Beloved Unpossessed

The Bu Sari family

My legs feel weak, I rest in front of the bifet in the middle room. The place where I'll take the medicine box. My heart was broken to imagine the breaking of my son's heart at this time. ''Is that how deep your love for the Chinese man is ?'' muttered.

I can't even shed tears. I am ashamed to face my son. I am ashamed of the late Diky and his family. It's not funny that the nephew of the leader of the boarding school married a pagan man.

It was all because of my failure as a mother. Once I could control myself I went back to the kitchen but my son wasn't there. I put the medicine box on the dinner table and sat there waiting for my daughter Cellyn. Before long he returned while smearing his wound with aloe vera mucus.

Seeing me, he sat beside me. My heart aches at the wound on his thumb. I treated his wound. As much as possible I held back my emotions.

After breakfast together I chose to dwell on my work and let my eldest daughter pack the house. This way a little can make room for me to avoid it a little. But it was only for a while because before long he came and helped me iron the londry clothes.

We prayed in the afternoon. After the greeting he yelled and kissed my hand. But the words that came out of his mouth made my tears fall. '' Pardon Celyn umi.... Cellyn already knew that the feelings that exist in Cellyn are inappropriate. Celyn is afraid that Celyn's heaven is angry but Cellyn is more afraid that the heaven is away from Celyn.

'' Umi should apologize, son. Umi is ashamed because hiks.. as a parent umi failed to meet your needs. Umi hiks... shame because as a parent hiks. And even more embarrassing, umi hiks.. failed to educate you.

Cellyn called me from the side and said, No umi hiks .. umi is the best for us. Umi always hiks. Cellyn is proud of Umi. What Umi gives hiks is more valuable than the temporary treasures of the world. Now Celyn knows where Celyn's fault lies. Cellyn's going to end it all. Cellyn resigned herself to the path God had prepared for her. Please hiks.. My paradise don't be angry anymore.'' he said.

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The opportunity came for Celyn during the dzuhur prayer. After the greeting she again apologized to Najwa Forgive Cellyn umi... Cellyn already knew that the feelings that exist in Cellyn are inappropriate. Celyn is afraid that Celyn's heaven is angry but Cellyn is more afraid that the Heaven is away from Celyn.

Najwa also shed tears '' umi who should apologise son. umi was ashamed because of the torment. Umi hiks... shame because as a parent hiks. And even more embarrassing, umi hiks.. failed to educate you.'' replied Najwa.

Celyn hugged Najwa from the side and said No umi hiks .. umi is the best for us. Umi always hiks. Cellyn is proud of Umi. What Umi gives hiks is more valuable than the temporary treasures of the world. Now Celyn knows where Celyn's fault lies. Cellyn's going to end it all. Cellyn resigned herself to the path God had prepared for her. Please hiks.. My paradise don't be angry anymore.'' he said.

After that the atmosphere had already melted a little. Celyn is determined to end her relationship with Chung Chuan despite her heart's objections. After eating Celyn tried to contact Hezekiah to invite her home. Kemaren Celyn has not had time to give souvenirs. But unfortunately Hezekiah didn't answer his phone. 'maybe he's busy' Celyn thought.

That afternoon, Celyn handed over the gifts she had prepared especially to her sister Salwa and Najwa uminya. Despite being together with Umi and her sister Celyn feeling empty. Like there is less. Cellyn grabbed her phone and turned to the room. He's surfing in the gallery. Opening one by one his hands stopped when on the screen the face of the person who filled his days for the last 2 years. Smile from his lips. It cannot be denied forgetting is his determination but the same love is still attached to his heart. Celine laid half of her body on the bed with her legs drooping.

Ting.

Hezekiah' Sorry Celyn, sister was having surgery. Are you busy now'

Cellyn intended to reply to the message. But just typing the word 'Celyn' There is already an incoming vidio call from Hezekiah.

Cellyn " waalaikumsalam" sister"

Hezekiah "sorry yes deck was brother again operation.what's the deck?"

Cellyn "no, Celyn wanted to take Salwa to the hospital but not."

Hezekiah "really?" looks happy hue from his face. "tomorrow. tomorrow afternoon brother play to the house only. I can't do it anymore in J. But by morning papa's home. So tomorrow afternoon we can go to town A."

Cellyn "hah" Cellyn wonder because just yesterday afternoon met, now in town J and tomorrow afternoon to town A again? though the distance that must be traveled through the toll was 500km more. " It's not important very well next time you can also "

There was a faint sound of crying from outside the house. Cellyn went silent and confirmed the sound. After being sure there was a crying sound from the house next door exactly home bu Sari Celyn intends to end her vidion call.

Cellyn "Sister seems to be out there something later Cellyn call again huh"

Hezekiah "oh ok take good care of assalamualaikum..."

Cellyn smiled "waalaikumsalam "

Cellyn went out to check and in the garage he passed Salwa who had been from the house bu Sari "what's the deck..?" ask Celene to worry.

'' It was brother, brother mega accident and died on the spot." replied Salwa with a slight tremble.

Cellyn said the word tarjik and then they locked the door. The two brothers went to the house of the mother to help. they just went home to bathe and pray and returned to the house of Sari's mother again.

Because it was night and rain the funeral procession was decided tomorrow morning.Night day Najwa stayed at the house bu Sari to accompany the late child who was still a toddler. Because of the state of bu Sari who has not let her daughter so that she can not take care of the baby. It just so happened that Najwa was already familiar with the toddler.

Celyn and Salwa come home for prayer and rest because Salwa tomorrow school. Salwa also asked her sister to sleep in her room because she was scared.

tbc

othor says happy new year buwat sodara sodaraku all...