Behind the Diary
Meeting With Grandma
"Berlin. This is Papa dear. open the door.." Henry
I'm not opening that door right now. But if I open the door. It's gonna hurt Papa's feelings more. I'm just sending a message.
[Berlin Mau bobo, Papa fast break. Love You Papa's.]
After that Papa just opened and left my bedroom door. I felt hurt, but someone hurt her more. Although Edward was a boy, but far from the bottom of his heart, he wanted a family. Like me, I was also selfish, having found out about my biological parents. I wanted more from Papa, which was supposed to be for Edward. I was in the midst of them, I was currently fragile.
"Good morning dear," said Henry
"For Papa," Sapa Berlin
Papa must have seen my grim facial expression. I'm grim not because of my new face, but I'm grim because I'm ruining father-son relationships. I know Edward must have been very hurt.
"You're still thinking about what Edward said??" Ask Henry slowly
"Not Papa.. Edward wasn't Papa's fault, but Berlin was wrong." Berlin Speech
"You don't think much about Edward so Papa......" Henry
"Papa should be more concerned with Edward Pa. Edward must have hurt his feelings." Berlin Speech
"You are calm, Edward will be okay" Henry said.
After Papa leaves for the office.. I went back to my room. I don't want to go out.
Seeing myself reflected in pain. Not only did my face change, about me everything changed. Until when, I'm just ruining the lives of the people I love. Grandpa, Mom, Dad, they're all gone forever because of me. And now Edward's out of this house because of me.
There was a call but no number
"Hallo..... ********
After saying Hello I just listened, all her words made me freeze. Who her??? I just silently pecked.Tears dripped by themselves.why is it so painful.
Then I got out of Papa's house, went somewhere and away from this town. Why should I obey his words to leave this city. Did I forget Aunt Nettly's trap.
After 3 hours of travel I arrived in a small town, looks green scenery around it. I turned off the phone. They will be worried. I'm making trouble again.
"Excuse me, do you know this address??" Ask Berlin
"It's still a long way from here to take the ojek." Answer the old man
"Okay, Thank you!!" Berlin Speech
I went to that place, a small villa looked white from a distance. The tea garden area is very large and the air is very cool. Someone opened the door for me. I entered slowly quiet no one, then an old mother of my grandfather's age approached me
"You're Berlin????" Ask someone
"Yes.I'm Berlin.." Answer Berlin
"You're an adult, but you don't look like Ayunna??" Ask Someone
"Grandmother knows my mother???" Ask Berlin
"I'm your grandmother, surely I know my daughter and granddaughter" Grandma said
Grandma's smile scared me. I think I've seen it photographed. Grandpa said Grandma was dead.
I just kept quiet.. Did I dream, I opened the bag and took my mother's diary. It was the face of Grandma.... Is she grandma's twin?? or is Grandma still alive??
"You're still keeping Ayunna's records??" Ask Grandma
"Grandma's still, this is Berlin take." Berlin Speech
"Have you read everything???" Ask Grandma
Berlin just shook his head, because Berlin thought Key had told him about the mother's diary he said only contained the daily life of Mother and Mother Berlin.
"You should read it, let you also know about grandma, grandpa, Ayunna and Ayolla." Grandma Say
"Grandma, whose mother is Berlin??" Ask Berlin
"Your biological mother, Ayolla, she had sex with Henry that time.. Grandma doesn't like married Henry" Grandma said
"But Berlin is the same as Edward Berlin???" Ask Berlin curiously
"Ayolla used to be a model at your grandfather's agency, and his wife Henry also modeled there. No matter what Ayolla did, she finally left the house, and the grandmother also just found out, before your mother died, she told me, if you are not her son, that you are not her, except for her twin sister who ran away from home" said Grandma
"Emmss.. But Mama Ayolla cares and loves Berlin.. " Say Berlin
"Yes, because you're his real son. He did everything he could to bring you back to life, including changing your face." Grandma Say
"Mom's saying that Berlin almost died??" Tanya Berlin was scared
"Yes, you are almost dead, you must have known from your mother's letter. The box Ayolla gave her on purpose, because at that time, your mother told Ayolla to take you away immediately. Your mother died because of Nettly and Salsa, because their car chased your mother in an accident." Grandma Say
"So right about Aunt Salsa, when she was in court she was just a witness. Then who shot dad??? The police just arrested the man. Still mute to this day." Berlin Speech
"If it were. Grandma didn't know. You have to be careful with Salsa. Who has read the book??." Ask Grandma
"Mmmmm there's no Grandma, but she says only about the same Mother Berlin everyday, so Berlin hasn't read it all." Berlin Speech
"So he already knows the secret behind the book." Grandma Say
"Consecrated??? mean grandma???" Ask Grandma
"The secret about you, wherever you are, he knows where you are. And right now he must know you're here. Even if you are tormented, he will not come. Unless you're at the end of death." Grandma Say
"But he said not to read all the granny, just the beginning. But he knows what Berlin likes, where Mom and Berlin go. Then from England he brought Berlin to another country." Berlin Speech
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"At the end of my death, but at that time he must have not read it." Berlin Speech
"Hopefully your thinking is correct, if he knows first. You are in his eyes. Your footsteps did not escape his sight." Grandma Say
Owwwwh... no. No. It's worth it that time Key knew everything about me. But I don't know about him. Who is Key really???
If it was just an ordinary Bodyguard, there was no way Papa and Mama used to believe him. We lived together for almost 2 years. There must be something I don't know.
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