Behind the Diary

I've Been Destroyed

I've been living in this house for a few days but I still feel awkward about it all. I started walking with a cane, because every day Key took me to the hospital to do therapy.

Today Key couldn't deliver me, I was accompanied by Mama and Om Fabian.

"Darling, you'll soon recover." Ayolla smiled

"Yes... Mama's right, Om Fabian why don't you work,??" Berlin asked Fabian

"Om can work later baby, Om Fabian also wants to accompany Princess Om." Fabian

"O. yes Om. If Giiken is not there, who takes care of Om Fabian's work??" Ask Berlin

"There's Kelvin, he's learned from Giiken." Fabian

"Good indeed.. Kelvin is a hard worker too. Berlin still doesn't feel good about them all." Berlin Speech

"Already.they can understand. Om Fabian told me about you. Now you must be as excited as ever." Fabian

True said Om Fabian not only this time I slumped, I hurt more when my face was different. I must be sure, I can definitely feel normal life like before.

After the hospital, Mama and Om Fabian deliver to Key's house, and they chat for a while because Mama has got a call from her assistant. But I'm glad at least today I was accompanied by Mama. If Papa, from Berlin to this house Papa and the others haven't been here yet.

"What are you cooking??" Ask Berlin

"New mother cooks Gulai Ayam, Balado cob, Capcay equals Perkedel potatoes. Berlin wanna try??" Mother then offered Berlin

"Yes... long time no eating twined potatoes, can Berlin nyicipin??" Ask Berlin

"By honey, you sit here, Mother take tisue." Mommy

Mother's cuisine is almost the same as Mother's cuisine from the taste that tends to be savory.

"Mother.. usually sister if out of the old city not??" Ask Berlin

"Key is usually only two days, but if you go abroad for a long time, about two weeks." Mommy

"Yes Mother. because it used to be the same Berlin two years we went everywhere both, when the sister went initially shocked, but slowly got used to without a sister, then after that Berlin was also kangen, and then Berlin was also missing, but there is no news of my brother. Even though he promised to go home, invite family to know. But we're acquaintances here, not at Berlin's." Berlin smiled

"Yes.. Mother understands your feelings," Mother said

Key where, I feel bad with Mother, because as long as she goes Mother always looks after me, I go to the bathroom Mother waiting at the door.

Then I waited for Key in his room. After dinner with Giiken, Archeva and Mother I went to Key's room, I wanted to see Key's room, it was not much different from the room that used to be in Mama's house.

I saw a diary on the table. I shouldn't have opened it, because it was Key's person. But I wonder what he wrote. Then I opened the book, the brown diary cover, I saw a photo behind the cover. It turned out to be me, me where time was still with a natural face, with straight black hair with neat bangs.

Berlin Arora, the beautiful brown-eyed girl.

As I read the title I began to be touched, because between my body parts, only my eyes were unchanged. My eyes are brown. Slowly I read it. It turns out he knew me a long time ago. He followed me not only because of the agreement with grandfather.

Second Page

I'll be gone for a moment, I hope you don't disappear.

He wrote that later he would miss having to study abroad.

Third Page

I graduated and I'll be back, hopefully you don't leave.

And after he came back I was in high school uniform, he came up to me and asked me a way, because he didn't find an address.

I remember that, even though I had forgotten his face, but I had a chance to talk to him at a school front stall.

Third Page

Will take care of you, even if you have to bet your life.

Turns out it was an incident where I had trouble in England.

Fourth Page

Let it all pass, but I will still love you.

He told me about what happened to me. That I've been tarnished, and I almost died of a kidnapping in England.

My tears are not held back. Actually whatever happened to me. I don't know about myself.

Page Five

Although you changed, nothing changed with my feelings.

It's about my different face. Everything in me is different and not what it used to be. He knows exactly what has changed with me. He knows better than me.

I'm not strong anymore, I'm crying. My voice was stifled, I didn't want others to hear me cry. I put the brown book down and then I went back to my room. It turns out I wasn't just hurt outside. But my heart is so fragile, this time I no longer have confidence, especially in front of Key. It felt like my life was meaningless, I was completely ruined.

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