Bitterness of a Love

Bitterness of a Love
Mother and Child Talk



"Tante, is now all the tasks of Mother have been completed by Mother?" ask Deli to Sari.


Deli has a tremendous sense of guilt towards Vina. Deli did not want to because the stupid thing earlier made Vina not finish her job at all. Deli did not want Vina to be a loss because of her behavior earlier.


"Auntie can't answer that, baby. Deli better ask the same Mother directly yes." said Sari gave a solution to Deli.


Deli looked silent, in the little boy's mind, he was not sure if Vina wanted to talk to him, the actions done by Deli was right out of bounds. So that made Deli even more afraid to open her conversation with Vina.


"But, Aunt. Later Mommy is angry" said Deli who finally admitted the feeling that was struggling in his brain at this time.


Deli was afraid that Vina was angry with her. So he became very hesitant to talk to Vina.


"please help deli aunt to talk to Mother" said Deli who asked Sari for help so that she could talk to Vina.


"Sorry dear" Sari replied with a smile to her nephew


Sari did not want to help Deli this time. Deli must be able to face the problems she has made with Vina without direct help from Sari.


"Darling, but aunt said that. No parents are angry with their children, but there are even children who are angry with their parents" Sari said again repeating the words that had been conveyed by Sari earlier to Deli.


Deli still needs to be given additional spirit and motivation from Sari. Sari felt that the things she had done for Deli had not succeeded at all, so Sari had to return to provide motivation to her nephew.


"You have to take responsibility for what you have done. Aunty does not want to have a child who cannot be responsible for what has been done by him." continued Sari while giving motivation to Deli to say what is in his mind at this time.


Sari knew Deli now needed the encouragement to regain her confidence to talk to Vina. Sari knew that Deli was now in a position of great guilt to Vina, so she needed Deli to convince Deli that Vina would definitely hear what Deli would say to her mother.


"But Deli is afraid that Mother is angry with Deli" continued Deli again doubted her courage to start talking to Mother.


Sari smiled at what Deli said. Sari was sure that Vina now wanted to run around hugging Deli. But for the sake of Deli's progress, Vina refrained from doing so. Vina also wants Deli to be a strong child as desired by Sari earlier. Therefore Vina must support the efforts and efforts made by Sari since then.


"Try it first. If we haven't tried, we know the result"


"You will know for yourself how the attitude and nature of your Mother" said Sari gave encouragement to Deli to start a conversation with the Mother.


"Deli remembers a message from Auntie ya"


"Never turn around if we haven't reached the end of the road"


Sari gave her advice to Deli. Sari wanted her nephew to have strength and determination like a rock, which was crushed by the waves would still survive.


"You must be strong like a coconut tree that has not fallen despite being hit by a very strong storm."


"Tante is so sure you can do it. Because the toughest test you can face, let alone face your mother. Cook you don't dare" said Sari giving an extra injection of spirit to Deli.


"Yes tnate, Deli certainly can" said Deli who was pumped up his spirit to be able to start a conversation with Vina. Moreover, Deli knew that Vina was very affectionate and loved him, so any anger, no matter how disappointed Vina was to Deli, Vina would definitely forgive Deli.


"Well aunt, Deli will invite Mommy to talk" said Deli who finally decided to invite Vina to speak after getting a motivation boost from Sari.


"OKAY. Your mother is behind you. Now please talk to the mother, the aunt will go back first" said Sari invited Deli to start talking to Vina.


"Cayo Deli, you can do it"


Sari gave the spirit to Deli one more time. Deli smiled towards Deli. She was very happy that Sari gave her spirit back then. He really needs encouragement from Sari at this time.


"Mother" called Deli very slowly to Vina who was now sitting on the sofa that had been occupied by Sari.


Vina was silent when the first call was made by Deli.


"Mother"


Deli called back Vina. This time with a little more strength than the first. Deli assumes that Vina did not hear that Deli called her.


"Yes, what's wrong?" asked Vina who tried to resist so as not to immediately run hugging Deli when Deli called Vina in such a tone.


Deli then stood up from her seat. Vina saw that Deli would definitely try to persuade him with spoiled indulgence.


"You just sit there" said Vina who remained in stern fashion.


She must continue Sari's efforts in giving her advice and also teach her lessons so that Deli can become a strong woman like Sari, Maya and herself.


Deli sat back on her sofa, she was seen wiping her tears. Deli was sad because Vina rejected her.


"Don't cry. Say what you want to say to Mother" said Vina who actually did not have the heart to see Deli who cried like that.


I want Vina to wipe Deli's tears. But if it is done by Vina then it is the same as Vina taught Deli to return to whiny and not account for what he has done.


It will also make what is done by Sari to be in vain. Deli will remain a selfish child. The child whose wishes must be followed by Vina and all those whom Deli feels are very dear to him. Eventually the purpose of Sari will not arrive.


Deli wiped her tears, Deli struggled so that her tears would not drip back. He must be able to be strong and not make Mother, Mami and Tante it becomes sad because Deli can not be a strong child in dealing with all the problems that exist.


'I must be able to face my mother without crying. Hard problems I can, cook this one no. Moreover, I am sure that Mother loves and loves me very much, said Deli in her heart to encourage herself to be as strong as the rocks and coconut trees as said by Aunt Sari before.