Blessures Eternelles
Vanya promised me mom?
He came home late today. Because the cake shop is quite crowded these days. Vanya entered by walking on her tiptoes. Scared, if Tama finds out he's not home at this hour. If caught for sure, Tama will not hesitate to punish him. Vanya went in through the back door. Fortunately, he brought a change of clothes. You can first change clothes.
The side at the back door. It opens very slowly. Then Vanya went inside. Fortunately, the window opened before he left. Vanya then raised one leg. After everything was done, he locked the window. After reversing the body. Steady body, the middle-aged man stared intently at him.
This time, Vanya could only be nervous. The action this time had already been caught off guard by Tama. Yes, Tama already knew everything through the Cctv. Which he installed secretly, and foolishly Vanya was not careful in everything. Tama stared unfriendly. This time his body will be a soft target for Tama. God, if Vanya could get out of this house. Like hell, there is no happiness in the house.
Relaxed, yet deadly. Tama walked slowly towards Vanya. Vanya can not dwell, this time enough to leave everything to God. "Where are you?!" said Tama. With a cold voice full of intimidation. Tama stared intently at her daughter. Vanya could only keep quiet.
"ANSWER!!."
Vanya was shocked. Hearing Tama's voice that was touching her. Tears that he held in his eye patch, dripping on the skin of his face. He can only be silent. Afraid to answer.
"YOU'VE FOUGHT HAH!!?. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE!!. SO****** ON THE OUTBACK?!!."
Tama was endlessly scolding him. Vanya silent a thousand languages. Tama's tomb makes it look like it was hit by a large rock. It hurts, it can't be ignored. Vanya bit her lower lip not to let out her cries. His heart is so sore.
"YOU SO WHAT ARE YOU!!!, ***** LIKE YOUR MOM WHO COMES OUT OFTEN?!!, ANSWERED VANYA!!."
THE PLAQUE!
Tama slapped hard on her daughter's right cheek. The hard slap made her cheeks flushed. Vanya could only shut up, crying deeply. I can't stop thinking about Tama's words.
THE PLAQUE!
Tama slapped her cheek again. The girl's cheeks were bruised. Due to the Tama's punch so tight. Tama's face heated up staring in disdain at her daughter. His heart hardened, as if he did not want to look at his daughter's face. There was a great hatred for Vanya.
"THE VAN!! YOU ARE DEAF?!, ANSWERED VANYA! WANT TO BE ***** OUT THERE YOU?!!," Tama's loud voice. Able to make tears fall from his eye.
Tama pushed Vanya's body. Because of the turbulent emotions. Tama's emotions are like boiling water. Often times he has broken his emotions.
"Father..," said the girl. His throat was stuck. The girl could not open her voice. He cowered. His body stuck to the wall. Sick, his body ached due to the strong impulse made by Tama. Before long he also shed, his legs are not strong enough to hold his body weight.
There the girl leaned against the wall. Tama stood up, without looking pity at him. Quite satisfied, Tama chose to leave the girl's room. He walked, not caring about his daughter. Drooping down, leaning against the wall. The girl's tears came back. His whole body, his throat was numb. His life is so heavy. He was tired of everything. Until when is it all over?.
****
This morning, the girl was ready to go to the store. His body temperature is high. But the girl still remained with her high ego. The girl's lips were pale. Not applied with lips
cream. Because he was prepared enough. He came out of his room.
This morning, I decided to have breakfast first. As usual, the house was very quiet. Not just in the morning, but for years. Since the mother left, she wanted to focus on her career. Until, Tama was disappointed and always expressed emotions at him. Vanya is fine, after all this is his fault that has been born into the world.
Bi Wini who always helps prepare breakfast. Bi Wini warmly welcomed Vanya. Tama left for the office early in the morning. I don't know, everything is like being blinded by career or money. Until you forget, if at home have a child who needs guidance. "Father has gone to work, non," said bi Wini told. Though he already knew if Tama went to work so early. Every day is not so.
After finishing breakfast. He drank first. Then we went to the cake shop. "Bi, Vanya's leaving huh. If papah asks me, tell me I'm a kerkom again," he said. Bi Wini who was still in the kitchen just nodded.
Vanya chose today to go on a bicycle, which he used to give. He has not worn it for a long time, since the mother left him. With the papah, who now hates him. Ever since Zella left Tama with her. Tama became more emotional. And constantly torturing him as a scapegoat.
Vanya opened the garage door. His bike seemed to be filled with dust because he had not used it for a very long time. Then, he cleaned the dust first. It only takes a minute to clean. He also left his house. Vanya was very happy to pedal his bike quickly. He laughed contentedly. So excited because it looks fun.
"Wuu~~~" its namesake.
The passers-by just stared in wonder at him. But the girl did not know if she became a spectacle of people. Vanya kept pedaling his bike. And finally, it reached its destination. He parked his bike at the shop. Afraid someone might take his bike. For him it was a favorite. And the only one Zella gave her.
Vanya walked with a hum. Today somehow the mood is not bad. Vanya opened the shop door. There is a shop owner. Who witnessed Vanya's behavior. The shop owner's mother just laughed.
Vanya woke up and stopped her absurd behavior. It's whinyesan. "There is a mother" he said. Vanya often called her 'mother'. Because he's been working a long time at Firna's mom's stall. For Vanya, Firna was already the figure of her second mother. Firna also knew, how Vanya lived. Because Vanya often told me about her bad life. If it's just a nightmare, he wants to wake up. And don't want to sleep forever.
As usual, the day was bad. It was like a dream every night. Every night he dreams with bad things. There is no happiness in his dreams, nor in his life.
"Good morning mom~~," he said in a rhythmic tone. Firna just laughed then approached Vanya. Then Firna hugged him. Firna's age is also around 57 years old. But Firna looked so young. Firna hugged Vanya tightly. That's what Firna does every morning. The hugged Vanya was no longer shocked.
Firna is a middle-aged woman. Who has a boy. Her husband had long since died, Firna was living alone. His son had a family, but rarely did he visit him. And asked how he was doing. Firna still faithfully hugged the little body of the girl. Vanya hugged Firna's body back. It was warm, and Vanya wanted to be treated to this every morning. Warm embrace of the figure of a mother, able to make be yourself.
"Any promise yes same mother?, want as heavy as any life Anya never want to kill herself—," said Firna. A little bit of Firna that he could hear. Vanya smiled, although the two were still faithfully hugging.
"Yes mom, Anya promise—."
"But Anya has no promise, if Anya continues to be strong every day" he continued in his heart. Firna continued to hug tightly. Firna always called Vanya Anya. However, it did not mind if Firna called him by Anya's name.
For Vanya it is a name of affection. And of course it's exactly like Marata, her best friend who used to call her Lava.
THING'S!
The sound of bells ringing, signifying someone coming to buy. Firna cake shop is designed like a shop abroad. And the design that Firna chose was quite good, and was able to entice the buyers. Firna and Vanya also took off hugs. Rushed back to sell.
Vanya chose to go back first. Put the bag down and don't forget to wear an apron. Firna then serves the buyer. After finishing serving Firna rushed to the back. The Firna store was filled with only 2 women and one man. The Firna store can also be ordered online. And the one who delivered the order was only men. 2 women helped Firna in the kitchen, to make a stock of cakes that were almost exhausted. And Vanya is included in the cashier section, and serves buyers.
Usually, Firna stores so early are not crowded. As usual, the cake shop is always crowded in the afternoon or afternoon. Everyone focused on their work. Vanya sat back, as no one else came to buy the cake. Suddenly, Vanya's eyes attracted attention. To someone who just came to the cake shop. She is, Zella. Unexpectedly, Vanya met her mother. He ran towards Zella.
Vanya's tears instantly shed. "Mamah—," he called. Zella who walked was shocked. Vanya hugged Zella's body tightly. His longing for his mother was very strong. Zella wondered how she had met her daughter.
"You—," said Zella. A little bit of a fuss in Vanya's embrace.
