Bondage of Love

Goodbye to Kamisha.

It has been almost a month Xander had to be willing to go back and forth Jogja Bandung. He has been undergoing treatment and therapy for his legs. Actually he had to go abroad for treatment but he was still hard to leave Kamisha. He wanted to see the birth of his son. But the hospital in Singapore has asked him to do an examination immediately.

"What makes you delay the examination in Singapore?"

"I want to see the birth of my son."

"Sorry sir, if I think it is better for you to take the examination in Singapore. Fear if we delay too long will result in no good on the recovery of the father."

Xander seemed speechless, confirming what Alex had said. Makes sense too. During the treatment Xander had to stay there and should not travel by plane until declared cured by a doctor.

Nerves - weakened nerves will be treated there and it takes a long time depending on the condition and determination of the patient. One month, two months can even be up to a year. That is what burdens Xander for having to part with Kamisha and his children.

"Do you know why I'm delaying this treatment?"

"No sir."

"Did you know that I used to visit Kamisha?"

"No sir." Alex replied. "The mistress knows you're back to busying yourself and going on a business trip."

"Good." said Xander in relief. "Well, I'll leave Singapore soon. But before that I want to see Kamisha first."

"Good sir. I'll prepare."

Alex prepared everything including Xander's departure ticket to Singapore. Tonight they will go to Jogja and meet Kamisha in silence as usual.

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This morning Mbok Sri cleaned the house as usual. It just so happened last night it was raining so he planned to clean the floor from the rain. Fear will endanger Kamisha who is already pregnant. But for a while he was silent and seemed to notice something.

"Surprisingly, whose foot is this? and this is like a bicycle wheel that's hit by wet soil. Did any thieves get in?" mbok Sri scratched her non-itchy head. It goes into checking all the items that are there and everything is still as it was without anyone missing or moving places. After confirming everything, mbok Sri returned to the front with a mop in her hand. He was still standing there looking at the trail.

"Why mbok? how to daydream."

"Eh mbak Misha, boten nopo - nopo mbak (not what - what mbak)." answered mbok Sri. "Mbak Misha in the dalem alone, the floor is wet afraid that it will slip."

"Yes, do not mostly daydream mbok." message Kamisha while eating a snack in his hand.

"Eh iiya mbak."

"Yes mbok, it will be clean - clean come with me to the hospital. Today I want control to the gynecologist."

"Experts, good mbak."

Kamisha went back inside. Mbok Sri continued to clean the floor. Later that night I'll have to scout out who's been inside the house. If the thief is definitely there is a lost item thought mbok Sri in the heart. He immediately cleaned everything and made sure there were no more puddles on the terrace.

Around nine am Kamisha and mbok Sri headed to the hospital and came home to pick up Axel.

"Mrs Xander please come inside." call a nurse.

Kamisha rushed inside. She did use the name Xander because in registration must include the name of her husband.

"Good morning Madam Xander, today the husband is not coming?"

"Eh, sorry doctor happens my husband is still sick so can't accompany me to check." replied Kamisha with a clumsy smile. There was no way he would tell his family to the doctor.

"All right, no problem. I think if there is a husband he can come to listen to my explanation about the process of giving birth. Given the age of the womb you have entered the seventh month."

"Hmm.. later I will record the conversation doctor, so my husband can learn it at home."

"Alright, let's sleep there we'll do a routine checkup."

Kamisha immediately headed to bed for the USG. The doctor begins the examination.

"Wow your baby is very active. This indicates the nutrition you consume is appropriate" said the doctor. "What if your night of sleep is interrupted because the movement is very active?"

"Initially, the doctor, I was sleeping less well because he kicked a lot. But somehow this one month if he's very quiet and sleeps I can rest assured."

"Well it could also be because of the touch or caress of his father. It can make your baby calm."

Kamisha was silent, a touch from nowhere. Her husband was in Bandung and didn't care.

"Mrs Xander. Mrs Xander." call the doctor several times.

"Eh yes doc." The call broke his daydream.

"The examination is difficult to complete. Everything is good from heart rate, baby weight and even baby movement. You do not need to worry, diet and exercise still have to run until delivery later. Do not forget to caress your husband on the stomach will make the baby become calmer so that the quality of your sleep becomes good."

"Well, the doctor will tell my husband" replied Kamisha forced to lie.

"Speak also, because your content will soon give birth to prepare all the needs if at any time you experience contractions. Here's a video please learn."

"Thank you doctor."

Kamisha paused and walked out of the room. He and Mbok Sri immediately left the hospital.

"Mbok us to the grave of the father first" said Kamisha. "Either why I arrived - suddenly miss with the father." Kamisha's eyes always glazed - glass when he remembered his father.

"Good mbak."

It takes a long time finally.they got to the place where Mr. Amir was buried.

Kamisha soon approached his father's grave and several times touched the mound.

"Sir, Kamisha went to the doctor today and will soon give birth. It's sad that you can't see and hold my baby. My baby is so healthy, it never bothers me at all. Although there is no Xander here at the moment, I am trying hard to live three lives with my children. I'm sorry if I haven't been able to please you all this time." Kamisha shed tears. And occasionally rub it by hand. After praying, he immediately left his father's final place of contention.

"Mbak Misha should not be sad, I am sure the father is proud to have Misha's mother."

"Thank you for encouraging me."

"Let's go get Axel, mbak, hunt late."

"Come on."

Kamisha and mbok Sri immediately went to pick up Axel. They stopped by the baby supply store to buy some supplies. According to the Javanese if the womb has entered the seventh month can only buy baby equipment.

"Axel baby, don't be all blue." Kamisha.

"It's baby boy mommy, it should be blue."

"Yes, but in green, grey or brown, mommy tastes can also be used."

"Alright, I will choose other colors as well" said Axel who was a little disappointed because some of his choices were returned. Kamisha only smiled at her son's behavior. If there was Xander here he would not have lost his frenzy with Axel.

"Mommy! mommy!" call Axel while waving his hand.

Kamisha hurried over. "What's the matter, baby?"

"Look at this." point Axel at a very nice baby stroller. "Good, it's definitely a good fit for sister."

"Dear, this is great." Kamisha's eyes looked sparkling. He looked at the price on the stroller, he looked surprised. It's expensive Kamisha thought. "Hmm, this is good, baby, but we'll buy it next time."

"Why mommy?"

"Stroller is for babies who have been born, while the younger brother is not yet born. We'll buy it when my sister's born, how?"

"All right" Axel said. There was more disappointment in his eyes. Kamisha knew her son was very disappointed.

"Axel, mommy and baby sister are hungry. How about we eat first after that buy ice cream and chocolate?"

"really?"

Kamisha. A smile expands on Axel's plain face. "Let's mommy, this time I'll eat a lot of ice cream."

"No, later cough lo cold." mbok Sri warned.

"Ah mbok Sri is not fun." said Axel annoyed.

"It's okay, it's okay. Once - once, it's a pity."

"Yes, come on mommy." Axel pulls Kamisha's hand. After paying for the goods purchased they immediately headed to a cafe followed by mbok Sri who brought groceries.

A pair of eyes noticed their activities and cheerfulness, occasionally he rubbed his glazed-glass eyes.

"Alex."

"Yes sir."

"You buy a stroller and all the baby gear you have." he ordered.

"Good sir."

Alex immediately executes Xander's orders. And for a while the goods were in Xander's rental house during his time in Jogja.

Meanwhile...

After going through a tiring activity for Kamisha and they finally decided to go home and rest.

Arriving home after taking a shower and making sure of the order for tomorrow Kamisha rushed to rest. His body is so tired.

As usual, Xander waited until the lights were out and everyone fell asleep. The night was clear and not overcast. But it was different from Xander's mood. He felt very heavy that night because he was going to separate temporarily from Kamisha.

"Let's go in Alex."

"Good sir." Alex immediately pushes Xander's wheelchair and opens the door. He had a duplicate key because it was the house he was looking for without Kamisha's knowledge.

"I went into Kamisha's room first."

As usual routine Xander always invites his son in the womb to chat, stroking so that the baby boy is very calm and make Kamisha sleep soundly.

After almost an hour he was there he finally said he would leave them for a while.

"Hey, boy. Daddy's going away for a minute. Take care of your mommy okay. I love you." long enough Xander kissed Kamisha's belly.

"Dear Misha, once my legs are healed I will confidently meet you, receive punishment from you. I know I'm wrong, I know I'm a coward. Allow me to form my confidence again to dare to meet and take responsibility for all my mistakes. Good bye, dear." Xander kissed Kamisha. Shortly after, he got out.

Xander closed the door back. Alex helped him push and suddenly the lights became bright

"Thank you?" pekik mbok Sri surprised.

"Ssttts. Don't be hard - hard mbok."

"So all this time the trail that was in front of it had a master."

"We're talking outside the bok. I'm afraid I'm gonna wake up Kamisha and Axel."

The three of them finally came out. Xander explained all his actions and intentions to mbok Sri.

"Please don't tell Misha this matter."

"Good, sir."

"One more mbok."

"Sign sir."

"Please let me know if Kamisha gives birth later."

"Good sir, I'll definitely call."

"Thank you for your help, mbok."

"Rapidly healed sir." mbok Sri prayer.

Xander immediately left Kamisha's house. Tomorrow he will travel to Singapore. Struggling to walk again. See you later Kamisha.

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