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Bayu is smoking a cigarette while leaning on the head of the bed. His feeling is happy. Just now he was enjoying the experience of making love to a virgin.
Yes, Prita is still a virgin. He thinks Prita has often had relationships with his girlfriend because they even lived together.
He felt relieved, like he had won a cup. He felt special because he was the first to feel the pleasure of Prita's body.
The sensations he felt were completely different. The bitches she used to sleep with were all no virgins. In fact, several times he had a short relationship with women, all of whom were not virgins. He thinks Prita is the same as them. But it turns out that Prita still keeps her chastity. And he who has taken away his holiness.
Bayu slightly regretted giving Prita a painful first experience. Had he known his woman was still holy, perhaps he would have done it more gently. But since he was already filled with passion and anger, the unification he did was a little rough. Prita to scream in pain because of his actions.
In fact, his junior had already stiffened back. But he could not bear to force Prita to do it again. He will give a break for Prita.
While Prita still curled up next to Bayu. He tilted his body back to Bayu. The blanket he tightly connected covered his body that was still naked.
Prita was crying under the blanket. His entire body was in pain especially in his feminine area. This was his first experience. This first experience was the most painful.
His hopes were shattered, his world was now pitch-black. Like there was no future for him. His body is dirty, very dirty.
He remembered Ayash. His cries grew louder and more intense. There was guilt in his heart. He felt he was no longer worthy of Ayash. He has been tainted by a man he doesn't even love.
Now he is desperate. He wanted to die so he could meet his parents. He wanted to complain and express his heart that his life was very painful. After the departure of his parents, his life continued to be hit by problems until it felt like he could not breathe.
"Ayash..help me." she said as she sobbed.
Prita felt her hair rubbing someone. Her hands pressed the blanket to cover her. His body stiffened and shook. He was afraid Bayu would do it again.
The pain he remembers. Not only physical pain, but his psychic also hurt. Bayu is very rude to force him to unify. Even his groans and pleas were not listened to at all. Bayu did not care even though he was in pain. The one that Bayu cares about is only himself.
One cigarette that Bayu was smoking was almost exhausted. I don't know why smoking cigarettes after making love feels so good. Thought Prita lying next to him turned her back. The body behind the blanket seemed to tremble from the sobbing.
In the depths of his heart, he actually did not have the heart to see the woman he loved sad. But, if not by force, Prita would never belong to him.
He imagined if Prita could love him sincerely as she felt, surely their relationship would be very sweet. He hoped that time would come. If Prita is used to it, over time will surely grow a sense of love.
The wood turns off the cigarette it sucks. His attention was drawn to Prita. He moved closer and lay down behind Prita's back.
"Darling... You haven't slept?" said Bayu gently while stroking Prita's hair.
Prita's body was still trembling, "Don't.
Bayu knows, the woman is still afraid of him. But of course he won't give up. He will continue to try to make Prita accept himself at any cost.
Bayu hugged Prita's body from behind, making Prita more frightened than feeling protected.
Bayu's words made Prita's heart a little calm. But he kept a vigilance.
"I'm sorry. I did it a little rough. Does it still hurt?"
That question actually makes Prita's stuffing harder. Bayu is like scratching a new wound he made himself.
"I can't help myself. I thought, you used to do it with your ex-boyfriend."
"He's not as depraved as you are, asshole!" aspir Prita vented his anger. Both hands clenched. He wanted to kill the man who had abused him.
"Ah, I feel happy. Even if you curse me, I won't be angry this time."
Bayu tightened his embrace, "I'm so happy to be the first for you. That is, you are not that fond of your ex-boyfriend. Thank you for keeping your chastity all this time." whispered.
"Basic jerk! Why are you doing this to me? What wrong? Huhu.... "
"Stt. It's nobody's fault, honey. It's called love."
"I don't love you. Untie me. Huhu.... "
"Now you may not love me. But gradually, you will accept me. I love you so much. I can give you anything you want."
"I don't want anything from you. Untie me. I want to get out of here."
"I can't let you go. You are mine, only mine. Forever you're mine."
"I don't want to. please let me go... " Prita kept pleading. His voice sounded raucous because he was crying too much.
"St... Enough's enough! Don't talk anymore. Don't make my mood bad. I can do that to you again. Go to sleep, it's almost midnight. You need to rest. If you don't want to obey, I'll really do it again many times until you're exhausted."
Bayu peeked at the top of Prita's head. He tightened his embrace. Prita. He was afraid Bayu was really doing what he said. He closed his eyes, suggesting he was sleeping.
His mind floated back to his misfortune. His mother's father is gone, his uncle can't help him. Let alone helping, even he was abandoned after all the property of his father he mastered.
Ask Ayash for help? Does he still deserve Ayash? Can Ayash accept his condition as it is? Ayash is one of those people who makes him feel like he still has a family. Ayash the man who kept him spirited lived his bitter life as an orphan. If not to Ayash, who else should he lean on?
The irgi? Irgi is like his family. But, when High School he has a lot of trouble Irgi. Even because of her, Irgi broke up with her boyfriend. What if Prita comes back to depend on Irgi? Can Raeka understand him?
Miss Retno? Ms. Retno is kind, like her own mother. But, last time the relationship wasn't good because of Mario. Retno would laugh at her because after she said she wanted to rape her son, she was raped by another man.
Raya? Raya is his best friend. But his life was also difficult. Does it add to his burden of life?
Prita kept thinking about the good people around her. If he could get out of that house, to whom would he depend? The burden of his mind is heavy. Slowly, he finally fell asleep.