Behind the Diary

Behind the Diary
I Want to Be Alone First



The day I wanted to go out alone. I am not going to college anymore either. I want to go for a walk by myself. After I got my permission, I changed my appearance.


I want to be free, but I don't want to bring any more trouble. Maybe from a distance, those bodyguards will keep an eye on me. But at least I can walk alone like everyone else. It's not that I was too brave after what happened in my life. But for once in my life. Today I will do whatever I want to do.


This morning I started from a city train, yupsss. Then I traveled by electric train. I got off at a station, then I walked to a traditional market.


Looking around that I rarely meet, I used to shop with my mother to the traditional market, early in the morning we leave, because I like to buy fresh squid, shrimp, fish and some fresh vegetables.


"Excuse me, ma'am.want to ask what is this fruit??" Ask Berlin to the merchant


"Oh. It's a buni, usually tested." Whistle Traders


Because I was curious I finally bought 1kg, then I walked again. I found some cakes that I think I rarely meet.


"Sir, what is this cake??" Ask Berlin


"This is called Bandros, Eneng want??" Vendor


"By sir, I bought 2 packs." Berlin Speech


The seller explained that Bandros is made of rice flour, grated coconut, coconut milk, and suji and given a sprinkling of sugar. Still feels warm and very delicious.


I continued walking, then there was a pretty crowded dining place at noon, why is the tent stall so crowded??? I'm in that crowd. Owh. turns out Chicken Noodles.


"Sister.I order one, eat here, drink one sweet iced tea" said Berlin


"Okay, please sit down" said the waiter


The waiter at the stall was young, probably my age. Who cooked a young man too. But what makes it so crowded. After I take the bench and I eat a little bandros. Finally the Chicken Noodles came after crammed for about 30 minutes.


It turns out that the taste of Chicken Noodles is really delicious, there are dried dumplings on it. The cut of chicken meat is quite large and the aroma of the sauce is tempting, plus mustard and pickled cucumbers into a fresh blend when enjoyed.


"Sorry.. Can you sit here??" Ask the young man


"Yes please....." Berlin Speech


A young man who also wanted to enjoy Chicken Noodles, because only in front of me was his seat empty.


The weather was getting hot, I took off my hat and my glasses. Why should I wear these thick glasses. I murmured to myself, while enjoying the iced tea that had not yet run out. Inside the backpack was already a buni and bandros left a little.


"You're not the neighborhood guy here?? I think I just saw you." Ask the Youth


Does this person notice every face that comes to the market. I was confused as to what to answer, his age was still below me.


"Yes, I'm just going for a walk." Berlin Speech


"You must be careful carrying a bag, here a lot of pickpockets." Youthful speech


"Yes, thank you, for reminding me" Berlin said.


"Yes, equally, if you go through the crowded street. You don't go down that alley." Youth Vocabulary


"Owh.. Ok, thank you. I'll go first." Berlin with a strange feeling


Walk down the main road in the market. I met the highway and decided to take the city bus. There is a bus stop on the left side of the road. I got into the Bus and the Bus drove towards the historical center of this city.


"Hey... " Greet the Youth


"Yes, that one." Youth Vocabulary


"I didn't see you get on the bus,???" Ask Berlin


"I just got on the ride, at the stop just now." The young man said with a smile


Quickly too this young man chasing the bus walked and knew he was sitting next to me.


"Where are you going??" Ask the Youth


"Museum of City History." Answer Berlin


"May I accompany." Youth Vocabulary


Haddeeeeehh. This guy, I want to be alone. Why should I go up anyway.


"I'm sorry, I want to be alone again" Berlin said


"Owhh.. It's okay." Youth Vocabulary


"Yes, it's not impossible. But I want to be alone again." Berlin Speech


"Ok. no problem." Said the young man then muttered


****** naze kare ni chikadzuku no ga muzukashi nodesu ka (why is it difficult to approach) *****


"Eemmm.. Do you want to approach me???" Berlin Speech


"You know??." Ask the Youth


"Although quietly, my ears are still normal." Berlin was upset


In the heart of that guy.. breengsssek.why should I say so.lost is my chance!!!


"Why not talk about it??" Ask Berlin


"Known.. Giiken Zeon" The young man introduced himself


"Mmmm... Alice" said Berlin


"What a great name.." Giiken


"Thank You. Can you catch this bus??" Ask Berlin


"Yes, I was in the same car as you." Giiken


"So you're a STALKER!!!!!" Berlin said loudly and stared intently


"No, I don't mean that.." Said Giiken in shame


Looking at her sincere expression and bowing her face in embarrassment. It seems like he just wants to know me. And we've arrived at the museum.


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