Beloved Unpossessed

Cellyn pov

'' This is an opportunity for you to apologize. Below there is a guest who claims your employer his name is umi forgot said Najwa.

''Huh... employer? '' Cellyn could hardly believe it. Because during his work in the city of A and in the country of C Celyn never tell his address in the city of J. How does anyone come and claim to be an employer?

Cellyn got out of bed but before stepping Najwa again said, Are you sorry that you parted with the Chinese man and received a proposal from another man, son?"

Instantly the sentence was able to stop the steps of Celyn. ''There are no regrets. Cellyn only felt guilty to them especially Chuan ge ge. But Celyn just sent vidio to the Xiao family. Cellyn could only expect an apology from them. ''

''You really are a shalekhah Umi princess. Solve your problems today, son. Do not affect your relationship with the Darma family said Najwa.

Cellyn nodded and then walked out of the room.

Cellyn pov's.

I have a hard time sleeping tonight. Even though I had been thinking about it, but my eyes were closed and consciousness was still watching over me. I was very restless considering that I was going to be at the sermon of a man I already felt comfortable with as a big brother. Of love? there is no love in my heart. One thing that convinced me was 'the choice of God is always the best '.

Because I did not fall asleep, I decided to get up. I take the wudlu and pray hajat and witir.

Shalawat tahrim woke me up again I missed my dawn prayer.Fif in the morning the atmosphere in this house was frenzied. They are workers from a wedding organizer who sent aunt Yumna. Umi and Aunt Ainun prepared breakfast for us. I wanted to help but they refused on the grounds 'I have to prepare for the show later Before long the make up artist came with both assistants. I advised us to have breakfast first.

I feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable from now on. Just imagine, I am not used to makeup my face now like wearing a mask with thick makeup. Even though I had already ordered the Flawlees look, still I was not used to it. Moreover, both of my hands must be on the sticker like the hands of Indian girls.

Aunt Ainun came and told that the invited guests had arrived. Soon, the sound of several cars came. Aunt Ainun peeked out of the window. 'Her mom Nyai this one has bad habits too. Not afraid of the stye what 'my inner. Let's just say that licking my tantrum is an outlet for my frustration.

''It looks like your future husband's family has arrived son'' said Aunt Ainun.

I just answered with a smile. 'Prospective husband?' my inner. I also saw my reflection in the mirror. ' Yes, I am a future wife who loves others... O God cause in my heart the love for my husband is greater than the love I ever had for another man' my inner self again.

From inside my room I could hear the show start. After polishing my face, the artist's makeup began to wrap around the veil, and then she covered my head with a pasmina sheet that was the size of a jumbo. Maybe if I were only 160cm tall standing, this pasmina would dangle and touch the floor.Lastly she wore a crown over my head. And finished.

Soon Salwa came and asked us to come down. We went down and Aunt Ainun got me. It was quite helpful because with my current appearance I was quite uncomfortable let alone down the stairs.

I was pretty uncomfortable being the center of attention. Most of them are looking at me. As if they were seeing a dangdut artist.

The arrangement of events for the sake of the arrangement of events we went through. At the session introducing the family I just found out Om Yoga has two younger brothers and and 3 nephews are aunt Yumna single children.

And so that you readers know from abi have one younger brother. But from this little brother abi I have five cousins. A lot of his son? is that in your mind? yes, people like them have their own understanding of family planning programs. And that was their choice. We appreciate their decision....

And other things I didn't notice included, delivery. I just want to be polite.

How shocked when I heard Mr. Supri talking about the car. 'What car ? hantaran ? did I hear wrong I thought. I turned to my former foster brother and my future husband. And he smiled and then reached for the key from his pocket made me sure my hearing was not wrong. 'A car can be the contents of the shipment huh? may I be a worthy wife beside you' my inner self.

I saw Darma's family was all right. Although rich they are not arrogant. All hajat jamasai almost 12 p.m. They pray together below, and I'm sorry to go into my room to clean the makeup and pray because it's impossible with my appearance only wudlu and then pray instead. After the prayer I felt so sticky it seemed better to take a shower.

I sighed again because I could not forget Chuan ge ge ge when I was getting married in a week. And suddenly I remembered the words of papa chuan ge ge

...'If you are not fooled remember, until whenever you remain your child. You can come back here even though there's no relationship with Chung Chuan '...

I feel so guilty for the Xiao family considering all their kindness. I wonder what I should do? There's no way I'm throwing them away and not assuming them at all. In what way should I apologize to them?

Finally came the idea of my mind I immediately ended my bathing ritual. I wore a long-sleeved t-shirt and jogger pants not to forget the simple veil. I opened the Xiao ren group on the green app. And wow there are hundreds of notifications but I don't care about it I make vidio and as much as possible I try to toughen up even though it looks evil but I just don't want them to assume I'm married because of force. However they know my relationship with Chuan ge ge.

'' Papa, mama and all Xiao's family.... Nomen hao ma? Im here to get forgive of you are. And I hope after all happen between me and Chuan ge, doesnt change our relationship. Yes, I have break of my relationship whit Chuan ge at last week. Because too not good build a relationship different religion. I know is unfair for him. Is my fault's. I so sorry because, all your kindness I reply with disappointment. Regardless of it all, I ask for blessing. If next week, without coercion and no pressure will get married whit moslem man. This is my choice whyout anyone's influence. I know my attitude is too much. So forgive me I said in the short video.

tbc