Blessures Eternelles

Blessures Eternelles
Please, forgive papah



Hit shows right at 10 p.m. I don't know what will happen to him if he comes home. It is also hard to be home. Surely papah, his mom will scold him. And a small wound, with a sign of affection.


It was common for Vanya, to be hit by a whip from her papa. From a small self he thought that the incision of the knife, or lash was just an affection. It hurts, but he likes it. Pretty crazy, if anyone else knows. But for him, humans would never care about him. Even if he died, people wouldn't care. It is the burden of the world that reduces.


Inevitably, he had to stay overnight on the hospital bench. His body was already tired if it had to take a blow from his papa. So it's better for him to stay overnight, and to find excuses even if his parents don't believe him. No problem, it's common for Vanya.


In the past, Lavanya was a jolly girl. However, with his jolly nature actually makes his parents hate him. Lavanya has a friendly nature. However, since that incident. Everything is gone. No more big, sweet smiles on her. Now there is only a face that looks not eager to live his days. On that pretty face was only implied like a walking corpse.


Lavanya afreen meera is a girl with shoulder-length hair black to brown. And bright brown eyes. Lavanya is often greeted with Vanya, or areen. Usually the one who greeted the name was only a few people closest to him. Lavanya has one friend, but it turns out that her best friend has already left. Now his life is alone. No one else would listen to his complaints.


Vanya stared mutely towards the front. Of course there was nothing he thought of. There was only a void in his mind. All he did was surrender. Then after his task was done, he could leave quietly. Someone saw the man's nursing room door opened by someone.


The middle-aged woman smiled. The girl smiled stiffly, and nodded her head once. The woman walked towards him. Then sit next to him. Honestly, his heart was not calm. Afraid that he would be blamed for his son's condition. If, right, it doesn't matter. All he could do was take a long breath. Then leave it to God.


"You are beautiful, you have helped my son" said the woman of 30 years. Because of the high awkwardness in the girl. He just nodded in response. Confused to open the sound. "Oh yeah, why don't you go home?. Isn't your father worried about being beautiful?" The girl smiled at a glance. Then he breathed.


"I told you to go home aunty malem."


"Oh yes, because it's night. You stay over." The girl nodded too. That is the purpose for which he stays. To avoid whipping or punching the papah.


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"Non papah, geez. I promise you a better effort," please. With a hoarse voice, for too long crying. It is very difficult to hold back so as not to hiccup. Tama stared trivially at her only daughter.


Finally, Tama stopped his stupid actions. Not long after that, the stupid action he did again. One, two, three, I don't know how many wounds were on the girl's frail body. Looking sad, no one helped him, from the shock of death given by Tama.


"Forgive me, Vanya please papah. Papahs... Papah sorryin Vanya, "please once again. Tama still whips mercilessly. Tama's like an infidelity person. This time Vanya could only resign.


If his life is taken, Vanya is very sincere. She prefers to go to heaven with her grandmother. It was enough, the suffering he had been through for 9 years. And not for another 10 years. He was very tired. His body was like there was no more meat. Like only bones left.


"Lord... I'm sincere if my life is taken today. Permission to meet Grandma, "his mind.


Sometimes he grimaces in pain. But he clenched his lips so as not to make a sound. Tama still beat him without mercy. One punch, he grimaced. I don't know how many wounds were on his body. The wound, the previous wound was still wet, then added again. For sure, tomorrow he will have a fever.


His body is easily sick. Sometimes he doesn't want to be weak either. Living under parental pressure. There was no one to help him treat his injuries. No friends, friend. What a pity his fate, will he be able to be strong again?.


15 Minutes passed, Tama finally stopped the crazy action. Anger at Tama seems to dampen. Thankfully, today is safe, sure to survive death. Not with his wound. But that's okay, he wants to be alive. And achieve his goal of becoming a doctor. No matter how hard life is, it must be patiently passed.


Tama left her daughter curled up. He doesn't care about the girl at all. All he needed was to vent emotions at the girl. It was better for him to put all his emotions on the girl.


Vanya tried to wake up from the fall. His body is completely limp. There was nothing for him to wake up. But he kept trying. Slowly he woke up. The dizziness in his head was really fast. Vanya shook her head slowly, but the dizziness did not want to go away.


Vanya walks with gontai. He tried to balance his body so as not to collapse to the floor. His hand was squeezed, to open the doorknob of the room it felt like it could not. After opening the door. He came in and closed the door. Walk towards the bed.


Then break his body. The girl was in pain. "Sstf, aww. Grandma's sick, let's take me with grandma" he murmured. For whatever reason, I don't want to live anymore. He was really tired. The only people who loved him were already in the lap of God.


He knew that someone had been called first. God loves that man. But really, she still needs her grandmother. It felt homesick, in a gentle swab of his head. Being cared for affectionately when sick. Now he can only do it himself.


"Grandma is bad, but grandma is good. Grandma's bad because she taught me how to live without grandma. While I'm used to living with grandma" he murmured. Unconsciously his eyes slowly closed. The girl closed her eyes. If seen very beautiful, although there is a slight bruise on the cheeks.


Because there is too much activity. He also slept well. Her graceful face, so calm. Like there were no problems in his life. Calm, very calm. The girl was sleeping because the energy stock on her body was reducing.


"grandmother?. Grandma's gonna pick me up, okay?."


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The man woke up from his sleep. Rubbed his eyes. Look at the white room. He looked around, silent, of course himself alone. The hospital's distinctive smell stings in his sense of smell. The guy daydreamed, thinking about how he could be here.


After a minute of remembering last night's events. He just remembered last night's incident. All he thinks about is who helped him, calling the hospital. The guy smiled wryly. Neither of his parents accompanied him.


That guy's grieving. "Gue's sick nobody cares". He laughed like crazy. No one cares about him. Unfortunately, the fate of that guy.


Putra mario barran pradanu— guy who is often greeted by Putra, and Danu. With a near-perfect face carving, the guy has a height of about 180 cm. Pradanu is the family. The son is the only child of a large entrepreneur. Pradanu group, a company that is said to have been hereditary.


But still, in a life that has everything is not a fun thing. Too much pressure that guy gets in his life. As made as a robot, to make the papah company become even bigger. In fact, he could not do anything, and had to obey the papah's orders. In a life that has been many years, he lives just by learning, learning and continuing to learn. Even though the papah did not allow him to gather with his school friends. By being forced to lie, to be able to feel how to be a teenager without parental restraints.


"Who are you?" asked the son.


Vanya blinked her eyes, shocked. "Eh, I just want to look at you." The guy sitting in the gurney was astonished. He just didn't know the girl. With her eyes, the girl wanted to see her. "You're okay, aren't you.?"


"Good cave."


"Thank you for that." The son is still confused. Now trying to remember who that girl was. It is no stranger to the Son.


"Eh, wait."


"Yes, why?" replied Vanya. She feels nervous. This time he was talking to a guy. He wasn't that cool with a guy. But somehow, this time it felt different. What's with her?.


The son remembered the girl's face. "Btw, thank you." Vanya laughed a little, then nodded. Uh, looks like this time, he's misbehaving.


"Anytime" answered Vanya. Vanya happened to bring a loaf of bread to his place of eating. He sat next to the guy. Then open the lunch box. He divided his bread. The bread, he loves the Son. The son was still a little confused, why did the girl beside him care about him. "It's for you."


"E-eeh thanks ya." Vanya nodded in response. He then chewed the bread. Because it was so good, he reflexively shook his head. The son slightly chuckled, as it looked anxious.


Son curses. "She so cute."


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Today Vanya does his days


by doing the work in the store. Since the holidays, he was confused to do activities. So it's better for him to go to work in a store, which is quite simple. Salary he can also finance, his daily food.


It's 12 noon now. Time to rest. Walk out of the store, get lunch. After how many meters of road, someone accidentally hit. "Eh, sorry sorry," said the man.


Vanya was still focusing on rubbing her shoulder, which was a little painful. Then look at the guy who hit him. "Yes g-ga what what. Your K–?."


"Lo?, what's here?" asked the Son.


"Eum, I'm done with work, it's foraging" replied Vanya. The son nodded too. Then he pulled Vanya's hand. The girl was confused. Why would he bring it. Coincidentally today, also the Son has not had lunch. So it's better for the son to take the girl out to eat together.


They both arrived at the restaurant. The son first went inside. Ekori by Vanya. Then, the Son sat on the bench that had been provided. A little embarrassed, Vanya sat beside the Son. The waiter approached them, with a friendly smile. "It's a menu in our place."


"I pesen nasi goreng same side dish ya mas," said Putra. Then the waiter smiled, and took notes on the notebook. Before long, the waiter stared at .


"What's the pesen?."


"For a moment, I'll see." The waiter nodded as well. They choose food there. Confused because there is too much food there. Looking for the food he wanted. The waiter was still waiting for him. "I want chicken noodles, yes" he continued.


The waiter nodded as well. And re-record Vanya's order. Then, the waiter looked back at the two. "What do you want mba, mas?" he asked.


"Es sweet tea only mas," said Putra. The son glanced at Vanya.


"I am the same as you," said Vanya. The waiter nodded back.


"Well wait, ma'am, mba." Both nodded in unison. While waiting for the order to come. The two were silent, no one started the conversation. Until the end, because Vanya does not want to shut up with each other. He decided to ask the son.


"Oh yeah, what were you doing in the store?."


The son was looking the other way. He looked directly at Vanya. "Oh abis cave from temen kostan, why the mother?." Vanya nodded.


"Oh that," answered Vanya briefly.


The son smiled stiffly. "Why work there?. Where are you going?" asked the son a little curious.


"I work just add pocket money. Mamah, same papah there really is," he replied. The son just nodded. Before the food finally arrived. Not long after the food arrived. They also eat their food.


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