
"Yashwas.... "
"Not now, Ta."
Prita ventured to start the conversation. But Ayash cut his words. He did not want to hear any explanation from Prita.
Clearly his face was implying anger and disappointment. He did not want to look at Prita. His eyes were fixed towards the front.
Prita feels better if Ayash is able to vent his emotions and anger on her rather than his silence. Ayash is like everyone else he doesn't know.
Arriving at the apartment lobby, Ayash remained silent. The man walked regardless of Prita's whereabouts.
Arriving inside the apartment, Prita thought she would be able to speak well together. In reality, Ayash walked into the room just changing out of his work clothes in casual clothes and prepared to go back.
"Brach!" Prita held her hand. "Please.... "
Ayash pulled Prita's body into his arms, "I'm sorry. I can't talk about it right now. Give me some time."
Ayash landed a kiss on the forehead, "Rest. Don't waitfor me. I'm not going home tonight. Take care of yourself."
Prita was crying in the room.
"Stupid.
How could he hope that Ayash could accept his condition that was containing the seeds of another man. He wants to laugh at himself. The wedding was just a dream that would ever happen. Now, she was just a despicable woman who was no longer holy even to the point of becoming pregnant out of wedlock. Although not his will, people will still label him as a cheap woman. Later, if the child has been born, people will call it an illegitimate child.
Prita began to consider whether he would keep the fetus or would abort it. The fetus in his stomach does not have anything wrong. But, if he was still born, people would insult him.
Does he have to go back to Bayu, as the father of his fetus? Does he have to marry a man who has taken his chastity for the sake of his son? He doesn't even love her. What he wants to live with Ayash. But, Ayash just left it when he really needed a backrest.
*****
Irgi still enjoys smoking on the balcony of the room. Drowsiness does not come even though the day is very late.
He sighed. Looking at the apartment in front, the apartment where Raeka lives.
It's been almost two weeks that he hasn't seen Raeka. Since he did something crazy. He deeply regrets his actions and feels he has no face to meet Raeka again. He managed to make Raeka afraid of him and he himself felt tormented.
Raeka, the only woman he can't forget. Even though he decided to go to high school, he always loved that woman. Until the time he had to go abroad to college, he still held a love for her. She has never been in a relationship with anyone but Raeka.
If he wanted to, with his handsome face he could get any woman to be his girlfriend. But he never did. He just loves Raeka. Beautiful, spoiled, and sometimes childish. The most beautiful woman according to her eyes.
Raeka is always jealous of Prita, the woman she already considers her family, like her own sister. Raeka always thought she had a love for Prita. That's not true. His feelings are only a matter of affection for the family. Is there anyone who can leave his family when he has no one to depend on?
Somehow he must explain. Since High School also misunderstood like that has happened. Almost everyone thinks of him as dating Prita, including Ayash.
Tok tok....
There was a knocking on the door. Irgi was astonished. It's late at night, someone entered his apartment and is now knocking on his bedroom door? Wh who? What is Songong Ayash? His apartment access card was 4, one he gave to Raeka, one he gave to Ayash, and 2 cards he still held himself. Possibilities are coming Ayash, where might be Raeka.
He put his cigarette on the ashtray and immediately walked towards the door.
Clamps
"Print.... "
Irgi was flabbergasted to see Prita's presence in his apartment. Her appearance was chaotic, her hair was disheveled, her eyes were puffy, and her lips were pale.
Irgi was still in his place. This was the first time in years to see Prita crying in front of her. In the past, High School time was like this too. Several times Prita cried because of being bullied by boys at school. And this is the worst.
Prita's back seemed to shake. He was still crying in Irgi's arms.
"Sit down, Ta."
Irgi invites Prita to sit on the sofa of her room. He picked up a tissue and wiped the tears that were dripping on Prita's cheek.
Irgi thought after meeting with Psychologists, Prita's condition has improved and can undergo activities as usual. It didn't seem like a problem yesterday either. In fact, Ayash and Prita are preparing a wedding plan.
Why did Prita come to her apartment alone while crying? Where's Ayash? Did they fight? What made them fight when yesterday was okay?
Seeing the condition of Prita, Irgi did not have the heart to ask a lot of questions. Maybe Prita needs to self-announce.
"Ta, have you had dinner?"
Prita. She had not had dinner after returning to the apartment. He remembered nothing but crying in the room. As the night wore on, he felt increasingly depressed and frightened. Finally, he decides to go to Irgi's apartment with the access card that Irgi once gave him.
"Then come with me. You have to take care of your health, Ta."
Irgi pulls Prita towards the kitchen. He sat Prita down and immediately picked up the rest of his dinner in the closet.
"I'm sorry, Ta. There's only this in my house."
Irgi serves shrimp sauce barbeque, capcay, and tempe fried in front of Prita.
"Likes not to be eaten, huh, Ta. If you don't want to eat, let me take a bribe."
"No, I can eat by myself."
Although he was sad, Prita did not deny that he was currently hungry. He immediately ate the food that Irgi gave.
Prita eat quietly. Irgi did not bother him with questions at all. Irgi can read the situation, if at this time he can not be asked.
"What do you want to eat, Ta? I have oranges, you want?"
Prita nodded. Irgi picked up a bright orange from the refrigerator. Peeling the orange and he gave it to Prita.
Eating fruit after a meal is refreshing. Prita's feelings are getting a little better.
"Ir... Can I stay here?" Prita started talking.
"Why, Ta? Did you have a fight with Ayash?"
Prita was silent for a moment.
"Ir."
Prita's tears are flowing again. Irgi was still shocked to hear Prita's confession.
"Ta... Who's got you pregnant?"
"Wood.... "
Prita's cry is getting louder. Irgi got up and hugged Prita again. He let Prita cry bitterly in his arms.