Blessures Eternelles

Blessures Eternelles
The mother's return



"You—," said Zella. A little bit of a fuss in Vanya's embrace. Zella releases a hug from Vanya. Vanya was a little surprised, why did her mama let go of her embrace.


Firna who heard the commotion rushed out. He was so surprised if the mama of Vanya came. "Mom, mamah how are you?" asked Vanya, in a tone of pleasure.


In the distance someone came. Run towards Zella. The little boy called him Mamah. Instantly his heart broke. The mother already has a new family. "My friend, who is this brother?" asked the little girl. Suddenly the middle-aged man came. By embracing Zella's waist, matching. Crushed for the second time.


Zella squats. "You don't know baby" said Zella softly. "His brother is one of the people—," continued Zella, a little stammered. The middle-aged man greeted Vanya and Firna warmly.


"Sorry yes adde–kk, I think this is mommy sister."


"What a big brother." The girl smiled broadly. Vanya could only reply with a faint smile.


Firna who understands Vanya's feelings. He moved his body a little closer. "It's back then yes, let's just layanin mother," Firna whispered to Vanya. Vanya nodded, and turned her body. Walk with drowning. Just knowing a fact that made the world destroyed, as destroyed.


"I'm sorry for the inconvenience. Let's order a cake. Here a lot of various kinds of cakes," said Firna, breaking the awkwardness.


The little girl ran, to choose a variety of cakes. The girl pointed at the various kinds of cakes, happily. Zella laughed, and so did her husband. After they finished ordering they left. Zella was a little happy. Back moody, his heart felt awkward.


"You hope we never see you again, Vanya," Zella said in her heart. The husband opened the car door for Zella. And all three darted away from the cake shop.


****


In the bathroom, Vanya was crying. His heart was so sick, knowing a shocking fact. Tama always beat him up. Vanya did not think, what kind of life scenario. Live alone, have a family that is divided. Vanya kept crying inside. Firna was worried, hearing Vanya's cry. His heart was also sliced to hear Vanya's sobbing voice.


"It's open dear door—," said Firna. By knocking on the bathroom door. Worrying if Vanya did something bad inside.


No matter how many minutes, Vanya also came out of the bathroom. Firna quickly hugged the girl's frail body. Firna rubbed Vanya's back slowly. "Gapapa, dear gapapa," said Firna to calm Vanya.


Firna invites Vanya to come out first. He swiftly, stroked to win the girl's heart. His heart is so cut. A girl of her age had already swallowed a lot of the bitterness of life. Firna embraces Vanya.


Firna was about to take Vanya out to be able to breathe some fresh air. But Vanya refused. Because time still shows work. "Let's get out, let's calm yourself down." Vanya shook his head weakly. A little bit of a sound to the girl.


Vanya painstakingly stopped the hiccups but ended nil. His mouth was still clearly heard in his ears. "Lord,,, what other ordeal?," he murmured, asking who. The girl's eyes turned red. Because you cry too long.


****


Now the Firna cake shop is closing early. Because the son of Firna was visiting his house. Firna closed the shop. Vanya initially asks for Firna not to close her shop early. But Firna refused, and told Vanya to go home early.


And certainly, Firna let for Vanya refresh her mind. The Firna officers went home first. Only Vanya remained. Firna's padlocked her stall. Firna immediately took her vehicle. Now Vanya is alone. I stared blankly at the closed shop.


Weakly, he walked without direction. His little feet continued to move aimlessly. The streets are still crowded, a lot of motorbikes go by. Vanya decided to go to the lake. That place had already become her outpouring friend. When he was sad. The lake becomes a silent witness, when the day is filled with bitterness.


He walked shortly. The girl reached the lake. He looked around that park with the border of the lake. So crowded, filled with people who visit there. But the girl ignored everything. He chose to look at the lake. That looks so beautiful and spacious.


Vanya stared ahead, occasionally recalling the events of a few hours ago. It is difficult to be clear, at that moment his heart melted. Cannot be explained by words. Both his physical and mental health are broken. No one else will care about him.


Far from being healed, his mentality was already fragile. No more words of encouragement to live. Vanya sat down, he dazzled his legs while hugging his body. Trying to energize his body.


"You already have a new family, the papah kaya also already have a family again, continue me?," he murmured.


****


"Hello."


Vanya looked up at the person who greeted him. A little awkwardly, Vanya answered him.


"Hello too."


"May the cave sit here?." Vanya nodded. Let someone sit next to him. It turns out he was Abas. The guy who was the top champion in the class.


Abas kaferos angkasa— guy smart yet cold. Anti-social guys, and even introverted humans. But that doesn't burden him. Of course, many people invite to be friends. But Abash always refused. The guy has a face that is not much handsome, if the smile is sweet smile more than sugar. Abas a guy with a height of 180 cm, by wearing glasses minus he always wears can make the guy charismatic.


"Congrats and Lavanya" said Abas. The girl's cheeks were flushed.


"Thank u Abas. Congrats for you too." Abas nodded. A little with a little bit of puck. Abas leaned his back against the tree. Then lean on Vanya's shoulder.


Vanya rounded his eyes. It's unexpected if a guy is cold like Abas. Could act like this to her. If you are in class, you definitely do not know each other.


"Keep strong yes Vanya, the cave tau lo fragile," said Abas. The faithful still tendered on the girl's shoulder. The girl was confused by what the guy beside her said.


"How far do you know about Bas?" asked Vanya.


Abas put a smile on his lips. "The cave knows everything. Tau cave if you often come here," replied Abas. Vanya was really shocked. Did Abas stalk him?.


"Sasaengs." Abas chuckled at Vanya's babbling. But his head was still faithful.


"Gua is neither a stalker nor a sasaeng."


"It's not that, why do you know that I come here so often" said Vanya raising her voice. Again, and again Abas laughed. He was angry at the attitude of the girl.


"Vanya dugin cave. Gua doesn't know this by chance or by any means. But the cave is often moaning and daydreaming here, and as usual the cave is also often here for an afternoon run," Abas said trying to explain. Vanya just nodded in understanding what Abas was explaining.


It is not expected that someone observes the activities of both. Someone was watching from a distance. The guy clenched his hand. His face was red, like holding back anger. Which is already stirring.


The guy is still with a hot heart. I don't know if it's a jealous fire. He was still watching how the two laughed at each other. "Boss, hayu behind woy," asked Fikran.


Yes, of course, the one who is enveloped in the flames of jealousy is the Son. Somehow the Son's heart was so hot to see the two laughing off each other. Even though Vanya and Abas are behind him.


"Lu see what the hell, Put," said Devons. The two nodded at each other. Confused by the drastic nature that the Son showed. Fikran looked at someone who was making out at the lake.


"Bos you envied those two lovebirds?," asked Fikran. The two look at each other. Still confused about what Fikran said. Then Devons and Cameron looked towards the front. And now understand what Fikran said.


The son stared hard. "home."


The three immediately nodded obediently. They finally left the place. The son got into his vehicle quickly. Followed by three friends. They are still confused. Why can the Son be jealous of the love they see.