Bondage of Love

Message from Ayu

That morning Kamisha did the usual activities as Laras today did not enter because he was still in shock with Norman who was so defamatory.

All of Norman's evil deeds have already paid off with his dismissal. For the money he has embezzled he still has to replace.

Kamisha was in her own room. He is still busy with work in front of the computer. Because today he works alone.

"Mbak." call someone.

"Kyara?" Kamisha looked surprised by who was in front of her.

"I want to talk, can I?"

"Can." Kamisha stopped her work. He turned off the computer, organized the file and then moved from his seat. "Let's go there." Kamisha invited Kyara to sit on the sofa near her room. They both remained silent for a while. Kamisha felt awkward.

"Hmm mbak."

"Yes." Yeah."

"I want to apologize."

"On what? about Xander? or about Axel?"

"Everything mbak. After a few days of clear thinking, I made a lot of mistakes. Either Misha and Xander or Axel."

"Are you sure you're wrong with just us?"

"I also feel guilty about my mother."

"There's a lot of attitude you have to improve, Ra. I often advise that too for your future."

"I was hurt at first because Misha married Xander. I darkened my eyes so on the advice of my friend, I gave Xander a stimulant. I beg Misha not to say anything to Xander."

"He already knows. There's CCTV footage that captures you fighting Xander with me."

"Well, what did he say?" kyara's face looked pale and tense.

"I asked him not to prolong this matter. Because I still think of you as family."

"Really?"

"True, what's your reason for doing that?"

"I still don't accept being dumped by Xander, mbak."

"At that time you and Xander did not date, did not express feelings just because of the insistence of parents, Xander chose to be close to you" said Kamisha. "Indeed, sometimes there are some things that don't go our way, but that's all because there's a lesson we can learn."

"Yes, I understand."

"Who are the friends who have had a bad influence on you?"

"He was. He was my college friend first."

"You better stay away from people like that. He's not a good friend. He has plunged you into sin. Only because the input and suggestions that mislead our brotherly relations can be broken."

"Yes to mbak."

"Mbak just wants to see your sincerity, are you really changing or not?"

"I mean?"

"You have Kyara's child, I want you to be close and pay attention to Axel."

Kyara bowed, her face sad."

"Wouldn't you forgive me?"

"It's not a matter of forgiveness, Ra. But whether you want to turn out to be good or not."

"Well, give me some time, I'll try to show you that I'm sincere and want to change for the better."

"Show it to Axel. He needs your love, Ra."

"Didn't he love Misha more than me."

"That's because you don't want to get close to her. It's like you're putting distance with him. Axel is a sweet, independent, understanding child and can always entertain when we are sad. It would be nice if the two of us could love each other, she would be a child filled with affection."

Kyara shed tears. "Will he accept me?"

"Of course you want to, if you really change. Show Axel your heart's sincerity, to us."

"Sir, I'm ashamed that I hurt your feelings so much. I'm really mean."

"Alright, Ra. What matters now is that you promise to change for the better. God still loves you by giving you a chance to repent."

"Thank you, ma'am." Kyara hugged Kamisha tightly. She was crying - so.

"It's been.." Kamisha patting - pat Kyara's shoulder. "Smoke your tears, be ashamed that a friend has seen." Kamisha smiled very happily, his eyes sparkling because he saw his nephew was willing to repent, willing to change.

Kyara immediately wiped her tears. "Mother I'm back in the room."

"Yes." Yeah." Kamisha.

After Kyara died, Kamisha came to her husband's office.

"Darling, I have good news."

"What's that?"

Kamisha sat on Xander's lap. Xander gently wrapped his hands around Kamisha's waist.

"Kyara apologized to me."

"Kyara? apologetic?" xander asked, twitching his eyebrows as if he could not believe what he was hearing.

Kamisha. "So you don't believe my story?"

"Not so dear, I just wonder why he suddenly apologized. Don't you think it's weird?"

"No, the strange thing is you. People apologize for saying it's weird." Kamisha was shaking her lips.

Xander who saw it immediately grabbed those lips.

"Ah Xander, you always have. Seriously a little."

"Yes, yes, if you believe him I will try to believe."

"Thank you dear. I also suggested that he should get closer to Axel."

"Does he want to?"

"You know, he'll try. Well, let's see later on." Kamishah hugged her husband again. He seemed very happy because Kyara wanted to change.

Xander replies to Kamisha's embrace tightly despite being honest in his heart he is less sure of what Kyara is saying. The woman is full of tricks. But what can be done, because his wife's heart is happy he does not want to damage it.

Xander picked up Kamisha and sat him down at his desk.

"What are you doing? I have to get back in the room."

"Later." replied Xander who started unbuttoning his shirt.

"But___."

"This is Misha's order. I'm at your office." cut Xander off with a mischievous smile.

Aaahh alright.

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It's been two weeks that Kyara showed her good attitude on Kamisha. This makes Kamisha more convinced by Kyara's promise to change. He was already willing to pick up even take Axel to the streets when Kamisha was busy. Axel also often tells about the goodness - the goodness of Kyara.

"Sir, today Axel asked to accompany the drawing."

"Just accompany me."

"It's okay if I go to Misha's house."

"Not whatwhat. There is a mama, if you are close to mama would like. Mama's a good man."

"What about Xander?"

"No problem."

"All right then."

"Yes later you if you go home last night to be escorted by a driver. Tonight I'll accompany Xander to dinner with the client."

"Oh Xander's not home. I'm even relieved. Sorry I'm still awkward sometimes."

"Slow down, Ra."

"I go first yes, I have a lot to do."

"Yes to mbak."

Kamisha left Kyara for her room. She had to prepare for dinner to accompany her husband. He went to the salon for a while so as not to embarrass in front of the client.

Drrrtt. drrrtt. Kamisha mobile phone ringing.

"Yes hello."

"Hurry home nduk. Your mother was in an accident and critical in the hospital."

"Sir, what did you say? why was Ayu in an accident?"

"Yes, now critical. Hurry here. Take Kyara along."

"Good sir, Kyara and I are going back to Jogja.

After the call is closed. Kamisha called Xander.

"What's the matter, baby?"

"Mbak Ayu was in an accident and is now in critical condition. I have to go back to Jogja with Kyara. I'm sorry Xander, I can't keep you company for dinner."

"It's okay - what. I'll cancel dinner. I'll take you to Jogja."

"No Xander, this is a very promising client. Me and Kyara will handle it alone. Later after mbak Ayu through a critical period I will go home."

"But I'm worried about you, Misha."

"Dear baby, I'm fine. There's Kyara, we'll take care of each other."

"Alright if that's what you want. You will be escorted by a driver."

Phone disconnected. Kamisha rushed to call Kyara. And they're getting ready to go to Jogja tonight.

During the journey only silence existed. Kyara is still sobbing and flooding tears. Kamisha felt a huge headache. In her mind she prayed for healing.

In the middle of the night they reached Jogja and headed straight to the hospital. Ayu's condition is critical. Many tools were attached to his body and he was unconscious.

"How come Ayu sir, has there been a development?"

"Not yet, said the doctor that three days he survived means going through his critical period." looks tired face father with wet eyes.

Kyara sat down next to Mr. Amir and grabbed his shoulders.

"You are patient."

"Excite the mbah."

"Have you eaten?"

"Not yet."

"I'll buy you a meal first." Kamish rushed out of the hospital to buy food. Because it's night, the cafeteria is closed. Luckily in front of the hospital there are those who sell rames rice.

Kamisha stepped but suddenly his vision blurred and felt swirling.

Why is my head thinking Kamisha. Oh my god I do not get sick, how will you take care of the inner father of Kamisha. And.. bruukk!! Kamisha fell unconscious. Some security brings it into the IGD.

Nearly thirty minutes of Kamisha unconscious and lying in the IGD room. He opened his eyes slowly with a slight blink - erjab as a response to the entry of bright light.

"Mom's up?" ask one of the nurses.

"Where am I?"

"Mother in the IGD room, security found her collapsed on the street."

"What is my pain?"

"The doctor hasn't come here yet. Today we have a lot of patients who need serious treatment. We beg you to be patient."

"Sorry, I can't stay here long. My brother's in the ICU."

"Oh well then. Please sign some papers there." appoint the nurse.

Kamisha walked slowly towards the administrative table. He took care of it immediately. He was so sorry why he fainted. He wanted to know how the development of mbak Ayu.

"How sir?"

"It's still the same."

"Doctor's here yet?"

"Not let alone this by morning, the doctor may have gone home."

"You said so too."

Kamisha sat next to Kyara. The three of them waited for almost two hours.

"Misha darling." greet someone. Kamisha looked up and found Xander already standing before him.

Spontaneously Kamish hugged her. A warm hug from the husband This is what he needs.

"You're okay, right? your face is pale."

"I'm fine what Xander. Please hug me tightly. I need you right now."

Xander tightened his embrace and kissed Kamisha's head repeatedly. Kyara just looked down at the sight.

Then there was a nurse coming

"The family of Ayu's mother."

"Yes me." Kamisha took off her arms and rushed over to the nurse followed by Kyara and Xander.

"Ayu's mother is conscious, she calls Kamisha if she's here."

"That's me."

"Well, you're welcome to enter the ICU."

"Can I come in?" I'm his son."

"All right, just two" said the nurse. "Please put on sterile clothes first."

Kamisha and Kyara immediately put on sterile clothes from the hospital. They then entered the room according to the direction of the nurse. Xander just looked at the glass.

"Mbak" said Kamisha.

"Sha, come here" said Ayu.

"Mom, I'm here."

"Kyara, are you coming?"

"Yes ma'am."

Kyara clasped her mother's hand. The mother she never acknowledged, the mother she once dumped.

"Sha's."

"Yes to mbak." Kamish approached Ayu who was lying down.

"My life may not be long."

"Sstt... mbak Ayu what is this? we'll be back as we used to be. Ayu's mom will be healthy."

No, Sha. I don't think my life will be long. There's a last request."

"What is mbak? please don't say that again."

"Bak, take good care of your father."

"Good mbak."

"Jaga also Kyara, her life has always been her own since long ago. I want to feel a happy family."

"Okay, I'll take care of you and Kyara. Now rest, tomorrow we'll talk again."

A few seconds after the conversation, the heart sounds a sign that the patient's heart has stopped.

"Bak Ayu!" yelled Kamisha while crying.

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