Bondage of Love

Be ill.. Be ill.. Be ill..

"I want you Xander."

"Misha, you're sure of what you said."

Kamishha was silent. He kept pushing forward until Xander's body sat on the sofa.

Xander could not believe why - suddenly Kamisha's attitude changed. "You're under the influence of drugs?"

"I don't know, all I know is I want you." Kamisha started to mess up. He began to sit on the lap of Xander who was still in disbelief.

"Who gave you the medicine?"

Kamisha silently did not answer, he was busy touching Xander's hard, lovable chest. Of course it evokes something down there that hasn't been disturbed for a long time.

Shit I can't resist Kamisha's charm. I wanted so badly Xander's mind churned, at war with his wits.

"Misha" he said softly as he pushed Kamisha's waist back a little, as this was too close. Could danger.

"Don't turn me down Xander." whispered Kamisha in her husband's ear.

"Misha ak__." Not until Xander finished his words, his mouth was silenced with kisses - hot kisses from a tangled Kamisha.

The kiss that he had so longed for and now he got it with no effort. The opportunity was not wasted by Xander.

Sorry baby, you started it first Inner Xander. He immediately returned Kamisha's hot kiss, played her tongue and even gave her a bite - a spoiled bite. Languid after lull came out from Kamisha's tiny mouth.

Xander began to ventured by giving touches that made Kamisha more courageous. He started to open Xander's shirt. Xander's two hands unceasingly played his wife's twin hills hardened and dense.

"Slow down baby, sick." he said softly.

Xander softens the rhythm in playing his twin hills. Not only that one more hand began to play Kamisha's butt which was increasingly filled.

"Put me Xander."

Xander stared intently deep into Kamisha's eyes. He wanted to make sure that it was really his wife's request and not play or prank.

"You know, if it's like this I can't stop Misha."

"Do it, baby." Kamisha cupped her hands together on Xander's cheeks. "Oh I miss you Xander."

Xander stood up while holding Kamisha's body, automatically hooking his legs on Xander's waist. Xander took her into the room. He laid Kamisha's body slowly.

He began to smell his wife's fragrant body while undressing Kamisha until the body was plastered with no thread.

"You're sexier baby." praise Xander.

"Consider Xander, please." Kamisha pulled out her husband's body in order to quickly unify.

They began to kiss, Xander's hands stroking the soft burrow of Kamisha's already wet femininity. Xander slowly put his possessions together into a pleasure pit.

"Aauuww. hurts!" yell Kamisha slowly.

Xander knew they hadn't had sex in a long time. Need adjustment to Kamisha. Xander slowed down the tempo of his game after Kamisha felt new comfort he added speed.

"Aacch..! honey, I'm going to explode." shouted Kamisha.

"We're just as explosive as we are." Xander further sped up his game until a long sigh escaped his mouth.

Kamisha with a breath of breath and sweat soaked her body, closing her eyes.

Xander kissed Kamisha. "I'm sorry baby, I love you" he said, enveloping his wife's body.

Actually he still wanted to do it again but seeing Kamisha who was exhausted and immediately fell asleep he abandoned his intentions.

Xander checked on Enzio, the baby had woken up but was not fussy at all 1. After cleaning up Xander held Enzio, the baby looked happy.

"Don't fuss boy. Mommy's on break." Xander takes Enzio to Kamisha's side bed. He put Enzio on his chest and patted him to sleep again. Xander also fell asleep beside Kamisha, he slept happily.

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"Oahem." Kamisha. He stretched his stiff body muscles. Why does my body feel so tired, he thought. He opened the blanket and wanted to see if Enzio had woken up.

"Aaaacchhh!" he shouted while covering his mouth with both hands. Why don't I put on this shirt, my body is also sticky with sweat, my God what happened he thought in panic.

He looked around and with wide eyes as if he could not believe it he saw Xander who was only wearing a sleeping boxer while hugging Enzio.

Kamisha was angry to see all this. He could not believe that Xander could do all this.

"Xander's awake!" Kamisha shook Xander's body violently.

"Oahemm, for a minute baby I'm still tired."

"Wake up! or I'm screaming out loud."

Xander opened his eyes immediately. "What do you mean?"

"What did you do to me?"

"You forgot? last night we made peace with Misha, you've forgiven me and we've made love."

"No, that's not true. I haven't forgiven you, Xander."

"But last night you seduced me."

"Stop! stop all that bullshit!"

"I'm not lying baby, that's what's really going on." Xander tried to convince. "Try to calm down and remember last night."

Kamisha was silent for a moment, his head ached having to remember aloud the events of last night. He was confused, he was angry. "I wouldn't do this if you didn't give me something?"

"Hey, I'm not that cool to make you fall in love with me anymore." Xander put the sleeping Enzio into the baby box.

"No. no. This is not true." Kamisha mondar mandir hotel. She felt like a cheap woman in front of Xander. He felt ashamed. Suddenly he was silent. "Mama.well it must be mama."

"What did mom do?"

"Mama must have given me the medicine until I did that to you?"

"Misha, please forget your anger towards me. We're starting this household again from scratch."

"No Xander, I'm even more angry with you!"

"You mean?"

"You know I'm under the influence of medicine, but why would you take advantage of my helplessness!" shout Kamishah. "That's the same as raping me!"

"We are husband and wife, where there is the term rape."

"There, because you forced me. It's the same as rape, isn't it?"

"You who continue to force me, I have no power to reject your charm dear. We are husband and wife and that means we do it on the basis of mutual love. I didn't rape you."

"I'm on Xander's drug! and in my conscious state I don't want to do that with you!"

The look on Xander's face was disappointed to hear Kamisha's words. "So much do you hate me?"

"Well, I hate you" said Kamisha, looking away, closing her eyes, her mouth shaking. Whether I really hated my husband, or just the shame that Xander finally knew that I still wanted him, still loved him the inner Kamishas at war.

"Alright if that's what you want. I'm leaving." Xander put his clothes back on and immediately left Kamisha's house.

Kamisha squealed and cried - so. He nodded and hugged both of his legs. What has he done, why has everything become more and more chaotic.

Meanwhile..

Mama Attalia, Axel and mbok Sri have arrived at home.

"Who are you lonely to go where?" mama Attalia was already impatient to know the outcome of her plan.

"Mommy. mommy.." call Axel.

Out of the room came Kamisha with her face.

"You're home yet?" she asked with a smile to hide her wounded heart.

"Yes mommy, the show's over."

"Get in Axel's room, mommy wants to talk to oma."

Mama Attalia seems to have known the results of the plan just by looking at the face of Kamisha and Xander who were not there. It is certain that the plan failed completely.

"I want to talk, ma."

"Speak."

"We're sitting on the front porch."

The two of them went out and sat back on the front porch.

Kamisha sighed before starting to talk to her in-laws. He did not want to offend my mother because all this time he was the one who always gave encouragement and supported her.

"Ma."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Has mom put anything in my drink?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Kamisha was surprised by my mother's reply. "Why?"

"Mama wants you back together, you know you still love each other."

"But Mom knows how I feel right now. I need some time, ma."

"When do you want? I'm sorry to see your kids."

"Mama is too much. Axel's okay - what when there's no daddy. Especially Enzio."

"You're wrong Misha, Axel told me how proud Xander always came to school. In school, your son is always said to be an illegitimate child, a child who has no father. Do you know that?"

"Tta. but Axel never told me."

"Because he won't add to your burden. He sees you being quiet - always waiting for Xander to arrive by sleeping on the couch. That's your habit when Xander gets home late. He knows you're looking forward to Xander's presence. Even if he doesn't know what your problem is."

"Ma I__."

"Here you go, my mom is tired of all this. You are adults, you can determine which is best. You're the same - just as stubborn."

"Where's Xander?"

"He's gone."

Mama Attalia moved from her seat.

"Where are you going?"

"Finding Xander, I think he needs a mama right now after your rejection."

"I don't__."

"I know you guys must have made love last night, but you must have regretted knowing that you were under the influence of drugs and ended up rejecting Xander." mama Attalia knew right away that she saw some red marks on Kamisha's neck. "And you need to know we all want you reunited including your best friend Sofi."

"Sophy."

Mama Attalia immediately brought her suitcase back and put it in the car. "Think clearly and calmly Misha."

"Be careful, ma."

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That night Kamisha was a lot of daydreaming. Mbok Sri knows his employer is thinking a lot. So he took the initiative to take care of Axel and Enzio.

Kamisha sat pensively in the living room, closing her eyes trying to remember the night. Then he remembered the words of his mother that Sofi also knew a lot about this problem. He tried to call his best friend.

"Hello, Sof."

"Hi mrs Xander. Congratulations on your reuniting."

Kamishha was silent.

"Hey, why silence?"

"Why did that crazy idea come to mind, Sof?"

"Okay, it looks like my plan failed."

"Well, that crazy plan you put together with mama failed miserably."

"We just want you back to how you used to be because we know you still love each other."

"But are you considering my feelings?"

"What feeling? all I know is the feeling of loving each other. Never mind Sha, I know you're too proud to admit that you need your husband."

"You don't know whatwhat. That night I felt raped by my own husband."

"It's only outside your heart that speaks, but not in your heart. If you really resisted that drug reaction you would have gone to avoid your husband. But you just let it flow as it is. The one who really knows your heart is yourself, Sha." Sofi was silent for a moment. "I'm sorry if I was too brave to interfere in your domestic affairs, Sha."

"It's okay, Sof, I know you mean well."

"Think calmly, I will not force any more wills and sacrifice our friendship."

"Sof, I can never be angry with you. Because I know you're doing this for me."

Call terminated. Kamisha fell silent again, confirming that what Sofi said was true.

"Mr Misha, sorry to interrupt."

"Why mbok?"

"It looks like Enzio's body is hot."

Kamisha immediately went into the room. Carrying the fussy Enzio. "Truly mbok, her body is hot. It's worth it today he's lazy to suckle."

Kamisha took a thermometer, with a reading of 38.5. He took off Enzio's shirt to check his body. There are some rashes on his hands and feet. He tried to look at Enzio's mouth and see the reddish color there.

"I'll take him to the hospital, mbok."

"Then I wake Axel up first."

"No need to pity him." Kamisha is actually confused, mbok Sri will definitely keep Axel at home. But if he does not take Sri, who will carry Enzio when he drives.

Kamisha's hand shook, God what should I do. He must think quickly. Xander. Well I have to call Xander.

He quickly called Xander while holding Enzio, while mbok Sri prepared the needs of Enzio to be taken to the hospital.

"Hello, Xander."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Zio's sick, help me get him to the hospital."

"Okay, wait for me. Don't panic okay."

"Hm."

Call terminated. It didn't take long for Xander to come with mom. They both take Zio to the hospital, while Attalia's mom takes care of Axel.

Kamisha walked back and forth while waiting for the results of the doctor's examination, she heard the cry of her baby and tried to enter.

"Misha what are you doing?"

"I have to go in, Zio needs me."

"All right, we're going in the same okay."

Kamisha. They both went inside but some nurses told him to wait outside.

"Sorry, our father and mother please do not interfere with the examination process carried out by the doctor."

"But son sa__."

"Sorry mother, please comply with the procedure from the hospital."

Kamisha almost cried.

"We've been waiting for Zio here, he won't be anything."

"But I'm worried about Xander."

"I know, let's pray here for our son's recovery." Xander rubbed Kamisha's shoulders.

Kamisha hugging Xander while crying she needed a warm chest and embrace from her husband. She felt guilty about why her baby was sick. Xander gently stroked Kamisha's hair and gave her a warm embrace. It happened long enough for the doctor to come to give information about Zio's condition.

"Your baby is either exposed to the Singapore flu or known as KTM or an accomplice and mouth. Now that you have given the medicine, we will observe later whether the heat and rash have disappeared.

"Thank you doctor, please do your best for my son."

"certainly, sir. You both do not need to worry, this disease also often attacks small children."

After being moved to Kamisha and Xander's inpatient room, they took care of Enzio.

"You don't have to worry, said doctor Enzio will be fine."

Kamisha nodded as she gently stroked her sleeping son. "The body's still hot."

"The medicine has also just been included, it's all a process" Xander said. "Sleep, I'll stay here."

"I'm not sleepy."

"Effort to sleep, tonight let me take care. Replace with you tomorrow."

"I want to see how Xander develops."

"Rest Misha. Trust me, nothing will happen. I don't want you to get sick." Xander gently rubbed Kamisha's head, which made her crumble until she finally wanted to sleep on the sofa.

Xander looked at his wife who never closed her eyes. "Why?"

"I can't sleep."

Xander approached with a smile. He sat next to Kamisha. "Sleep." he ordered, patting his shoulder.

Kamisha leaned there, either because she was comfortable or tired she quickly closed her eyes. Xander smilingly looked at his wife's tired-looking face, and some red patches on her neck that made her recall their heated struggle last night. Xander kissed Kamisha's forehead. "I love you."

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This morning Kamisha soon woke up, she saw Xander who was changing Zio's diapers while talking to her.

"Hey boy, daddy's strong boy. Get well soon, okay."

"How hot is it?"

"It's gone down, the nurse's check was 37.5."

"Thank God, mommy's worried about you, baby."

Because Enzio's mouth is still a little reddish so Kamisha must be patient in giving Asi.

"You hungry, baby?" Kamisha carried Enzio and immediately took out one of his twin hills. Enzio slowly began to want to drink it even though it was sometimes removed and then drunk again.

Xander turned his eyes. He did not want to think strange - strange, let alone the red spot was also there. It reminded him of that hot night. He decided to leave the room for fresh air.

After going back to sleep, Kamisha placed Enzio on the bed. He turned his eyes to Xander who had just entered.

"Where from?"

"Bought you breakfast."

"Have you eaten?"

"Already, it was in the cafe downstairs."

"Well I'll eat, rest." Kamisha began to feed the rice that had been bought by Xander.

Xander nodded before going to the sofa, seeing the condition of the baby before moving on to rest. Last night he did not sleep, he already felt a great pain in his head.

And bruukk!!.. Xander collapsed on the floor.

"Xander what happened to you!" shout Kamishah.

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