
today he was just lazing in his room until lunchtime arrived, rangga again invited his sister and their two secretaries to lunch together.
when the four were having lunch with Rangga saw dika who only stirred the food in front of him lazily and not excited then the view of Rangga was turned to look at Vani who was also just silently daydreaming.
rangga looked at Naya with a questioning gaze but she just sniffed her shoulders to answer her because she also did not know what was going on with the couple before her.
"ahem!"
deheman Rangga made his two younger siblings realized and immediately focused on their respective food.
"em, I'm going to the toilet for a second sir"
vani looked at rangga.
"em" rangga nodded.
vani moved from his seat about to step to the toilet but suddenly he felt his head was very dizzy probably due to lack of sleep last night.
"sha"
dika who saw Vani was about to fall was immediately moved from his seat and held the body of Vani not to fall.
"vani's mom!" yelled and reflexively stood up from his seat because he saw Vani who almost fainted.
"van!" so too with the worried.
rangga and dika stared at Naya simultaneously.
"eee, that means Vani you're good, right?" naya corrected her words.
dika looked back at Vani who was still feeling dizzy.
"you don't have papa?" ask rangga approaching.
"em, I'm not papa kok sir" Vani still holds his forehead.
"you better go home, so you can rest" Rangga looked at Vani's pale face.
"em, thank you sir"
vani nodded not refusing to be told to go home because at this time his body did feel very weak and needed rest.
"dika lo anterin vani ya" said rangga to dika who had just stared silently.
"ee, I'm busy again this bang so want to go straight back to the office.lo aja deh who nganter or tell the driver yes, I first"
dika stepped away leaving the vani and rangga and naya there even though he had not even touched his lunch.
rangga looked at Vani who looked sad because she just left her when she was sick.
"i'm not papa kok mas. yes I've come home by taxi aja ya" Vani grabbed her bag on the table and walked slowly.
"em, let's take the driver"
rangga called the private driver to pick him up at the cafe.
a few days later Rissa reappeared.he came to the office as usual.
when he was about to enter the room, Rissa also looked at Vani who was also looking at him sharply but Rissa only smiled faintly and went straight into the room.
I don't know what is being rissa and dika talk about in the room vani did not know but since that day the relationship between dika and rissa was getting closer to make vani more difficult to keep away dika from rissa.
in addition to the increasingly sticky dika with rissa now dika was getting away from vani. he also always forbade vani to follow his steps when going with rissa.
currently, Vani is sitting pensively on the bench of the park behind the house owned by the rangga.
vani is confused dominant sad because now she is getting away from him.
moreover, seeing the closeness between dika and rissa that is getting more and more days makes him unable to withstand jealousy.
not only about his sad feelings but what makes Vani helpless is when his son always asks about where his papa is. because lately dika has never again come or visit the household to meet their son it makes raffa again miss his father.
vani sits quietly with tears streaming down her cheeks, she is not crying just her tears come out just like that when she remembers about her little family who used to be very happy but now no longer.
ranty who saw his sister-in-law was pensive alone also walked closer to Vani.
ranty understood with vani's sadness but could only give support and encouragement to his sister-in-law.
"vani you are patient yes mbak hope you keep the spirit. mbak sure someday dika sure rich back first again" ranty rubbed gently shoulder vani.
"yes mbak, I'm not papa kok. I'm just sad because raffa aja he must miss his papa" Vani wipe his tears.
"tomorrow we bring raffa play to mom's house as papa again yes so they can meet"
"yesterday we also have been there mbak but mas dika was not at home when he came home he did not want to meet raffa" vani down sad.
"we try again yes, maybe yesterday it was busy" Ranty rubbed Vani's arm.
vani just smiled as she nodded looking at ranty who was staring at her
ranty also felt sad to see the problems that occurred in the household of his two sisters-in-law but he also did not know how to fix everything.
days continue to pass as usual vani still trying to follow where dika and rissa go directly or quietly.
the longer you feel very bored with the behavior of his secretary, often times dika forbid vani to follow him but vani did not want to listen to the words of his boss.
dika is increasingly confused by his own state of mind so chaotic that he accidentally snapped at Vani who continued to follow his steps wherever it was because according to him there was no secretary who was excessive to his boss as he was vani did to him.
"dear wait!" vani is chasing the steps.
"why do you always follow me anywhere" dika staring vani with dislike.
"i just, uh,,"
"but sir,,,"
"i said go!! you didn't hear it?"
"i just want to..."
"go!!" yelling dika yelled with a loud voice expelling vani from before her.
the clash certainly made Vani feel surprised and feel pain in his heart.vani really did not expect to get anger from her husband.
his heart was so hurt that Vani could not hold back tears just come out in front of him who was emotional to him.
"well sir from now on I will never follow my father again sorry, excuse me sir"
dika averted her eyes because she did not want to see Vani crying.
vani steps away with tears that she can't stand running down her cheeks.
after apologizing, Vani immediately came out of the room with deep disappointment.
it turns out that his wait patiently all this time only fruitfully fruitless.not the love of her husband who returned to get but only anger and resentment that was addressed to him.
finally Vani came home with all his disappointment.
"hiks! hyks!"
in the car heading home to the house Vani still continued to cry making the driver who saw him confused but did not dare to ask only kasian saw him.
'mas dika sorry I yes, I have tried my hardest to defend our household all this time but maybe fate says something else. if indeed our soul mate only until here I hope I can release you sincerely' Inner vani crying while leaning in the car.
in his room, he felt sorry for yelling at Vani and making her cry but he had no choice. Better to leave than to follow her as he thought.
in a different country exactly inside the ray apartment they are preparing to return home soon.
yuli's pregnancy has been growing and in two months will give birth to their first child then today ray and yuli decided to immediately go home to the homeland because yuli wants her child to be born in his hometown.
yuli wants her child born in the middle of the warmth of their family once she thinks. Besides the work ray was back to normal then dika asked ray to return home.
vani finally reached home with his swollen eyes.he went straight into the room and locked himself in it.
ranty and the children were playing in the garden behind the house and did not know if Vani had come home early from the office.
"hiks! hyx! hyks!"
vani who was tired of crying finally fell asleep on his soft and comfortable bed.
in the afternoon, Vani came out of the bathroom after he finished cleaning himself.vani tried not to cry anymore because he had to keep smiling in front of his son.
"uh! I can not cry continuously, I have to keep the spirit.I still have raffa that will be an encouragement for me"
vani encourages herself and tries to smile accepting her current state.
"mama!" raffa went into the room and saw her mother sitting on the edge of the bed.
"honey, here's a really bad mama playing with me" emuach!
vani hugged and kissed his son's cheek with anxiety.
"sorry mama yes dear, because all this time mama is busy working so rarely nemenin affair playing deh"
vani apologized to his only son because at the end of this he was always busy with work and thought about the closeness of the day and rissa that made him rarely have time to play with his son.
now Vani decides not to think too much about his problems anymore, he just wants to focus on taking care of his son well so that raffa grows into a child who will always love him in his old age.
"iya ma, the affair knows now mama don't cry anymore ya" raffa wiped the tears on his mother's cheek.
"thank you baby, my mommy can already say the letter r?"
vani heard his son was able to pronounce one letter that is the most difficult to pronounce by children in general.
"iya dong ma hehe" raffa smiles with sweetness.
a smile that always reminds Vani of her husband at once can dampen longing when looking at him.
"big mama's son" praised vani for his son.
raffa is a smart kid he likes to count and learn to read. Drawing is a thing he really likes.
"yes dong mama"
"oh yeah baby, let's help mama finish our clothes together"
"hem, where are we going?"
"you know tomorrow we're going to your aunt's house in the village"
"why ma, did papa come?"
"we are both just a pity because papa is still busy in the office is still a lot of work papa"
"okay to mama"
raffa gave her thumbs up while smiling to make vani gaunty back to kiss her son's cheek.
"already dong ma later cheeks affair lipstrik mama loh"
"hem? lipstick darling"
"hehe" rafa laughed.
vani laughed at his son's funny words.