Bitterness of a Love

Flashback Danube #2

Danu pulled his wife's hand violently, then threw his wife's body on the bed.

"Loe ha content. Loe's son asked her status. Satisfied loe hah" cried Danu. Danu until grabbed his hair to hold his emotions that have reached the crown of the head.

Danu's wife, Ranti, was silent. Ranti did not comment on what Danu said. Ranti was silent without expression like a wax statue on display in a museum.

"Why do you shut up. Answer my question. Loe wants what? Loe want me to divorce you?"

Ranti was still silent. Danu had already raised her hand to slap Ranti. But Danu is still healthy-minded. Danu threw his fist against the wall of the room.

"Bugh"

"Jawab I'm Ranti. What do you want? You still have Ranti. Loe can still talk?" Danu shook Ranti's shoulder strongly.

Ranti still did not open her mouth. Ranti's attitude was still the same as that earlier. Silence of a thousand languages and flatness of expression. Danu again punched the wall of the room.

"So much as loe Ranti. I'm bored" cried Danu.

Danu then opened the door of the room, and slammed it hard, it turns out that behind the wall of the room there was Deli who sat crouching while covering her ears. Danu who saw Deli sitting down with fear immediately hugged Deli.

"Honey, forgive my dear father" said Danu while holding Deli inside.hugging him and kissing Deli's head many times. Danu releases her emotions by hugging her child.

Deli was still crying. Danu tightened her arms to Deli. Two people of different ages strengthen each other.

"Dear dear, don't cry anymore baby. I'll always be there for Deli." Danu wiped Deli's tears.

"Dad, Deli's not even the same father. Deli even the same mother. Deli ndak dear mother again" said Deli hugged her father back.

"Deli if later Mother turns into love with Deli, will Deli forgive Mother dear?" Danu stared at Deli.

"Can I father?" said Deli looked into Danu's eyes with hope that her mother could change.

Danu nodded her head. Danu regretted having confided such a question to Deli. Danu makes Deli again have hope that the bundle will change.

"Iyes, you will love Deli again" cried Deli happily. Deli then ran towards her playroom. He is happy again.

Danu, who saw Deli cheerfully, went into the room. Danu will speak well with Ranti about the kemaun Deli just a little of it. Danu looked at Ranti who had finished her bath. Danu tries to suppress her anger again for Deli's good.

"Ranti, I want to talk to you. We speak with a cold and emotionless head. This is all in the interest of Deli, our son" Danu said calmly.

"Our son? Not mas, he's your son." said Ranti without looking at Danu.

Danu who heard the answer from Ranti, wanted to slap Ranti. But Danu had promised in her heart to hold back her emotions for Deli's good and happiness.

"Ranti, Deli came out of your womb. Deli's there because of the two of us. So Deli is also your child." Danu patiently told Ranti.

"See your speech Ranti. I tried to hold back my emotions. Don't ever lure my emotions out again."

"That's the truth, whether you like it or not. But he's not here of my will." Ranti got on the bed and covered her body with a blanket.

"Ranti, we're not done talking."

"What else is it? What are you gonna ask for?" ranti said as she opened her blanket. Ranti then sat leaning against the head of the bedroom bed.

"I want you there for Deli, even if it's only a few hours a day. Deli needs you Ranti. I won't demand much from you. But I beg you that one to grant." Dani stared pleading for Ranti.

"OKAY. Starting tomorrow from seven o'clock nine nights I'll play with Deli. Satisfied you"

"satisfied. Thanks Ranti." Danu then went out of her room to work. Danu was so tired of all this. Danu just wants Deli like any other child who gets affection from both parents. But it turns out Ranti's selfishness brings Deli into the psychological burden that has not been borne by four-year-old children.

The clockwork has shown the figure nine nights. Danu exited the study to Deli's room. Deli tisak will be able to sleep if not accompanied by Danu. When Danu arrived at Deli's room, Danu saw Deli yanh sitting on the bed. Deli was already wearing her nightgown.

"Daddy's daughter is ready for bed?"

"Yes dad. Deli waiting for dad. Deli's already drowsy dad."

"Here baby. We're sleeping again."

Danu took Deli into his arms. The poor girl who was small at her age had already won a heavy burden. Deli turned out to be really sleepy usually Danu had to put him to sleep for an hour, today it is not fifteen minutes, Deli has entered his dream.

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Days change weeks, weeks change months, months change years. Ranti's treatment to Deli remains the same. Although the promise of Ranti who will play with Deli from seven to nine at night is fulfilled, only the love is still not given Ranti. While the two of them are together, Ranti stays with the activities that Deli keeps trying to attract the attention of her mother.

Danu was actually upset with Ranti, but when Danu asked Deli, the answer Deli gave was not Danu expected. Deli's answer made Danu flinch violently. Deli said he was happy because he wanted to play with him. Deli did not ask for other yanh, with Ranti mah playing with Deli for two hours every night, it has made Deli to be extraordinarily happy.

Danu can only be patient with the answer given by Deli. Danu can't break Deli's happiness. Danu is also unlikely to ask more to Ranti, with Ranti willing to play with Deli for two hours just to make Danu say Alhamdulillah.

Danu is in a very difficult position. On the one hand there is Deli happiness that Danu must strive for. On the other hand there is Danu's own happiness that he should fulfill. Danu is so dizzy with the way of life he has to live.

This confusion is compounded by the arrival of a beautiful woman who is so much loved by Dani. A beautiful woman named Vina is a new employee in Danu's office. Danu desperately wants to express her love for Vina, but Danu becomes hesitant because of her status as a woman's legal husband. Danu's extraordinary thoughts made Danu have to lie in the hospital. Danu suffered from appendicitis which eventually had to be operated on for healing steps.

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What will Danu do in the future?

Does Danu maintain his household and throw away his love, or vice versa?

Covering to my second sister's work entitled "THE FAITHFULNESS OF A WIFE"