Before He Goes

Before He Goes
Have You Forgotten Me?



Rayna again clouded, staring at her only puppet princess who was really sick and shed a lot of blood. Although she had been in the hospital to listen to the presentation of the child's illness from the Geisha and the results of the lab examination, Rayna always emphasized that even though all this was a dream in broad daylight.


In fact, all of it really exists. Eleodra Mikayla Hadnan remains a Leukaemia All with risk standards. The child fell down for a long time to wake up.


Rayna was in tears, her voice was shrill, almost fainting and Mother calmed her down with a hug. Adjie also did not want to go far from Rayna. Pradipta who is also the same, still trying to stand firmly beside the bed Dara when the child has been stuck with the infusion in his hand. Geisha asked Dipta to say that Dara must be treated temporarily so that the observation is more intense. Antibiotics that must enter the blood directly. Geisha also stated that there will be a special visit from the oncologist, his best friend, to examine Dara.


Without asking for approval from Rayna first, Dipta had already signed a letter of approval of medical action, because Rayna was still difficult to talk to, re-shaken.


"Will there be any cih, Om?" asked Noora who had stopped crying, was in the carrier of Bhishma, scared like her cousins who were horrified when Dara was surrounded by Doctors and Nurses.


"Silent brother, son. Doain, yes." Bisma kissed the tubers of Noora which when Noora was a baby, Bisma did not want to approach her. He said Noora was an illegitimate child, a child of adultery, the result of an illicit affair of disgusting deeds. But, slowly as Gifa's father advised her that Noora remained holy, still containing their blood and asked that the Creata be forgiven, she began to tear. Noora was innocent, it was God's will that the child be born in the world even in the wrong way.


"Antibiotics are at work, the effect is indeed sleepy. So just so Dara used to sleep, Dek," said Geisha, who stood on the left side of the bed, facing Dipta.


"Good, Brother. Thanks a lot."


"Quiet, yeah. You don't panic. Don't look sad in front of him." The geisha extended her hand forward, pulling the Dipta to her hug, just above Dara's body. "Don't cry, you're a man. Enough Rayna's been hit. You must be strong. Only you can calm Rayna and Dara. Dara needs extra attention from you. Shows and cooperation."


In that embrace, Dipta nodded while closing his eyes. "Can I be that strong, brother?"


"Parents whose children are sick more, Dara, there are many, Dek. If God has chosen you, you are strong. Remember how I fought to heal, Mas Genta. Full of wounds, broken and sick. But, I'm holding on. Because I'm sure, only I can afford it. And look at it now?"


Dipta. "So, I'm not happy."


The geisha nodded as she unraveled her arms, before taking a step, she left a kiss on Dara's forehead for a farewell sign.


"It seems that here is quite the same as Rayna. Let it be later if Dara wakes up, all he sees is his parents who are complete without sad sobs from us. Not noisy because of a lot of people. Later can change to look. Now let Dara calm down to rest" Geisha told her family. Especially to Adjie, who felt like a geisha was too lazy to see the man.


Father, Mother, Bhishma, Genta and the nephews nodded their heads.


"You too." Geisha again opened his voice staring at Adjie who seemed petrified, wanted to stay here. "We have to take care of her emotions, Dara." she said again.


Adjie sighed softly in disappointment. "Good."


"I'm waiting outside, yeah. If there is anything left call me," Adjie said gently as she kissed Rayna's head who nodded weakly while wiping tears had sat firmly, apart from the hold of Mother.


Dipta who saw a glimpse of the scene, immediately turned his gaze back to look at Dara. Throwing his head on the side of Dara, stroking the cheek of the child. True Geisha, he must be strong. Strong when hurt by two circumstances. It's going to hurt Dara. And Rayna's condition is getting a loving cradle from Adjie. Although he knew, all the injuries he received were nothing when Rayna was hurt he would do with Nancy.


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"Maas ...." Dipta who overslept, blinked her eyes when Rayna was forced to shake her shoulders because her ex-husband when called did not wake up.


"Sleep on the couch, Mom. Let me be here, change guard." Rayna pointed at the big sofa.


"Don't let you be there."


"That's okay, come on!" Rayna insisted that Dipta move. From the look of the man it still looks sleepy. "If Dara is awake, please wake me up."


"Yes, Mum." Rayna began to sit in the chair of the former Dipta. Grasping Dara's hand hard for her to kiss.


Dipta started squawking on the sofa, lying on his back but could no longer close his eyes. Netra her immediately stared at the room lights are very bright highlighting the room.


"Rayna ...."


Created to rise from the bed. Started to sit down, staring at Rayna on the side of the bed who was still staring at Dara.


"Become need us."


Rayna really looked over. "Yes, we'll always be there for you, Dara."


"Do you really love, Adjie?"


"Lho?" rayna's eyeballs are rounded when the context of the conversation is changing direction. "Are those even the ones that were discussed?"


"Yes, I just want to know. Have you really been ...."


"What's it?" feels a long time to continue the word, Rayna who can't wait to find out. Dipta got up, stepped closer to Rayna so that their gazes could whip very close.


"Have you completely forgotten me?" it is as if the sincere word that I keep pointing in my heart to God, all mental. Created jealousy, could not resist. He hated when Adjie kissed this woman's head.


Rayna laughing. "What are you doing, Mom? Idle around? I just kept sleeping." pointed back towards the sofa.


"I'm serious, Ay. No slacking." The firmness of the dark netra Dipta makes Rayna's laughter quickly scattered.


"Still need me to answer? In a few months' time I'll marry that guy?"


"Yes." Yeah." Been challenging.


Rayna took a breath, exhaled softly and turned to look forward, to the tightly shut window-scrap.


Rayna nodded. "You haven't been in my heart in a long time, Mom. I've replaced it with another figure. Better than you."


"Can you look me in the eye?" Dipta kept trying to calm even though his chest was hit by thousands of knives.


Rayna was silent, not quick to obey.


"Can?" Repeatedly created.


"You don't have to look for the truth out of my eyes, Mom!" fixedly staring forward, Rayna's tone sounded rather high.


"I just want to make sure, that Dara's mother will indeed marry with a full heart. Not because I want to escape the past."


Rayna's heart was pounding. He also does not know himself really love, or indeed choose Adjie because it is only the man who is good and close long, all this time. Rayna is used to Adjie's attention. Adjie's behavior, which seems to make her like a queen, is able to make her heart bloom. But love for the Creator no longer exists.


Rayna ventured to draw the dark bead of her ex-husband, firmly.


"Yes, Mas. I'm so loving--"


"Dad?" interjected with Dara who wanted to blink her eyes, but as if she had woken up from earlier.


"Mom still loves you, don't you think the same, Dad?" Dara focused on staring at Rayna as well as Dipta. The child until stalling with a weak ringing will needle infusion felt, grasping his mother's hand. "Can't you go back the same, Dad, Mom? Don't marry me that."


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