
the next day Vani again felt nauseous in the morning, he walked quickly to get into the bathroom and vomited his stomach until it was completely empty and made him feel weak again.
"hook!!! yuck!!! hoek!!"
"are you dad?"
yuli supported the body of Vani who almost fell.
"i don't know papa kok yul, just a little dizzy"
vani again lay on the bed helped by his sister.
"yes, you rest first"
"don't we go home today?"
"yes, maybe in a moment, rangga sira sir ray is still outside"
by noon they finally went home with the vani who was still weak.
arriving at the house immediately greeted with warm embrace from mama ratih and ranty as well.
"assalamualaikum"
"walaikumsalam"
"honey, how are you doing, son. You're good, right?" mama ratih hugged her daughter-in-law.
"em, yes ma"
vani nods in the arms of her mother-in-law.
"keep your health, baby"
papa Hardi rubbed his daughter-in-law's hair.
"yes pa"
"congratulations vani over your pregnancy now you do not feel sad anymore" Ranty also hugged vani.
"alhamdulilah mom as papa happy to hear it dear you guys keep healthy yes"
mama ratih hugged Vani again.the two smiled but the tears still wet their cheeks.
papa Hardi and mama ratih are happy to hear the news of the youngest daughter-in-law's pregnancy even though now their son is gone but may still be able to see his grandson as he thought.
"yes now you rest yes baby.remember you do not cry later you can be sick you can not stress kasian your baby later dear" mama rubbed gently hair vani.
"iya ma if it is vani rest first yes"
vani tries to smile despite being thin.
"yes, baby slow down"
"ayo mbak interracial"
ranty held both shoulders of his sister-in-law with Yuli who was also about to return to the room to rest.
mama ratih just stared at the back of her daughter-in-law who was walking.
"pa kasian vani" said mama ratih
"patience ma we will always take care of Vani she is also our daughter"
"yes pa"
arriving at the door of the room, Vani asks Ranty to stop accompanying him because he will enter alone.
"sampe here, thank you for me"
"oh yes you have rest yes don't cry anymore okay"
"yes" mbak"
vani stepped into her room filled with all the good memories with her husband inside.
that certainly makes Vani again remember the sweet smile on her husband's face especially when they often joke and laugh.
slowly Vani sat leaning on his bed and his hand moved to take the figura on the nightstand.
"gold me I miss you very much"
after feeling tired of crying, Vani fell asleep while hugging the picture frame of her husband.
in his room he was sitting daydreaming like he was thinking about something.
"why are you?"
ranty stroked her husband's shoulders gently.
"i think of Vani baby again.I don't have the heart to see him,"
rangga lowered his head while massaging his temple.
"you don't worry too much mas, vani strong woman and there are still we who will take care of her" Ranty encouraged her husband.
"yes dear.thank you already love the same rich vani adek you yourself" rangga smiled thinly.
"yes, I've said that Vani is rich in my own. You don't have to say thank you" Ranty rubbed her husband's arm gently.
"you know it's a pity I haven't been able to accept this reality. I can't accept the departure at this fast especially in a rich way gini. he's my only one!"
rangga who finally shed tears that he had been holding back before his sister-in-law.
"yes, I know we all don't want this to happen the same. we all love the same dika so you have to be strong yes see vani mas she will feel more fragile if we also cry" ranty hugged her husband.
"if I knew this would happen I wouldn't go to London dik. 'no"
the tears of a brother who lost his only sister.
"you are calm, I am. if you are rich you can get sick later.we pray that everyone will be steadfast in accepting this" Ranty continued to hug her husband.
after tears of sadness spilled finally Rangga decided to rest for a moment because he felt his head dizzy since yesterday.
"yes, baby, please take care of Rara outside first yes I want to rest for a while"
rangga pulled away and laid his body on the bed.
"yes, you rest"
ranty steps out of his room to find his daughter playing in the back garden.
in the garden behind the house yuli and hana were sitting on a park bench. they still feel confused about the situation of her brother now while their other families have returned to their hometowns since yesterday because many jobs are also that can not be left too long.
"sister, is it true that brother Vani is pregnant?"
"yes" yuli nodded.
"em, kak vani should be very happy but now he can only cry.I don't have the heart to see I want to entertain him he is also confused how to do" he was sad.
"yes the same. now the wealth that he needs is just bang dika so that kak vani can smile again"
"but right,,"
"don't talk about it again I became more sad nih. bang in the dead of his person so good so God loves him equally" yuli shed her tears.
"yes, brother but brother Vani also love him.."
"haisss you are"
yuli looked at her sister making hana speechless.
"is that really big brother"
"we all also love the same bang dika han especially his family, you see the father and mother of Wijaya very sad to have to lose his favorite child in a rich way gini"
"iya kak pak rangga also cry new this time deh I saw rangga pak rangga pak ray nangis even though usually his face is flat"
hana also imagined the sad faces of the two men.
"haishh why do you also pay attention to the face of the father's father.yes, obviously they are sad because the only one died"
"yes, but it's fate, may you be happy there"
"yes, hopefully the family left behind is also given patience to accept this reality"
"amen"
"oh yes brother when we go home. em, will we not be able to take notes if we stay here?" ask hana.
"i'm confused too han, too, I do not feel good if we stay here let alone we do not have a job now but I also do not have the heart if ninggalin kak vani himself especially now she is pregnant. yes, even though he's not alone here" yuli was confused.
"yes brother, kasian kak vani in the moment again rich gini he needs a lot of support from all of us"
"hem"
when they were still pensively sad ranty also came to approach the two
"ahem.."
ranty approached the two confused girls.
"can I join?" ranty looked at them.
"eh mbak ranty, can be very mbak"
they nodded along with a smile.
"thank you" Ranty sat in front of them.
"em oh yeah what were you guys talking about?"
ranty actually heard it.
"uh, don't tell me what's wrong" yuli awkwardly
"would you like to go home?" ask ranty
"em, yes we are not good if you continue to take nicotine here mbak" yuli replied slowly.
"you don't talk rich that dong you guys are adek from the hostess of this house so you can't possibly ngerepotin here. you want to stay here for nemenin vani at will until later the state of vani is better, you know now he still needs a lot of support and enthusiasm from you too"
ranty persuades the two to stay.
"em, yes mbak. yes we will stay here for nemenin kak vani until later he can accept everything well"
yuli replied with an awkward smile.
"thank you, if it's mbak into first yes want to nemenin rara play"
ranty stood up from his seat about to enter the house.
"yes" they nodded simultaneously.
in the evening, the Wijaya family was having dinner together at the dinner table.they looked at the vani who was seen just stirring the food on his plate without intending to put the food in his mouth.
"vani, let's eat dear little yes" persuaded mama ratih.
"em, vani has no taste ma" he replied lowered his head.
"vani, do you want to eat something? if anyone wants you to eat say the same mbak ya later mbak masakin for you" Ranty asked.
vani just shook her head while still looking down.
"but you have to eat little Vani even if you love your baby"
rangga spoke coldly just trying to look tough in front of Vani.
rangga thought if everyone was just being gentle with her then Vani would continue to cry.
ranty looked at her husband, who was acting very thin, but a few moments later, Vani began to put food in her mouth.
everyone who saw him smiled, finally Vani wanted to eat his food.
after dinner, they sat back in the family room to talk.
everyone was sitting on the sofa in the room.
"pa, if our child had died and his body washed up in the river, my mother would go there to see that place all the nabur flowers the departure of our child pa"
mama ratih sadly broke the silence before.
hearing the request from his wife, Papa Hardi agreed to visit the last place of his youngest child tomorrow because he also wanted to see the place directly. the place that witnessed how the accident had claimed the life of his youngest son.
"well, tomorrow we'll all be there"
papa hardi has decided.
when remembering that place, Vani again shed tears in silence. he could not see it again but it feels like Vani also wants to go back there.
the loyal Yuli was beside her brother rubbing gently on Vani's shoulder when she saw him looking down miserably.
"sorry, excuse me, madam, there's a ray master coming"
the butler who came told me.
"alright"
papa Hardi nodded and the servant left.