
dika walked into his study room then not long rangga also entered following him.
the cheque! the door of the room is open.
"dika, what the hell is this! all this time you said that it was just a trap and you were there because you fainted but why is Arin pregnant now?"
rangga was not out of thought with his sister's speech that was not in sync with his current reality.
"yes, I know how to bang"
"just yes so far I'm the same ray can't find any evidence that shows that elo is not guilty"
"you mean what? you accuse me of doing it the same arin"
"yes maybe because elo was already drunk heavily and did not realize the same what you have done"
"don't bang. if I didn't realize how I could get into that hotel room, besides you both also can not find cctv if I enter from the hotel lobby right"
"how could Arin possibly get pregnant if she didn't have anything?"
"yes, I know maybe he's just saying it to someone else"
"but doesn't she have a boyfriend?"
"you know where he doesn't have a girlfriend, anyways if only to do rich things like doang elo do not have to have a girlfriend first right bang"
"yes it's right dika, elo do not have to have a boyfriend first to be able to do it. proof arin can admit it's the same husband people"
rangga satirized and then rushed out of his sister's room.
"cz! arrghh"
yelled in frustration while throwing things on his desk because even now his own brother doesn't trust himself anymore.
inside the room Vani wiped his tears, he tried to be strong to face the problems that were on his way at this time.
"i have to be strong for my son, I don't want anything else to happen to him"
vani wiped her tears and set her breath to be calmer.
since then the relationship between vani and dika increasingly far away.
vani is still trying to remain a good wife for her husband even though only until their child is born later but arin often makes the child in the womb into a reason to be near and the attention to him made Vani feel jealous.
one night in the family room Vani was sitting while watching a drama on television.
dika came directly hugging Vani while rubbing his wife's distended stomach.
"sadly again to do this"
dika was spoiled for his wife who only focused on staring at the tv in front.
seeing Vani who was just being indifferent to her husband arin also approached and sat down beside them.
"mas in his wealth our children also want to love his father"
arin held his hand to rub his stomach as well.
dika just remained silent while staring at arin and then turned his gaze towards his stomach which still looks flat.
the hand moves slowly because the arin pulls it so that it touches the stomach as well.
forced to do so because mama ratih always said that she should be fair to her two children.
vani who saw the dika did not refuse to touch the belly of arin was just silently staring at her husband.
"em, look dear papa also love you, right?"
arin smiled holding his hand on the belly while he was just silent.
dika immediately pulled his hand from arin's stomach when he realized the gaze of his wife who was beside them.
vani averted her glassy eyes and left.
"sad"
dika followed his wife's steps and left arin just like that.
arin smiles happily seeing vani jealous of him.
"sadly horrified me first" he held back his wife's steps.
"what else is mas"
vani won't look at her husband's face.
"i just....."
"i know, I understand, but I'm just asking you for one thing, please don't do it in front of me"
"sorry, baby"
vani left no longer want to hear it because she was tired of the apology from her husband.
one day while sitting relaxed in the family room, my mom tried to talk to me about the pregnancy.
"when mom wants to talk to you about arin" mama ratih looked at her youngest son.
"what do you want to say about Arin?" ask him lazily.
"when do you want to marry arin?"
mama ratih's words made dika widen her eyes.
"what!! you mean I should marry Arin too?"
I can't believe I heard the question from my mother.
"yes, sooner or later everyone will know about arin pregnancy if you do not marry arin it will be a disgrace to our family right"
"but ma, dika was married to Vani, dika also very dear to the wife dika ma" dika lowered her head with a weak voice.
mama Ratih is also confused to say what because actually mama ratih is very fond of vani but he is also unlikely to let his other grandchildren should be born without a clear status even though it would be very heartbreaking that youngest daughter-in-law.
"so mom wants me to marry Arin?"
"yes, dear, what people will say if they hear the news that a radika wijaya does not want to admit his mistake and does not want to be responsible for his actions"
"well, that's the best thing for everyone"
he looked down sad to accept the decision with a very heavy heart because if he married arin then inevitably dika also must be ready to lose the woman he loved so much.
"you why do you seem so sad, you just have to be fair with your two wives and children"
"it's not that easy ma because if you are married to arin means you also have to be ready to release vani"
it feels like she wants to complain to her mother if this decision is very heavy for her but what can be done to complain is meaningless because it is now her own mother who asks dika to immediately marry arin.
"you mean?"
"iya ma, Vani asked me to divorce her after our son was born" she could not hide her sadness.
"what!! divorce?"
mama ratih felt shock making her body limp.
"mama!!!"
dika holds both of his mother's shoulders from the side, papa hardi also immediately approached when he saw his wife who almost fainted.
"mama's good, right?"
papa Hardi took over the handle from his son's hand to hug his wife.
"pa vani pa, vani wants to leave"
"quiet mom, yes, we can not ban vani if he wants to go because anyway this is all the fault of our son. vani also deserves to be happy and choose his own life path ma"
dika was more downcast when he heard his father's words but it was true what his father said, he said, vani will never be happy if she has to stay with him because after all Vani will bear the pain every day when she sees her husband with another wife.
"sorry to ma"
dika walked slowly leaving her two parents there while still looking down gloomily.
though he once promised to always look after and make happy the woman he loved so much but in fact now it is he who has hurt Vani and made his wife cry.
"but pa, how's our granddaughter?"
mama ratih did not want to be far from her second grandson who had been very much looking forward to her birth.
"ma'am until whenever Vani will remain our daughter and her child will also remain our granddaughter mama calm ya"
it seems selfish if mama ratih wants to remain his son-in-law but they are very fond of vani and his future grandchildren as well.
in the afternoon he went into the room and saw Vani who was sleeping in her sleep.
dika stepped closer to the side of the bed slowly sitting on the edge of his bed.
"my dear sorry I yes, I can not keep a promise I make always take care of you. I have failed to be a good husband for you. I am also not a good father for our children" dika returned to shed her tears.
it turns out that Vani was not really sleeping she heard all the words of her husband even though his voice was heard slowly, slowly vani opened her eyes and looked at him with a sad look.
vani's eyes look swollen because of crying, she sat down and leaned her body on the bed facing her husband.
"mas, you don't talk rich like that. I'm fine here"
"i can't be good right now baby, how can I live without you here"
"gold you can, before we meet you always live your life great without me here"
vani held both sides of her face and wiped away the tears on her husband's cheeks.
"but that was before we met, now it's different baby I can't"
dika looked into his wife's eyes while shaking his head.
"it makes no difference, you just need to forget me and open your heart to arin. you also soon have a baby maybe you will forget our children if later you are busy playing with your children"
vani again sobbed could not imagine what kind of life he would live without his side.
"it's not possible baby, I'll always love you as much as our son"
"yes I believe"
"sadly why I have to let you make happy with him, I will marry arin but only for status until the child is born after that we will separate. you want to come back with me again?"
dika uttered the crazy idea he had just thought of.
"but marriage is not a game, you can't just keep marrying cerein arin that way"
"but I really love you vani, I just want to spend the rest of my life with you"
dika continued to persuade his wife not to leave him.
"i also love you dika, even more than your love for me all this time. you don't know how much I admired you from the past, but our destiny says different mas"
"that's why we can stay together to face all the problems that come. I don't want us to separate dear"
"i will certainly always be there next to you to face the problems that come but all women in this world will not be able to see her husband in the arms of other women mas"
"i'll try to find a way out, baby, but you don't go and stay here with me"
"polygamous life is too difficult dika. maybe you can be fair with both of us but I'm not sure if I will not be selfish and want to belong to you completely"
in his silence he did not want to argue with his wife constantly discussing separation.
"it's quite a pity I don't want to discuss farewell again with you. until whenever you only belong to me"
dika went up and walked out of the room they left the vani.
vani just closed her eyes to hear the words that will not let her go. whether vani will be able to share her husband with arin or not.