
the next day, he woke up after a critical period after surgery.
naya could only cry when she found out her baby had died in the accident.
"hiks! hyx! hyx"
"don't cry anymore"
dila felt sad to see her brother who kept crying.
"dil. hiks's brother! hyks!"
naya hugged her sister who had been next to her.
"yes sister, I understand that big brother must be very sad but already yes brother rest first so that the condition of brother quickly recovered"
naya was lying down because she felt dizzy in her head.
*
by noon Ray came to the hospital to see the state of naya.
the cheque!
he slowly entered the room and found his wife crying.
"naya" ray walked over to the bankar.
naya just kept quiet and didn't turn or answer anything.
"naya, I'm sorry about ya"
"go"
"but nay"
"go ray sir! are you not satisfied see my situation now"
"you mean what nay"
"i know, I do this all to avenge the pain of the father who used to be right. because I never refused the father's application"
"it's not true, it's all an accident I never planned"
"i just...."
"that's enough!" naya covered her ears.
"i don't want to hear anything sorry, you better leave now!"
"but naya"
"go sir!!" hyx! hyx!
naya doesn't want to see Ray's face anymore.
"hhh" ray exhaled his long breath.
"well, if you'll excuse me"
ray finally left because he did not want to talk to him again.he decided to go home to see his wife and child at home.
arriving at the house ray did not see the whereabouts of yuli and her son there.
"sad?"
"honey! where're you?"
"arka?"
"dear, are you really going now?"
ray was sitting limply on the couch thinking that he had lost his wife and son.
yuli did decide to go home to her parents in her hometown to calm down and her mind is chaotic due to this problem.
the tut!! tutta!!!
ray tries to call Yuli but her phone is no longer active.
"hhh! I'm sorry, honey, I'm a fool, you have a heart that is sincere"
ray recalls all the good memories of being with his wife at home.
the sweet smiles of his son and wife who always warmly welcome his return from the office continue to ring in Ray's current memory.
he shed tears of regret but it was useless everything was too late.
*
at his house, Vani and Dika were accompanying his two sons playing in the raffa room.
"honey, watch out for the fall of the heart" said Vani saw the anxiety raffa play.
"iya ma" raffa smiled.
"mas, what are you doing?"
vani looked at her husband who was holding the phone seriously.
"em, this ray asked in the middle of his wealth he was very upset"
"kasian mas ray, but I also can't make yuli sorry she's mas"
"dear I know it"
"yes, you've just met me first ray"
"yes baby, you're the same kid at home first yes I have to meet ray for a while"
"yes you heart yes"
"yes dear" cup!
dika drives her car to the place where Ray shows her current location.
arriving at the place it turns out ray is in a lake, looks very sad alone.
ray was sitting on the grass on the edge of the lake while throwing small rocks into the water.
he walked up to his aloof friend.
"ahem"
dika immediately sat beside the dreamy ray.
"what do you think I should do now?"
ray asked without looking at his best friend.
"hhh! what is your relationship with Naya now?" back to asking.
"you know the answer to that"
ray did not say because he felt his best friend must have understood his situation.
"yes, I don't think anyone can do it anymore"
"there is no solution when you come"
"yes, just look at your regrets after playing with two sincere girl hearts"
"cz! I'm gonna go pick up Yuli and apologize to her"
"my advice not now because he must be very sad again, do you want in the claw claws?"
"gue has to defend my household in the"
"pliss don't be selfish, Ray, his heart's hurting so let him heal first"
"it's not that easy ray, even your presence now is bound to hurt him more than ever"
"so you mean I have to give up and let go of my wife and my son?"
"that's it? try to sit in his position now ray. will you be able to nerima if he sleeps with other guys until pregnant?"
"dik, I know I was wrong but I want to beg for a second chance, I want to make up for this mistake and fix everything"
"want to ask for a second chance? you remember what happened before you married her first, it was Ray's last chance"
"gue should try again"
"whatever you are, I will help you pray that you will not be accepted again.em, I mean hopefully you will be sorry"
"thank you for that useless prayer.I have to go to the village now also to find yuli"
"okay, be careful ray. sorry I can't nemenin lo"
"go on, thank you, brother bye!"
"hem" dika nodded
ray then rushed to meet his wife in his hometown, while he went straight home.
when he got home he went back to see his wife and children in the room.
the cheque!
dika walked in and sat beside his wife.
"sad?"
"mas, what's the state of the ray mas?"
"Alhamdulillah he is healthy and still intact also the shape was dear" replied he jokingly.
"mas, I mean where is she now? you even live in mas"
"not that I left him but he who left me dear, he said to chase and beg forgiveness from yuli"
"jeez mas ray, why is it so complicated"
"yes, it's a pity that you don't feel sad anymore, yes, let them finish their household problems independently"
dika embraced his wife's body from the side while looking back at his two sons on the bed.
ray's car finally arrived in front of his father-in-law's house, hesitatingly knocking on the door and greeting him.
poke! poke! poke!
"Assynogaic"
"Walaikumsalam" brother yuli opened the door.
the cheque!
"eh ray? let's go in here yuli's in that room"
"yes sister"
ray smiled awkwardly confused at the warm attitude of his sister-in-law who welcomed his arrival by smiling like nothing happened, or indeed Yuli had not told their household problems to her family.
"do you want to pick yuli up?"
"em yes brother" ray nodded.
"oh yeah I've just met in the room yes. brother wants to go to the kitchen first"
"yes, thank you"
ray smiled and walked to his wife's door.
the cheque!
the door opened, Ray saw his wife and son sleeping on the bed.
ray walked slowly and sat on the edge of the bed watching the two faces he missed so much.
in recent months, ray's focus has splintered to the point of rarely paying attention to his son and wife at home.
"sorry I am dear" Ray looked at his wife.
"sorry papa ya son" turned to also look at his son.
when Ray was still sad yuli also woke up from his sleep because he felt there was the presence of others there.
"mas ray?"
yuli got up from her sleep and sat on the bed right next to her husband.
"sad"
"what else are you here for?"
"honey, I'm sorry"
"i've gone from your life so you can be happy with her, the girl you love"
"don't love me, I just love you. yesterday I was happy baby I beg you to give me the last chance I promise it won't happen again"
ray knelt before his wife in tears as he wept, unable to hold back his tears of regret.
"mas I beg of you to understand yes, we can not be the same again now"
"but why, dear?"
"i can't guarantee that my feelings will be the same as they used to be for you"
"give me a chance to make up for all my mistakes, baby. I'll understand if you can't love me first but I'll love you and our child first"
"go on, look for your happiness because all this time I know you're not happy with me"
"honey, you're the only happiness I've had so far. It was just an accident made by irresponsible people"
"continue why you did not tell me and instead enjoy the role that was initially unintentionally so a secret among us mas"
"i'm afraid you're leaving me, baby"
"you even married that girl behind my back and you even bought her a fancy house that I didn't have"
"i'm just saying it because I love that he has no place to live"
"do you not care about me?"
"we've lived in a comfortable home dear and the house will be our home forever"
"but the other house is more comfortable for you, right? she's a gentle and caring girl, not rich me who always nagging with you. I realize now why you can't fall in love with me, I'm sorry I'm not a good wife to you"
yuli also cried but she tried to look strong to face him.
"you're my best wife dear, I beg you to let me make a wound in your heart because of a mistake I've made all this time"
"thank you but you don't need to do that because now this heart is not your responsibility anymore.Let me do this wound myself, I'm sure slowly things will get better and I beg you never to come back after this wound heals later"
yuli released ray's hand grip from her hand.
"honey, I beg you"
"i also beg you please no longer mas. you used to also weld rich gini but what is the result now?"
"sorry me"
"i'm sorry, but it's all done here"
ray bowed helplessly, he regretted but nothing more.he knew his wife was very hurt but it felt ray could not afford to part.