
They know Keysa, as a person who is cheerful and relented, whereas behind it Keysa is often pensive and somber, his time spent to linger - long stirring the teacup with a spoon until almost bent, he said, or daydreaming all night in the room without doing anything, he just weaves memories that are not too important but avoid problems that are really critical, really critical, sometimes he feels that in his body there are a number of demons that mess with all forms of sanity that he has, no matter how many.
For a moment he was silent, fixated on staring at his unceasing hand - his ceaselessness whirring as if there was no pause for him to breathe, his chest recesses were full of his pulse beating wildly as he stared, Fany, sitting opposite him at the dinner table, was without any guilt, and his father seemed happy when Keysa was at the dinner table.
"Keysa, let's eat, just look at it!" papa Aksa's Order.
"No taste, Pa." she said cynically.
"Eat a little, it will hurt again" he replied gently.
"Let's just get sick," he said.
"Keysa, how is that?" tanyakanya.
"Is there a ban, Pa?" he said back asking.
"Basically, the child does not know manners!" reply snapped.
"Lazy, listen to the babbling, Papa!" he left the dining table.
Papa Aksa looked at Keysa, cold sweat pouring down his forehead, hunger now gone there was only a sense of disappointment enveloped his heart the deepest, Fany and Bu Zana looked at each other with mixed feelings, looking at Keysa's unworthy behavior.
"Mas, it has not been taken by heart" he said half a whisper.
"Mas, don't understand the nature of it," he replied frustratedly.
A long breath broke the quiet room, just after Keysa left the dinner table, Papa Aksa looked up at the sky, hoping to the universe that what Keysa was doing was not from his heart, Papa Aksa tried to be patient and took his breath in deep.
"Mas, let's eat" he said heart-heartedly.
"Yes, honey," she answered briefly.
They went back to eating, enjoying the Gurami burning off Bu Zana's cooking, a faint smile adorning his handsome face with a million disappointments in his heart.
Papa Aksa leaned from exhaustion, his days filled with prayer at every step, wanting happiness with the People he loved so much.
Everyone wants a perfect life, but in this world there is no such thing as perfect, the speckle of rain sounds so clear in the yard, the smell of the ground is thick, the smell of the earth is very strong, Papa Aksa was sitting in the living room by the window, that place was indeed his favorite place to let go of his fatigue.
"Mas," dimly - dimly hear the sound, remove a little drowsiness.
"Eh, yes dear," he replied a little calmly, rewind the Sofa and walked towards Fany.
"Mas, here," he said, squinting.
"Mas, don't you rest?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, my dear" he answered.
"Keep why still relaxing, haven't seen the clock, Mas?" ask Fany again.
Papa Aksa got up, followed Fany's steps into the room with a friendly.
"Darling, do you think there's anything weird about Keysa?" tanyakanya.
"There you are" he answered briefly.
"Finally, Keysa's nature is getting more insolent" he said.
"Mas, should we take Keysa to a psychiatrist?" tanyakanya.
"May as well" he answered briefly.
"But how do I get Keysa to a psychiatrist?" ask Papa Aksa again.
"We have to persuade him, Mas." he replied.
"Yes yes" he said confusedly.
"After Fany noticed, Keysa had bad feelings, such as hopelessness, loss of motivation, difficulty sleeping, concentration, even loss of ****** eating, and hurting others" Fany said.
"Hurting Others? who?" tanyanya.
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