Brother Gemes

Aware !!!

Meanwhile, after the departure of Noa who brought Tera who was fainting in her cradle, Sandy as he pleased. She cried.

The curse wants Dimas to stop. Sandy was sobbing, her crying was growing. Dimas loosened the lock on Sandy's neck. With his mouth shut, it was still very clearly heard.

It feels like that heart. It is sad for those who listen. And Dimas had the opportunity to be heard the silent song. A song of sadness.

Unbearable with Sandy's condition and the state of his heart that was broken beyond help, Dimas finally released a lock on Sandy's neck. He did not intend to report Sandy's actions to the authorities.

Noa did not give that order. He was afraid of missteps. He still wants to help someone who is missteps with a heart that is being torn. It was not impossible that the heart was torn apart inside there.

After the neck lock was released by Dimas, Sandy just fell down. Falling on his knees while holding his chest and even squeezing part of the shirt in the chest area. Want to vent the raging flavor. He channeled it through hurting himself.

He is a helpless figure. Even his legs felt unable to support the weight of his body burdened by mistakes. The crime did not want him to do either. He certainly did not want to get a role that everyone hated.

Sandy is not an antagonist. He just needs everything Tera has. He also needs love. It's just excessive envy. Even true love is true love. Even the faintest love he felt was eternal love. That is how love is. That is how love breaks the heart.

Sandy blocked her crying voice. It's free. It was just a futile act. In fact, the voice was still clearly heard even though he tried hard not to listen to others.

Dimas who could not bear to see the heartbreaking sight was also kneeling before Sandy. He tried to look at Sandy's face but the attempt was unsuccessful. Sandy looked down deeply, not wanting to show any fragility on her face.

He continued to bow, making Dimas forced to hold Sandy's chin. Dimas forced Sandy to look up a little. There is a very strong sadness. It was clearly emanating from his pushy eyes. Even Dimas couldn't see it.

Dimas threw away his face and raised his face to cover his sadness to see the face without a happy hue. Those tears were desperately Dimas resistant. Block it while continuing to look up so as not to fall and drip.

Once convinced he was ready to face Sandy without tears, Dimas began to open the conversation.

"Conscious !!!"

That was all that was said at the beginning of their conversation. Sandy still with a slow stuffing immediately wiped away her tears.

"Why don't you report my crimes?" lirih Sandy is even difficult to sound clear because it is disturbed by the stuffing that still remains.

"Noa should have reported. But he didn't say anything. That means you can still get an apology from him. That's a sign you can still make up for them. Be aware of Sandy." whispered Dimas.

"Everybody hates me. Noa does not love me either. But I love him. Love is so." cried Sandy.

"Gue doesn't hate you, Sandy. Let everyone hate you, but I don't. You don't have real love for Noa. That's why he doesn't know the same thing. Your sense is not conveyed well not because of the wrong Tera who is on the side of Noa. Nor is it because Noa only loves Tera. But your love can not convince him, your love is pseudo because it only cares. Love is vague because you feel yourself better than Tera. You feel more worthy of Noa. But that love work isn't like that, Sandy. If you want to be sincere, you must as sincere as possible seek the sincerity that deserves."

Dimas tries relentlessly to awaken Sandy that his love is for Sandy and is still patiently waiting for the opening of true love.

"Why do you and Noa just say I love because I care. I really love her." - Sandy.

"That's how it is, Sandy. Be aware. I'm the same as you. I also want a decent love. You know, I was envious of Ahmad. He's the idiot already. The status has changed to dating. She is beautiful, her name is Imas. But my envy is still at the limit of reasonableness. I envy the prayer. I always pray for love from someone who is kind. You also envied Tera. Don't mistake Tera, she doesn't know anything. He just accepts not chasing. You want to get a girlfriend like Noa, right?"

Dimas tried to grab the heart that almost fell from the cliff.

"Gue just wants Noa. No one can be exactly the same unless I can get him." Sandy said.

"That's the wrong way. Love is not that instant. There must be unmitigated effort and sacrifice. If you want the best, you also have to show yourself the best." said Dimas.

"Gue just wants Noa." to Sandy.

Dimas was still trying to resuscitate Sandy's sleeping side of her heart.

"You're as good as Noa, do you want to be her boyfriend? I will try to be the one you want. As long as you don't chase the ones you can't pursue. Noa is the same Tera. They're happy. Let her be happy like that."

Sandy was still speechless because of Dimas' earnest words. Confidence. Earnestness. It was on Dimas when he managed to hear his statement.

Dimas went on to express his taste to Sandy.

"---lo good. Lo friendly. Friendly and kind people. I want to have a good boyfriend like you, Sandy."

"Lo's wrong, Dim. I'm not kind. You should have gone and stayed away from me like everyone else. Stay away from me so you don't mengesel." said Sandy.

Sandy sobbed, either because of the guilt or because she was moved by Dimas' statement.

With earnestness, Dimas again grabbed Sandy's chin. Told him to look directly into the eyes. That all this is a seriousness. Not just a joke.

Dimas then aligned his face with Sandy's. Then he made one last statement. A statement that really needs to be answered.

"Gue wants to date. I want to do the same weekly malevolent boyfriend. I want to get love from you, a kind hearted person. Want to be, be my girlfriend." said Dimas.

"Gue.got it, Dim. You're wrong." - Sandy.

"The wrong way? Tell me." asked Dimas.

"Guein..."

But Dimas interrupted the speech.

"---lo right. You are always right for me. Soin I'm the perfect guy dong. A man who is happy because he has perfect love." whispered Dimas.

"No. You're wrong." whispered Sandy.

"I'm still wrong, what if you become the truth and perfect my life" said Dimas.

Sandy shook her head strongly. "Respect, Dim. I am not your dream. I'm not a good-natured person."

"The feeling of envy covers up your supposed goodness. Lo's good. Lo is kind. If you can't see it, let me see it. You are the same as me. I promise you, I'll be happy. I'm going to try to be the girlfriend you want to be" Dimas said.

"Lo shoot me?" ask Sandy.

Dimas nodded for sure. "Yes, Sandy."

"Lo really shot me, right?" reset Sandy.

Dimas nodded confidently. "Yes. Really. I am sure you are the same. Instead, you should be sure of me. Let me be happy. Let that be my job. Accept everything I've worked for. Want it."

Sandy gave a small nod in response to the statement of love for her.

"So now we're dating?" ask Sandy plain.

"Hm, when you nod just now we're officially dating" replied Dimas.

"Lo's not romantic." said Sandy.

Dimas chuckled softly in response to that innocence.

"Not romantic. Hm, I admit that. But what a romantic guy for if he can not love sincerity and sincerity. I have faith in making you happy, and I can. I will try to be the romantic girlfriend you want. I'm going to change for you. Tell me how to make you feel. I can be as romantic as you are in your delusion."

Sandy smiled thinly. "Lo want to do something for me?"

"For the lo. I want. I can. I've seen Noa and Tera a lot. I was shocked at the beginning but I learned a lot afterwards. I often ask Noa about this and that. Believe me the same. You will be happy." whispered Dimas made Sandy smile for the second time when they had held the status of a couple of minutes ago.

Dimas ventured to approach Sandy's face. His hand was still holding Sandy's chin. He slowly kissed the lips. One stolen kiss after dating status. The first kiss for them, in their teenage life.

"Lo romantic." whispered Sandy.

"It turns out simple. It's not hard being romantic." whispered Dimas.

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