Blessures Eternelles

Blessures Eternelles
Flashbacks



It was not felt if he entered the 12th grade. Struggling with all his might, to the end point of his achievement. Vanya was grateful, if she had survived all this time. Where, he should have celebrated with Malbian.


Like the year before, Malbian always celebrated even if only a small surprise. However, to Vanya it was a precious surprise. Malbian is an understanding man.


Who would have thought, if the girls were always after him at school. If you remember Vanya strangled when Bian was able to make her laugh with Bian's abstract behavior.


"Honey.. Look at this," said Bian. He wears a red ball on his nose. Like clowns. Vanya laughed a little. Really funny.


"Goodbye baby, we can finally get to class."


"Hahaha, you're all there. Congratulations to you, Bian. Keep fighting until our dreams are achieved!!."


Malbian nodded, then a brief peck on Vanya's forehead. "Thank you for holding on, Afreen. I love you."


"I love u more, Mahesa Malbian." Malbian smiles widely. Then stretch out his hand, for the girl to hug him. The two hugged each other tightly.


"Tomorrow holidays, how about a vacation to the beach."


"Well, Bian. That's a good idea. I want to see the sunset, too."


"Yes, I'll pick you up tomorrow. Prepare beautifully. I'll photograph you with that beautiful sunset."


Vanya chuckles. "Thank you, Bian."


"Together my beauty, my dear, my love." Bian gently rubbed the top of the girl's head. Vanya is leaning against the chest of Bian's field. Feel the heartbeat, Bian. It felt like every moment leaning against Bian's wide chest.


"Bian, promise not to be a sunset huh?," Vanya poked up, as Bian was rubbing her shoulders. Bian looked back, Vanya.


"Afreen, I can't promise. But I'm ready to exist at any moment. Just like sunset, he can appear at the specified time. But the sunset never breaks a promise, not to reappear."


"Bian, I'm not ready if you leave me." Vanya continued to tightly hug the man. No, he's really very scared of losing Malbian.


Bian smiling. "Hey, my beauty. Look here, a lot of people won't be ready if they're in the living by someone who means so much in their lives. But believe me, where a person will leave or indeed go to cling to the lap of God. Surely, they will try to continue sincerely, if someone is indeed destined to leave."


"Believe in, God. You will be strong, and live without me. There's a God who's beside you, Afreen. Don't be afraid, for every bad day, befall you." Bian tries to explain, and wins the girl. Bian understands, totally understands. If the girl doesn't let go if she leaves.


But what is the power if God wills. On the other hand, Bian also did not willing between the two to go first. And with Bian's determination, he always tried to find someone to be his successor later. Where, if Afreen misses or needs someone in her life.


Malbian who in fact already knows how the life of an Afreen. Because Malbian is always on the side, Afreen. Malbian is indeed a man who all love language alone he borong.


After Malbian explains to Vanya. Instead he cried, because he had imagined if in the stay of a Malbian. His life would be even faded, and there was no color left. Malbian tries to calm down, Afreen. However, the girl's cry broke. Malbian chuckles in anxiety. To the girl who was crying.


Malbian smiled, if anyone would fear losing him. "Already, it's Afreen. I don't leave you, cup, cup, already pretty me."


The man continued to try to seduce, and calm down. But, still the girl did not stop, stop crying. Bian chuckled, himself anxious. "Beautiful, horrify me. I'm here, and I'm here" said Malbian. Malbian's voice was so soft, that in the end Vanya stopped crying.


"Have you cried?."


Vanya nodded, although her sobs still sounded clear. "Have." Malbian snuggling. Trying to wipe gently, to relieve Vanya's hiccups.


Vanya's still trying to stop the rush. "Mauu" answered Vanya. It wasn't too hard to try to stop Vanya's crying. Malbian is good. It is precisely Vanya who will be confused, looking for a figure as similar as Malbian.


"So soon, I'll get you a drink."


Vanya nodded, and regained consciousness on the sofa. Vanya tried to close her eyes, then inhaled air. Waiting for Malbian to take a drink, Vanya plays her phone for a while. Because he rarely plays mobile phones if he is with Bian.


Vanya chose to watch Korean dramas. And get the bonus of watching with Malbian. Both of them often watch together. When there is a new movie in the cinema, Malbian always invites him. I don't know where Malbian got the money.


Vanya chuckles remembering the moment with Malbian. "Malbian, if it could be played back." That sweet smile slowly faded away. Missing Malbian was beside him.


Vanya held his chest. He misses a heartbeat, Malbian. Vanya tried to turn back the moment first. The girl closed her eyes, trying to hear her heartbeats again. Sounds clear, very clear.


"Malbian, your heartbeat sounds so obvious to Bian." Vanya muttered faithfully closing her eyes.


"Malbian, are you beside me now?. If it's true, please don't go first, I still want to hear your heartbeat."


Vanya kept faithfully closing her eyes. That sounds so obvious. The voice made him miss the figure of his lover again. Vanya was really feeling the figure that she now missed.


Soon he opened his eyes. I didn't realize her eyes were already shedding tears. The girl's eyes look red. Vanya shuts her mouth. The tightness in his chest felt overwhelming to him.


"Malbian," cried the girl.


"Vanya..," said someone calling him. Vanya looked over when someone heard calling her. The voice of a person was so sweet and soft.


"Lo why?." Vanya.


"I'm gapapa, really."


"Rarely?, the cave can sit here?."


"Please, Put."


"It's no story huh. The cave is ready to be horrified moaning lo."


"Thanks, Son. But for that I can't."


Son smile. "Yes just relax. Whenever that cave wait." Vanya nodded. Feels so nervous. Even his heart was beating.


"You can be here."


"Oh me.. Uh, cave again just come here."


Vanya chuckles little when the Son uses me-you. "Haha, you're talking as usual. If you still don't use it." The son scratched his head that did not feel itchy.


"Haha yes, Van." Vanya also gave her thumbs. And chuckling, Son only smiled as the girl chuckled.