Beautiful But Dangerous

Episode 143

"Now, Keysa will prove that Keysa can be without Papa," Keysa's inner haughty.

Depression, making Keysa have low interest, in anything so that his emotions appear explosive, looks like rebelling, defiant, resisting, even impossible to get out the word rough, suddenly quiet, silent, it could be an invisible symptom of depression.

One of the symptoms of depression, initially, Keysa a lot of silence and sadness, disruption of the effect or mood, then a disruption in the content of his thoughts and behavior that is not controlled.

After a while, Keysa returned to his room, Papa Aksa, just calm down, but in the room he did new things, playing with social media, writing status, venting on the Facebook wall.

Depression, a medical condition, in the form of feelings of sadness that have a negative impact, on his thoughts, actions, feelings, and mental health, severe depression makes Keysa desperate, and the desire to finish his own life, arises, his father's speech, increasingly made him cornered and affect his mental condition.

A sudden and violent disaster, coupled with shock, trauma, and feelings of guilt, leads Keysa to fall into a valley of depression, plus the loss of Mama, the backstop of her life.

"Keysa, just want to die, but Keysa, want my Papa alive, if only that time, Keysa would not let, Papa married, this would not happen," he whispered in his heart while biting his lower lip.

Anxiety disorders that Keysa suffered, turned into depression, making Keysa very tortured, he did not dare to say the mental disorder felt, for fear of receiving stigma is not good, even though he tried to appear normal, he did not dare to say the mental disorder felt, for fear of accepting the stigma is not good, but inside, Keysa knows something's not normal.

The sun, shining strong as if staring fiercely at the chaos that is now muzzling confidence in her heart, Keysa looks tired and takes a deep breath, while staring at the ceiling of her room.

"Ma, Keysa, tired of everything that's going on, Keysa, can't stand it" she whispered in her heart with teary eyes.

Keysa, frail and unable to do anything, could only cry lamenting his unfortunate fate, while covering his face with both hands, her eyes were perfectly round with tears flowing down her beautiful face.

Suddenly, there was a creaking door beacon, someone came into the room and closed the door shut, Keysa turned with his face, and looked away, Bu Zana, standing straight beside him.

"Keysa, what's wrong?" tanyanya gently.

"Keysa, it's okay, ma'am, Keysa just wants to be alone" she replied.

"Eat first yok" he asked.

"From morning, you don't eat anything, Keysa, you'll be sick" he said.

"Let's go, ma'am," she screeched.

"Keysa, what's wrong? same story Mom," he said softly.

"Free, ma'am," he replied.

As a Mother and a fellow Woman, Ms. Zana understood very well, why Keysa is like this, behind all that, Papa Aksa was also not wrong to marry again, because he also needs the figure of a wife as a companion.

"Keysa, no matter what happens now, you have to be sincere, let you calm down" he asked.

"Oh yeah? Keysa, don't want to accept that cheap woman, as Wife, Papa, Ma'am." she cried.

"Don't say that, Fany, women are fine" she said.

"Why the hell, ma'am, always standing up for that cheap lady?" tanyanya yelling.

"Fany, not cheap, but good women who want to accept your existence" he replied firmly.

Ms. Zana, disappointed, while looking at him deeply, with the look of her cynical eyes, did not expect, Keysa was able to let out such cruel words.

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