Beloved Unpossessed

Follow the Groove

From the side he called me. The look is perfect with a classy tucedo. He came to pick me up. I followed him too. But I was astonished because there was not a parked car. Except a carriage pulled by a horse. The bottom is made of copper. And the top is either of wood or iron I don't know for sure, but it's obviously covered in gold. 'People as important as what is visiting this park as well' I thought.

I'm trying to look around maybe his car's parked on the other side. But it turns out my guess was wrong. My brother opened the carriage door and guided me up the carriage by extending his hand. I also thought, though in doubt. I sat in a white chair. My eyes looked at the decoration on the carriage that further beautified the carriage.

Kia's sister sits in front. And he began to lead his horse to pull the already-associated carriage on the horse's body. Out of the park we passed a bridge that is quite long. At the end of the bridge I saw someone I seemed to know. It's not wrong that he's Chuan ge.

the flash back....

Ting... The sound of the phone notification resuscitated Celyn from her daydream. But he didn't intend to care about it. He was feeling troubled. However, his love for Chung Chuan still controlled his heart. But Celyn was not a fool who did not understand the meaning of dreams let alone the recognition of Hezekiah just now.

'' O Allah... You know better which is best for the servant. Strengthen the servant, strengthen the servant because the best way is sirotol mustaqim. Servant surrender to Your destiny. Help the servant to be sincere. Aamiin.." muttered Celyn and closed his eyes.

The next morning, Celyn woke up at five. He's running his phone. And there were ten messages coming in from Hezekiah. Cellyn opened one by one.

'Dek...in the parcel there is a good medicine for you at this time. If it hurts you drink all. But if not naproxen do not drink'

'Dec'

'No?'

'sleeped yet?'

'Why not bales ?'

'You're angry because of my confession?'

'Don't be angry, I just want to express my feelings. You don't have to accept either '

' I hope my words don't affect our relationship '

'I'm sorry don't be mad anymore huh '

'I will tell you my feelings are not supposed to but don't get angry...'

Cellyn turned her head to read a message from Hezekiah. He did not expect Hezekiah to think he was angry. His bouncy fingers with not-so-long fingernails stained with translucent cuttings typed in a reply message for Hezekiah.

'Sorry brother last night I was asleep and this just woke up . Thanks for the medicine later I'll take '

Cellyn got up. But before his foot stepped on the floor his phone again rang.

Ting...

Cellyn also grabbed her phone which she had put on the nightstand.

Hezekiah 'Thank God I think angry '

Cellyn replied 'No... There's nothing to blame for sometimes the wrong feeling the way we make decisions '

Hezekiah' Really? Is there any input for

me? Because I tried to get rid of this feeling but the more I tried to forget you the more I remembered you. I've been doing Istikharah prayers but I'm getting more and more convinced of this feeling '

Cellyn muttered "bismillah "So she typed 'We just follow the plot...'

Hezekiah' What does it mean that you are willing to spend the rest of our time together? don't answer it yet. This afternoon I picked it up. We eat out 🤗😄😄'

Cellyn smiled 'All right...'

On the other side...

After revealing my feelings to Cellyn, I felt a little regretful. Because Cellyn became silent a thousand languages. Although basically he is quiet unlike Salwa who is chatty and cheerful. But this time his attitude was not as usual.

Just imagine from us still in the back garden until I drove her home just the word 'thank you' coming out of Cellyn's mouth. Even how many times have I sent messages not read let alone reply. I felt restless until midnight unable to sleep. I decided to get up and immediately perform the hajat prayer. After that I taught until sleepiness approached then I returned to my bed. I thought until my consciousness was gone.

Shalawat Tarhim from the surrounding mosque woke me up from my sleep. Before I got up I grabbed my phone from the top of the nightstand. Hope there is a reply. But what I expected evaporated just like that when I saw the conversation list was still the same.

I also rise to fulfill my duty. But this time I'm not qiroah . I don't know how lazy it feels. I went back to my bed but not to sleep. Just sitting back and playing with the phone.

Ting...

The incoming message I'm so happy because it's a message from Celyn. I was immediately excited again.

Celyn' I'm sorry I slept last night and this just woke up. Thanks for the medicine I will take. '

I smiled reading the message. I also typed 'Thank God I think angry' and sent.

Ting...

Celyn' No... There's nothing to blame for sometimes the wrong feeling the way we make decisions '

Read it I'm getting excited ' Really? Is there any input for

me? Because I tried to get rid of this feeling but the more I tried to forget you the more I remembered you. I've been doing Istikharah prayers but I'm getting more and more convinced of this feeling' my reply.

Ting...

Celyn 'We just follow the plot...'

I jumped and hit the pillow next to me. Wanted to jump around too but for a moment I thought I was like Masha's bear. I bowed in gratitude and replied 'What does it mean that you are willing to spend the rest of our time together? don't answer it yet. This afternoon I picked it up. We eat out 🤗😄😄'.

Ting...

Celyn 'All right...'

After preparing I went down the stairs while singing softly. I don't know maybe because I'm so happy. And I'm not used to whistling because Grandpa's word 'whistling is hateful'

'' Who is the fall of the moon?" sindir.

I turned my head and just smiled leaving mom full of question marks. I looked back at my face, letting my mother keep looking at me be curious.

'' Is there any good news?" tanyak .

'' Let's have breakfast "I said as I thrust fried rice and parchment into his presence. I saw the look on his face that was upset that I didn't answer. I am glad I could kill my mom.

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Luckily, there is no scheduled surgery today. I already have recana and good luck as I expected. Just periodic checkups and outpatients just don't make me too busy. So I have time to plan something . It really focused me more on the watch that was coiled around my left wrist. This watch is a gift from Cellyn. But besides that, I was also waiting for lunch.

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fifteen minutes ago, there were no patients. I went out and asked the nurse outside "there are no patients ?"

'' There are no docks" he replied.

'' Then I go first. And later I've asked doctor Hendra to replace me." I explained.

tbc