
Arriving at the apartment, he entered his room and I entered my room. I leaned against the door, remembering the warmth of Surya's kiss earlier. I'm sorry Cantika, I'm sorry God. I am just a human being who cannot resist this feeling of wanting to explode, soaking it as if harboring a seed that is poured with water every day, growing and growing.
***
Pov solar
I'm sorry for raping God, what's on my mind, what's controlling it so much that I want to have it. This desire was forced to be harbored and stirred up as soon as I got close to him, but far away I could not.
I could no longer speak all the way. After arriving at the apartment, I went straight into my room without saying anything to her, I leaned against the door, afraid that she would hate me for what I had done. The kiss was still felt. I thought again, I wonder why this time he returned my kiss. Did he have to or did he start loving me?
***
Back to story
After that incident, we seemed to be two ice chunks that often meet. Quiescent. He comes into my room only when I work, prepares food for me, and maybe he eats when I'm not home. Why we became like this. I wanted to say hello, but I was embarrassed.
It was the holidays that brought the mood. I was about to drop some food into her room, but it turned out that she was going to come into my room, perfect timing. We collided, finally the black pepper beef that I made for him spattered. Our mouths were gaping, shocked, then we crouched down, immediately clearing the meat spill.
"Val, I want to apologize" he said to me, "Surya, I'm sorry,"
We finally laughed at the same time. I threw that meat spill. Then I took him to eat together in my room. Still awkward, we ate together on the carpet.
"Why are you sorry?" ask Surya.
"Because it has silenced you" I replied as I went to wash my hands.
"Why are you sorry?" I went back to Surya.
"Because I felt like I was raping you" he said bowed.
"God, people must be wrong, we forgive each other?" I said while extending my hand.
He shook my hand, "OK."
After that, our days went by as usual.
***
Two weeks later
My work in Germany has been completed, I don't know when I will be assigned again there. Surya and I went back to Jakarta. That means our togetherness has to end, just be a working partner. I will miss her real life by my side. Ah, I don't know, let time answer.
After arriving home, I immediately sent him a message.
Valeria
[Will it be home?]
The Evil One
[Udah, really. Mama nanyain you.]
Valeria
[Emot laughing]
The Evil One
[Eh, even laughing. Seriously this.]
Valeria
[I want to rest]
The Evil One
[Yes already. Yea.]
Valeria
[Bye.]
Mama came up to me, helped to tidy up my clothes.
"Denis," cut me.
"Well, yes, Denis, come to the house, he left the keys to the office warehouse, Mama put them in the drawer."
"What did he say, Ma?"
"Ga tau, Cantika who received at that time. They talked a little long in front. Ask Cantika later."
"Oh yes, Ma. I asked the guy directly."
I forgot, Denis didn't know my personal number back in Germany. If there is a Jakarta office business, usually employees call the German office. After I entered my number, a message came in, there was from the operator, and others. I'm looking for a message from Denis. Well, meet.
Denise
[Val, sorry, next month there's good news. I was accepted into the Bounty Company for a supervisor position. So next month I won't be able to continue working in your office.]
[Oh yes, the key to the warehouse I left to your sister, it is usually the one who brought Mr. Dirga. Since he doesn't exist, I'll take him to your place.]
Valeria
[Oh yes Denis, I'm in your seneng already fretted about work, congratulations, hopefully at home in the new workplace. Thanks for helping me out, yeah.]
Hopefully, Mr. Dirga will recover tomorrow and start working again.
Denis's company is closer to Surya's. Hope you are at home, Denis.
***
The next day I go back to the office. Actually I'm still tired, but because I have to see Mr. Dirga I am obliged to go to work. The employees welcomed me, he said they missed me, happy.
"Sir Ridho, how about we see Mr. Dirga, my friend Mr. Denis can not help anymore because he was accepted to work in another company."
"Yes, Mom. Later I will deliver," replied Mr. Ridho quickly.
"Thank you, sir."
"Together, Mom."
That afternoon we headed to Mr. Dirga's house. His wife and son welcomed us.
"Oh, Miss Valeria, let's go in."
"What new father, ma'am?" I was afraid to disturb him when he was resting.
"The sleeping."
"Can I talk to you for a minute, ma'am?"
"Can Miss Valeria, I'm better, really."
"Thank God."
We went into Mr. Dirga's room, a room of 3 x 3 meters, painted white with some photos mounted on the wall.
"Sir, there is Miss Valeria" said Mr. Dirga's wife.
"Good day, Mr. Dirga, how are you feeling, are you well?" ask me while sitting in the chair that has been provided.
"Mom, Mom."
There is a spirit in Mr. Dirga's tone.
"Next week I can leave again to the office," he said steadily.
"Oh yes, thank you, sir," I replied in relief.
We also chatted together, after a while me and Mr. Ridho said goodbye to go home to the office.
Relieved, Mr. Dirga can work again, although I will not force him to work too hard.