BLACK PEARL'S

CHAPTER 21

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

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I was surprised when he did that, I was still digesting what he had just done to me, this first time.

“yaallah.” murmured, I felt the heat on my cheeks, my heart beating fast like never before. I shook my head as the shadow of his actions flashed across my mind making my soul explode like beautiful but hot fireworks. I went back to bribing noodles into my mouth to get my mind distracted.

I breathed a sigh of anger and no I no longer had any taste. I got up from there and ran to the room, but all I did was stand in front of the door. I was embarrassed to come face to face with him. Although he was my husband's lawful for him to do that but he did it suddenly surprised me.

I turned the door hendel, then pushed the door leaf gently scanning around the room. And I found. Mr. My husband was asleep in our bed. I went in slowly not wanting to disturb him. I closed the door again not forgetting to lock it, approached him and then looked at the calm face that looked so peaceful with the look of tired face. It was so obvious from his clear eye bags.

“beautiful dream Mr. husband” said, I don't know where to get the courage to kiss his forehead. He squirms making me silent like a statue, but it turns out he only makes his comfortable position even he smiles in his sleep. That cold flat stiff face turned even more lively. Not that he's dead just think yes himself. I stared at the wall clock showing at 2 p.m. It is time to face the true love of the owner of love over love, which is God.

Finished berwudhu’ I replaced my pajamas with a game that is so beautiful though simple but I am sure if the bear people who buy must be beautiful and boutique work. Not the market work. I didn't expect Mr. my husband to buy this for me. I smile when the dress is so fit in my body is not small or not too big. Then put up the face of the dowry with beautiful embroidery. Ku khusu’an heart more precisely trying to khusu’ because humans will never be able to menjusu’ salat but can work on it.

“allahu.. akbar” takbir first followed by hand movements raised on both sides of the ear but slightly lower than the ear. The palm of the hand that leads to the Qibla then folds it under the chest.

‘wearing the best clothes you have when facing the creator, which is a form of your politeness to him. Like we are so concerned about appearance and wear your best clothes when there is a wedding invitation or official meeting, why not do it also during prayer. Facing the creator of more than anything in the world, human pipers like us’ ADI HIDAYAT ustazd message IN HIS TALK.

‘And some nights, do extra tahajud prayer (as one worship) for you. May –hope your god lift to a place of praise.’ (QS. AL-ISRA’ :79)

After performing evening prayers with 4 rakaat tahajud prayers as one of them. I continued to teach me by praising my memorization in al-kahfi. The story of a young man who fled from the pursuit of the king's men who were cruel to be punished because they embraced Islam. Until he felt enough to run and find a cave. Where there they are guarded by a dog who stands guard at the entrance of the cave. By the power of God they fell asleep for thousands of years and re-awakened by the power of God also they woke up with a different time where the leader was generous and kind. As mentioned in Surah al-Kahfi: 10-15.

“mashallah..” praise the greatness of God with his extraordinary power to protect what he wants with great affection. Until the sound of the morning adhan echoed, it sounded so beautiful. Finished berTO’a after the adzan I re-energize my body to the qibla and then return to perform dawn and dawn circumcision prayers.

I was teaching in the last verse, I heard the bathroom door being pushed to the left, making me turn my head turned out Brother Ryszard came out from there with a wet face, I smiled looking at him.

“mau salat too?” I asked, she just kept quiet and looked at me with her eagle eyes.

“is done?” the tanya is flat, I nodded. I enthusiastically stood up, let alone seeing Brother Rys standing near me. As soon as I got out of the prayer mat, I opened my face by standing by his side.

“wait! I'll get my sister kopiyah” said, but I haven't stepped on my body and I gasp when I'm in her cradle. I looked into his dark blue eyes, not that it was not because of anger but I did not know what his gaze meant. Then I froze when I didn't realize that Rys's brother was gently slashing me in a mattress and he was on top of me squeezing me from when his face was near me.

“are we husband and wife” the answer is ambiguous.

“kak..” I said softly as his face drew closer, I held back the chest of the field making him rewind his head. The question I wanted to ask him.

“why would you marry me and ask grandfather?” my question is, he froze for a while after returning his original gesture which was calm and seemed rushed. He looked at me deeply, asking me to dive into his beautiful blue eyes and sharp as if hypnotized by those blue eyes, but my body froze as I got an answer from him one word but the effect was excruciatingly painful.

“your body’ said he, then opened the robe I was wearing and did something to me, to my body according to the reason he married me and the desire of grandfather. I stared blankly at the ceiling of the room that I admired with the projector lamp that emitted a purplish blue light plus the astonishing planetary objects. My eyes instantly closed, a tear-filled groove drenched my cheeks. I bit my lips so hard that I felt the salty taste of the blood coming out of my lips, when my own husband did so violently and forcefully. If only he would ask I would not refuse, if only he had explained his wish I would have done so. Yet. Rice has become porridge I can't replay time. Either my dirty heart whispers.

‘is not the same if I am married to Pandu pama, equally unappreciated. Did my servant commit a great sin, so that you rebuke me like this. Married to a man who is far from you. Far from my prayer. I feel it's all in vain’ my inner cry wriggles in silence. Until I gasp when he still has not stopped even though my body even my heart has been destroyed even a faint crumble without power.I gasp when the mind remembers God, I was amazed, I felt that sin had been so bad to think about his destiny.

‘who does good as a seed of zdarrah though. Surely he will get his kindness’ (QS. AL-ZALAZALAH :7)

‘Allah who despair of the mercy of Allah, are but the disbelievers.’

I felt him stop, get up from above me then I closed my eyes I didn't want to see him, my tears just kept flowing without me holding back. I felt warm in my body he covered me with a blanket. Wiping the tears that kept coming out and wetting my cheeks. I'm still with my stance closing my eyes not wanting to see it. Moreover, he kissed my forehead gently as if that was not him. I pulled out the blanket and covered my entire body. Until I sensed he was no longer here I also heard someone close the door. I don't care where he is. I just want to do it myself right now. Distinguish as much as possible so that bad whispers do not make me a cruel human being.

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‘And we did not create the heavens and the earth and that which is between them without wisdom (it was in vain). Such is the presumption of the disbelievers, so be it the disbelievers, for they will go to Hell” (QS 38:27).

Hanna prayed after performing the dhuha prayer, contemplating what happened to her. His grandfather's message still lingered in his mind.

‘everything that God has inflicted or predestined on us that we may learn from it all. So that we as humans get stronger and more learn from what we get. Perhaps with this God tested him so that he learned to be more patient than he was before. And it could be that God tested his fear.’

‘Do humans think that they will be left with just saying, we have faith and they are not tested?”

Hanna went downstairs, she approached Maggie's aunt who was smiling warmly at her, regardless of Alrado's whereabouts, where her eyes were staring intently at me.

“it looks like miss is not healthy, better just rest first”

“no aunt I have to lecture” I replied slowly, I pulled the dining table chair staring at the food without interest. I just took out a piece of toast and ate it slowly trying my hardest to swallow it. His eagle eyes looked carefully at me, I no longer care. Get out of there without drinking my milk. Then I left after saying goodbye to Aunt Maggie. And to preserve the dignity of my household. I continued to regret it, she gently grasped my hand trying to restrain me with her actions. But I tried to get out of his grasp and ran from there. Wiping my tears and then getting into the car where since marriage with him I was provided a car and a private driver by.

“by god I don't need the treasure’ lamented, I'm tired when my marriage is still running 1 week more than two days.

...Thank goodness......

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