Beloved Unpossessed

Beloved Unpossessed
Take the Kencana Train With Him



"Then how will your children be? In Islam there is no term illegitimate child, but the child born from an illegitimate relationship only belongs to his mother. How do people react when they hear the message is his mother what will your child not be ashamed ? Do you understand the law of marrying different religions? Now umi asks you to say it and then pray istikharah. Ask God to open your heart and mind. After that read the meaning of surah al baqarah verse 221 repeat until attached to the dictionary of your life. And ask yourself what is your fault, said Najwa, and then got up and left Celyn.


Cellyn is getting sobbing. After how many moments he got up and fulfilled his general command. One by one the suggestions of the uminya dokoni.


Cellyn felt her light body. His eyes looked around the manicured garden with green grass and blooming flowers. It looks so beautiful. From the side was a voice that surprised him. Hizkia, her foster sister came in a tuxedo suit neatly looking elegant. Yes he came to pick up Celyn somewhere.


Celyn was stunned to see there was a carriage with a seat that nuanced white. The wood is made of the best wood and is coated in gold. The decorations on the car made the car even more beautiful. 'Why is there a train in this park? Wow very beautiful. There must be a special person who also visited this park 'inner Celyn.


Cellyn looked to the right and left. But there was no Hezekiah car that drove him home yesterday from the airport. And strangely again, Hezekiah led him towards the chariot. Upon arriving near the chariot Hezekiah opened the door of the chariot. Hezekiah quietly stretched out his hand as if letting Celyn hold on to his hand and climbed onto the carriage.


Though doubtful, Celyn will obey. And Hezekiah sat in front to control his horse. The train runs gallantly. Out of the park, the train passed a long bridge. At the end of the bridge Celyn faintly saw there was a figure she was very familiar with. Xia Chung Chuan was standing suckling at the end of the bridge. Cellyn felt something shake her arm.


Cellyn blinked a few times. He looks around. Then felt the cloth that wrapped almost his entire body. He also tried to sit. And see his umin' face.


'' Wake up, it's time for dawn prayers. Let's get ready umi wait said Najwa.


Celyn nodded then got up to the bathroom next to the mushola to brush her teeth and wudlu then returned to the mushola. Open a small cupboard in the mushola to take clean mukena and prayer mats.


After congregational prayer they started their respective activities as they always did before Cellyn became TKI.


Celyn did not focus on cutting the chives. His mind was filled with dreams last night. Najwa's attitude was a little different, a little cooler. Perhaps during the cooking process there will be no sound between the two. But no, Najwa who was taking the vegetables next to Celyn was shocked by the blood staining the leeks and cutting board. "Stop nak.." cried Najwa.


Cellyn just woke up from her daydream. And he just felt pain in his thumb. While Najwa takes the medicine box. Cellyn washed her hands and sat down at the table and picked up a tissue to wipe her hands and block the blood out and she came out and looked for aloe.


By the time Celyn walked into the kitchen, Najwa was waiting for her at the dining table in front of her with a medicine box. Cellyn who understood said thanks to him. Najwa just nodded. Got such a reaction from the umin heart Cellyn feel broken.


With a silenced mouth he treated his son's wounds. If you can choose, Celyn would rather be scolded or beaten than let it sit like this. It's very uncomfortable.


Cellyn thanked me again. Then they continued cooking. After all the homework was done, Celyn helped her ummah work in London. Cellyn wanted to start a conversation but didn't know where to start.


Hearing my eldest daughter's conversation with her employer I felt something strange from the name 'papa' that Celyn said. I don't speak English, but I understand it a little bit.


Sure enough in the middle of their conversation I heard more or less like this 'don't leave my old brother skinny again.or you marry me.'


Degs....


I remember at the beginning of the phone I did not hear them say greetings like Muslims. Did your son have a love affair with an infidel? Astarghfirullah.... I always feel safe because I have never heard of your son dating, although it can be said that in addition to achieving your child also has a pretty visual. I thought my son was good at keeping the company without me teaching. Turns out I was a miss. Here I feel like I have failed in educating children.


After the vidio call was cut off, I told my youngest son to enter the room. I tried to make sure by asking my firstborn. But the answer really broke me. He doesn't deny it. My daughter is a girl who has never been rebellious. I never scolded him because normally before I rebuked he had already realized his mistake.


But for now I can't blame him for my lack of education.


I tried to get her to think about the risks of marrying different religions. In addition, I also suggested that he ask for guidance from God. My head suddenly dizzy. My chest feels pain. I also decided to go to my room.


In my room I have trouble sleeping. I saw the clock on the nightstand was eleven o'clock more. I also went out to look for paracetamol maybe after taking my head medicine could be good.


Arriving in the middle room I saw there was a dim light like a mushola lamp on. I'm approaching too. I see it looks like my daughter is doing what I suggest. He changed his sitting position. Looks like he's been there a long time. I don't want to bother him. I continued my intention while praying ''may Allah guide you son''.


I can finally sleep. I heard the dawn prayer. I was a little too drunk to just wake up and miss the dawn prayer. When I arrived at Mushola I saw my eldest daughter asleep with her face. I feel pity.


'' O God, look at what my daughter has done. I believe his love for you is greater than anything else. Lead him to be firm in Your law. Don't keep him out of Thy paradise aamiin '' I muttered.


I tried to wake him up and invite him to prayer.


When we were cooking in the kitchen I found his finger injured. But he didn't feel it because even though his hand cut the chives but his eyes were blank. I stopped it too. And hurried to get the medicine box.


tbc