Between Revenge and Love

Deepest Sadness

"Why..why, I want to be with mom...!" dinda panicked. His body suddenly went limp until he collapsed unconscious. Some people who were curious about the ambulance at Dinda's house crowded. They helped carry Dinda into the house and laid her on the couch. One of the nurses immediately cleaned the wound on Dinda's forehead and rubbed it with gauze.

Bu Inayah was overwhelmed with confusion, Madam Rahmah fainted, Dinda did so, especially plus Riki and Niki who cried in fear. Forced by Inayah to calm down his children and give understanding to them.

Finally Riki and Niki understood his mother's explanation. They obeyed his mother's orders to enter his room immediately.

Ms. Inayah ran towards the ambulance that had not yet left. A doctor in white robes got out of the ambulance and met Inayah's mother.

"Sorry, who's the patient?" Ask the doctor.

"I am their maid. How is Rahmah Doc's mom?" Ask Inayah to panic.

"Can I call my child or another family member?" Ask the doctor again.

"His "single daughter was fainting inside the house. How is Rahmah's mother? Why an ambulance, not to leave?" Madam Inayah is panicking. He felt that something had happened to Rahmah.

"Mother.we are in mourning, mother Rahmah we cannot save. Madam Rahmah has died. How, is the body we're taking to the hospital for an autopsy?"

"Inalillahi wainailaihi Rajiun..." Tears dripped, Madam Rahmah could only shake her head. He did not know what decision he had to make. Dinda cannot be questioned at the moment. He then remembered RT.

"I had a meeting with RT sir." Bu Inayah said, while he intended to go to the house of RT sir. But he undoes his intention when he sees RT sir coming with some residents.

"Sir RT, how is this? Madam Rahmah died and Dinda fainted." Bu Inayah asked for consideration RT sir.

"Look at this, the villagers will take care of Rahmah's body. It's best that Dinda be taken to a nearby clinic for fear of a concussion from a wound to her head." Mr. RT then regulates its citizens and is given their respective orders.

Dinda who had not been aware was taken to a nearby clinic which was no more than a kilo meter from their home. Meanwhile, Rahmah's body was immediately bathed and pardoned. The day had begun at night, Dinda had not yet awakened. Mr. Ustad also proposed to immediately bury the body. Because it's not good if the body gets applied.

One of the residents also reported that the cemetery was also ready.

That night the burial of Rahma was not attended by her only daughter. Many residents of the complex who attended the funeral also shed tears. They feel lost. Madam Rahmah is a fairly simple but very generous person. Often he will distribute packaged rice to people in need.

Pusara bu Rahmah was filled with sprinkles of flowers from mourners. After the funeral was over, Ms. Inayah immediately went to the clinic where Dinda was treated. But there is no sign that Dinda will soon wake up. Making Inayah's mother more anxious about Dinda's condition.

Bu Inayah was very moved to see the condition of Dinda who was not yet aware of her stings. A nurse told him that Dinda's tension was very low. So Dinda was given an infusion. Inayah put Dinda in one of the nurses. He went home by taking an online taxi.

Ms. Inayah hastily returned home because there was a recitation sending a prayer for the deceased mother Rahmah. In Dinda's house, there were already many people gathered.

In the morning, Inayah woke up to the sound of a door knock. He immediately rushed to open the door, how shocked Inayah saw Dinda was already standing at the door.

"Mom Inayah, which hospital are you in?" Ask Dinda rahu.

"Patient mother. Madam Rahmah died." Bisik bu Inayah's. She was so afraid to surprise Dinda. But Dinda's response made Inayah's mother confused.

"Mom Inayah lied!!! My mom's fine, where's mom??" Dinda broke free from Inayah's arms. He walked into the house and called his mother.

"Mother... mother... Where's mother?" Dinda searched for her mother in a panic. He looked to his room, bathroom, to all the rooms of the house and the stall was not too broad. He was getting panicked when he saw the mat in the stall.

"Where's mom... Where's my mom?" Shouted Dinda in panic.

Ms. Inayah took a packet of flowers that she had deliberately kept. If at any time Dinda made a pilgrimage to her mother's grave.

"Come on Dinda, I'll take you." Said bu Inayah. However, Dinda must immediately accept the death of her mother in order to let her go.

Dinda followed Inayah from behind. He did not understand why Inayah asked him to walk. Especially when they get to the road. Dinda recognized him, this is the way to his father's grave.

"Bu Inayah will take me where? It's the way to the tomb, right?" Dinda rejected his bad thoughts. He stood where he stood.

When she realized that Dinda was no longer following her, Inayah stopped. He looked back.

"Mbak Dinda... come... he said looking for Rahmah's mother?" Bu Inayah rebuked Dinda firmly. Though his heart was torn apart to see the pain in Dinda's eyes. He did not have the heart, but nevertheless Dinda must be able to accept the truth. He wanted to immediately embrace Dinda strengthening her and comforting her grief. But Inayah held herself back.

Moments later Inayah fell silent. After a long wait for Dinda who did not move. Bu Inayah decided to approach Dinda. He called Dinda the lunglai.

"Mother.mom.I don't want you to leave me." Dinda was desperate.

"Come on, Dinda, be strong. Madam Rahmah would not want Dinda to be sad like this." Bu Inayah comforted Dinda. They walked slowly towards the new center. The place where Rahmah's body lay peacefully.

Dinda scatters and hugs a wooden headstone bearing her mother's name. He cried teRizak.

"Mother. Is this a punishment for me ma'am because you are angry and disappointed in Dinda. I'm sorry your son who couldn't make you happy in your last days. Mother. hik...hik"

Dinda cries roaring. He felt very lost for his mother's departure. Why is the destiny to live so dark. One unfinished problem even added to the departure of the mother he loved.

For hours Dinda cried in her mother's belly button. To put out all his feelings of pain. It was as if there was no more spirit to live his life. If when he was down in the past, when Fariz betrayed and sold his honor he could survive because there was hope for his mother. But now there is no more encouragement for him.