan from those who wanted his life.

rais"mom"

gitta"mom?(raise one eyebrow in wonder)why all this time you keep playing with men²lain and he's the result of your game that"

nathan"keep your words, brother, you know my lunge is the same as yours"

gitta"obviously we're not the same as Nathan, I never tried to take rangga from nasyah.. "

nathan"but you took the nasyah from the rangga, that's the truth. you do not help nasyah to love mas rangga but instead make the nasyah more away from the rangga by staying on the side of the nasyah without giving an opportunity for rangga to enter his heart. I have never attracted the attention of mas rangga to me nor did mas rangga ever see me as his wife. but Nasyah herself brought my arms for the first time the night I called you to discuss the change in nasyah's attitude at the beginning of the marriage. mas rangga only make amends for having touched me forcibly because entangled with stimulant drugs, mas rangga just give me not as a wife without involving his feelings. I tried to end my own life before I knew that my life was bound to be one with Nasyah's life"

gitta"if you try to say you don't take nasyah's happiness you're the one Rangga loves now not nasyah"

nathan"why that big brother hated me so much and tried to make an effort to kill me. Last time with the help of the queen of kadita you closed the telepathy and glared at Nasyah so as not to succeed in looking for me. is the lash from nasyah not enough to make kak gitta aware of brother's fault?"

gitta"whatever I'll do to keep you away from Nasyah, and from now on don't ever call me brother because you're just a stranger in Nasyah's life"

rais"you'd better leave before I call aunt nasyah and report you to her"(stand in front of Nathan and face off with gitta)

gitta then left the house before rais actually contacted Nasyah.

rais"mom, all his words do not need to think about. Importantly aunty nasyah never hated mother. now better mom rest only"

rais leads Nathan to his bed so that Nathan can rest.

rais"I'll wake mom up when dinner time comes. Now take a break"

rais came out of nathan's room. Nathan just silently stared at the ceiling of his room.one hand outstretched open the drawer and there were several small glass bottles filled with colorful liquid. nathan's outstretched hand took 3 small bottles and swallowed all three different colored liquids.

nathan"forgive me a shah, maybe just this way it'll all be over"

nathan clutched 3 bottles of the liquid he drank and then he closed his eyes.

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