Behind the Diary

My Mother's Diary

"Where should we go??. Why should I close my eyes?." Ask Berlin

"Udah. I'll know." Answer Key

"Yes.. When should you close your eyes??" Ask Berlin

"Just sleep later when you get there, you know." Key Saying

About 1 hour drive. But Key still closed my eyes. I was curious, until I couldn't sleep.

"Sister... Is it a long time??" Ask Berlin curiously

"A little while." Answer Key

Then we're somewhere, somewhere to have fun. Wonderland, game arena and amusement park.

"Waaww. I know where I used to like it here. Sister.. I like. I like." Berlin Speech

"You like..?? good riddance!! so I didn't choose the wrong place." Ask Key with a smile

"Sangt likes. Once every month, I'd be here with my mom." Answer Berlin

"Yes, let's go on a rollercoaster ride" Take Key.

Key pulled my hand and we had fun. I used to love coming here with my mom, my mom used to be so young, she'd rather take me here than go shopping at the Mall.

It was a great day, I love it and love it today. Although Key always refused to call me brother. But still, I called brother.

"You sit here first, don't go anywhere" Pinta Key smiled

Key went where, I sat near the water park. I saw a mother with her child, I saw a teenager playing with her friend, and I saw a pair of affectionate lovers.

Why is it never in my mind to have a lover, even though I am 20 years old. Maybe because all my family and safety matters are more important than a lover.

"This is for you" Key said

Key brought me Cotton Candy in a cute, yellow shape.

"mmmm.. so sweet. You know where I like this shape from" Berlin said

"Yes just choose a shape that suits you, like your face if you are craving" said Key

"Ngookku's face?? Like this??" Ask Berlin

"It's like winnie the pooh." Key Saying

I chased him and wanted to pinch him. Why do I feel happy. It turns out he was watching me a lot.

All day we were there happy and I loved it. We went home with a smile. I don't think I want to go. It was so fun playing with him.

After we got home from Wonderland, we stopped by the restaurant. I used to visit that place with my mother. We used to order the same food.

"Fried rice Seafood 2 without pickles, Crispy 2 fried squid, 2 stewed ice, and 2 mineral water." Key Saying

I just opened the menu list, he already ordered food, which I often choose when with my mother

"Where do you know, I never told you about this place, and I just opened the menu list, did you order as I liked???" Berlin looked at Key

"I know from your Mother's Diary" Key replied

"My mom's diary??" Ask Berlin

"Yes, I read it while you were sleeping. But not much I read. Every day your mother writes about you. About him being with you, taking you to school, you love ngrecokin when your mom cooks, sometimes you ask to read a book before bed,....... You read it later, it's about you and your mother. Your mother loves you very much." Key Saying

"Why's the story now???. I'm so sad, I'm my mom's miss." Berlin Speech

I immediately melted, my tears could not be held back.

"Have.don't cry anymore.not tasty with the others.later guess I'm whatever you are again." Key Saying

"Yes, you should have told me." Berlin Speech

"I'm sorry. yes already.eat..eat first cry again." Key said with a smile

"aaaa. you are..." Berlin with shame

"Yes.I'm sorry I. I should have said the same to you. I just want to see you cheerful again, so I take you to a place that you like to go. I don't want to make you sad" Key said

She hugged me, she hugged me warmly and I realized that she was kind and loving to me.

"Sister.thank you for the day, I love." Berlin Speech

"Yes.. You eat yes." Key Saying

Key also got late in my grief. Whether Key will leave me, he will leave when he is done. I won't forget him, even if we're no longer together.

Thank you, for your days with me.

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